Chapter 631

In the struggle, Chu Yunsheng's hand gradually left her lips.

But she did not dare to shout for help. Once she was known by others, she could not be a human being and had no courage to face her daughter.

Although her clothes were stripped, she was calm. She was not a woman with ordinary wisdom. After her initial panic, she quickly realized that the more struggling she was at this time, the more likely she was to stimulate the frenzied nerves of the perpetrator. She tried to delay time and try to be gentle and gentle and said:

"aunt Chu, you can give it to you, but now it's too unsanitary Would you like to take a bath first

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Without any effect, Chu Yunsheng is still tearing her clothes.

In the face of failure, she was not discouraged. She immediately changed her mind and said:

"Xiaochu, you are still young. You can't ruin your life because of impulse. If you need, Auntie will introduce you to your girlfriend. It must be more beautiful than Auntie and suitable for you

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She bit the word "aunt" very seriously, and her tone was very sincere, but it still didn't seem to have any effect. Chu Yunsheng began to tear his own clothes.

The situation has reached a critical juncture, and the next step is, in the face of another failure, she still does not give up. As long as she does not take that step, she still has a chance to hold Chu Yunsheng's hand tightly to untie his belt, and then changes an angle again and says:

"Xiao Chu, if you do this, what will your friends think of you? What will shadow think of you? How could your aunt and uncle in the hospital believe that you would do such a thing? And your cousins and cousins, who are brothers, what do they think of you? "

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This time, her words seemed to hit a key point of Chu Yunsheng, which made his wild, excited and ferocious pupils shrink slightly, and the movements of her hands slowed down. It seemed that she was hesitating and struggling, or fighting with some kind of magnified uncontrollable desire.

When she discovered the subtle changes of Chu Yunsheng, she immediately understood where Chu Yunsheng's weakness was. She released a left hand that was basically futile to stop Chu Yunsheng, and went to do something more meaningful. She took the photo frame of Song Ying on the head of the bed and held it in front of Chu Yunsheng, seizing time and saying:

"Xiaochu, you are a person with relatives. If you do this, you will not only hurt Harm you, it will hurt them. I also have relatives, you will hurt me, hurt shadow

Chu Yunsheng gradually stopped there, his hands and feet froze, and the voice full of desire was still overwhelming, because he felt that it would not hurt anyone, so he fought fiercely. However, although his reason and calmness were like a boat in the sea of rage, they did not seem to break down like before.

She took advantage of the hot iron to shake Song Ying's photo and continued: "Xiao Chu, if you really do, how do you let me face the shadow and how do you let my daughter see me? What's more, you are still young, and you will have children in the future. What do you want your children to think of you and her father in the future? "

The last words, like a sword has been hit Chu Yunsheng's death, he "scared" from the bed to jump back several steps!

In my mind, a calm and rational voice reverberated in the sky:

can't you really hurt anyone!? So what are you going to do with your daughter? Do you deserve to be a father!

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The huge voice, with the cold and incomparable breath of killing, trampled out of the hundreds of millions of pieces. It was like the blade of the bravest soldier's hand and the instinct desire breath in the consciousness. With the full help of the black gas energy, the two sides tried to suppress the sound of the flamboyant temptation.

The external force, which seemed to have suffered a great deal of damage, breathed a sigh of relief in silence, and sighed more anxiously. It disappeared as if it had never appeared before.

At the moment when the temptation is about to disappear, Chu Yunsheng hears a wonderful young girl's song, which seems to come from a faraway fairyland. It is the most beautiful melody in the world. It is mysterious but extremely beautiful, which makes people feel yearning for it.

Then, he felt a kind of bondage loose in his soul, as happy as a clear air suddenly seeping through a damp and suffocating dark swamp.

Unfortunately, the song could not be understood, understood, or even remembered. In the moment of his waking up, he disappeared, invisible and disappeared. It seemed that the door of singing was closed again.

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"I'm sorry!"

Recovering his sanity, Chu Yunsheng turned his back and looked for words in the face of the scattered desk. However, in the messy scene of the room, all the language was pale and could only say these three words.

His intestines are blue, and he would like to cut off the thing that caused trouble. Anyway, this thing in the world of pseudo monument has no effect except causing trouble. However, he is very clear in his heart that the real cause of trouble is not the innocent thing. Whether it is hormones or sex hormones, physiological stimulation can not cause him to lose his mind, let alone make him go wild Animals.

The problem is with him! Exactly, it's out of his self-consciousness.Whether it is the voice full of temptation, or the panic and anger that drives the black gas, as well as the final huge and cold questioning, are his own voice, his own ideas, his own ideas and emotions, not imposed on him by anyone or any external factors!

Living to this age, he will not refuse to admit that he has a problem, and will not be like an ostrich with his head buried in the sand to escape from reality.

He needs to analyze where the problem is?

He doesn't deny that he has a "evil wolf" in his heart. He doesn't understand the question of whether people are evil or good. He only knows that the reason why people distinguish animals, and the reason why normal people distinguish extreme people is that people's heads are a kind of restrained balance, and they know what can and cannot be done. Once the balance is broken, some consciousness or emotion will prevail, such as hatred, hatred, and so on Anger, lust for power, lust, even indulgence, jealousy, and so on, will make some unreasonable extreme behavior, such as murder, rape, deception and entrapment. It seems unreasonable, but it does follow the general rule that what kind of consciousness dominates what kind of action.

He has been angry, despairing and extreme. He has always thought that this is normal and the outbreak and demand of emotion. However, if he is more and more likely to be angry, despairing and extreme, it will be abnormal.

Until today, when he nearly made a big mistake under impulse, he realized and faced up to the problem for the first time. What happened today also provided him with the best opportunity to find out the problem. Unlike before, he could clearly remember the whole process of the whole event, including various emotional conflicts in his consciousness.

He remembers that a psychologist said that consciousness and emotion are also energy, but they can't be seen and touched. However, his current thinking is just the opposite. From the incident just now, he guessed whether energy has affected consciousness and emotion and magnified emotion?

He doesn't have much information. He can only infer one or two from the black gas. He doesn't know whether the black gas energy is destructive energy, but he knows a little. The black gas can absorb panic, cause panic, amplify anger, and so on. There must be some kind of energy that he does not know is amplifying the "evil wolf" or the desire to make hormone impulse in his heart.

Perhaps, it is precisely because of these chaotic energy intervention that his brain can not maintain the established balance, sometimes magnifying anger, sometimes magnifying desire, every break out of balance, let him into a fatal dilemma.

If the root of the problem is here, there are only two solutions he can think of.

One is to put out the root of the fire. The base number is zero, and it is futile to enlarge it. Although this method has good effect, it is impossible to achieve it. Chu Yunsheng does not think he is a villain, but he can not erase it. He often comes up with an evil idea, and all kinds of consciousness, thinking and emotions are the colorful meaning of living It's better to die than to kill.

The second way is to treat people with their own way. Nowadays, the energy of indulgent desire increases, and the energy of black Qi can be suppressed. This makes the blunder almost caused today. Therefore, compared with the cultivation of vitality, it is more urgent to find ways to strengthen the black spirit.

In the fierce ideological confrontation before, he found that he had a saying that was right. He had also realized when he was in the botanical forest that his strength became stronger and stronger. Subconsciously, he became more and more proud and self-confident. Therefore, the balance of behavior was actually the first one he broke. He could not hang on to others. Energy was only used consciously It's just a magnifying tool used subconsciously and subconsciously.

The root of all lies in himself!

Perhaps it was only at this moment that he really understood the saying repeatedly made by some predecessors that all foreign objects, including the production of mucus, weapons, skills and so on, were just tools, and self-cultivation was the foundation.

He can't achieve the mood of his predecessors, the strong force, the change of environment, the world of solitude These and so on have a great impact on his psychology. Compared with the peaceful state of mind of his predecessors, it can be said that he is naive and can not solve this problem only by giving birth to a spirit. However, he also understands the reality very well. His current level is far from reaching the peaceful state of his predecessors, and he can not solve the problem quickly with the most correct method. This is a long-term process. At present, we can only rely on external forces Intervention.

Therefore, in order to restore the original balance, he must use the black gas energy as a weapon of adjustment, which is the only tool in his hand that can manipulate and intervene in the balance.

However, the source of black gas is still unknown. Whether it can be cultivated is a fog. There is no textbook model to learn from and no one can give guidance. He needs to explore and even create a new system.

Fortunately, he didn't have a clue. He knew that black gas was related to his own consciousness change and emotion. However, he would not use his own emotion to cultivate black gas. It was completely self mutilation and suicide, which was not advisable. The only clue left was the strange effect of Juyuan Fu when he broke the sky with an arrow over the Arctic base.

However, even so, the risk is very huge. It is necessary to find out the difference in principle and the side effects of black gas as the energy instead of Yuan Qi talisman.This is also a complex project, which needs long-term and unremitting research. The present embarrassing situation is totally inappropriate.

From the black bag scattered on the table, he saw a business card with "Susu" written on the Chinese side, which must be her real name. At this time, a calm voice came from behind:

"turn around."

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