Chapter 484

Chu Yunsheng did regret it.

In fact, even the intestines are regretful! He did not think that the most terrible enemy was not seven nails, nor death, but endless silence and loneliness.

This is more painful than death. It is like being locked in a dark room for countless years. No one talks to him or listens to him. There is no ghost. Only he talks to himself and talks to himself like a psychopath.

At the beginning, he didn't pay much attention to it. He was always nervous about the situation of the war. However, with the weakening of the seven nails, the crisis gradually slowed down, and he more and more realized that something was wrong.

Chu Yunsheng thinks that over the years, he has been hard as a rock in his mind. He has tried loneliness and loneliness. It's no big deal.

But this time, he was wrong. It was a big mistake.

He had never been alone for such a long time, and he could hardly see the end, there was no hope and no future, just like lying in a tomb of the living dead. There was always a silent darkness ahead.

The first stage is the endurance period, which he withstood with his strong will; the second stage is the painful period, and he still resisted with his extremely tough experience; the third stage is the numbness stage, he still numbs himself with the spirit of numbness, which is a kind of "meaning to live", and finally withstood it!

And the fourth stage, the beginning of boundless emptiness, empty he is about to go mad, angry!

At this time, how he hoped that the figure was not dead and not killed by himself. No matter what his intention was, at least, at least, he could talk to himself!

Even if we use the most vicious swearing words in the world to scold and scold the eighteenth generation of Guangzu, we still have a person to speak with.

However, this is extravagant hope, once lost, it will never be able to reach things!

He went crazy looking for all meaningful things to do to fill the emptiness of his heart, which was hollowed out into an abyss.

Count from zero to ten thousand, one million, one billion

From the first story he remembered, he began to narrate himself and tell it to himself, Andersen's fairy tales, the Arabian Nights, the star arrow of the saint fighter, the legend of archery heroes, Altman, and even some other things

Later, when all the stories were finished, rotten, and empty again, he began to use all the knowledge of the sunshine age - social news, acquaintances, physics, chemistry, geography, astronomy, etc., all of which he knew. He did not let go of the math problems of primary school students, but turned them over and over again, resisting the emptiness again and again.

Lonely as the darkness of the night has no end, but his memory has an end. When all these are turned back and forth by him countless times, there is no more thing that he can use to resist the emptiness.

So, he began to make up stories like a neurotic to deceive himself. First, he made up his own stories, then others' stories, such as history, fantasy, overhead, science fiction, city He will be able to think of, all made up countless times, to the limit, to the end, there is nothing new to edit!

He fell into the emptiness again, tried all the ways, still couldn't resist, finally he could only start to study the seven needles on the opposite side and other things.

The ancient books have been in the flying page state, he can not watch, otherwise it may also provide him with some "bullets" to resist the emptiness period.

But the seven needles are not so easy to study, because from Chu Yunsheng's point of view, they can't be touched at all. They can only speculate, speculate and ponder based on a little knowledge

He first began to sort out all the relations between the alien and the monster he had met, including the dead figure. He was afraid that once straightened out, there would be no more "bullets" to kill and resist the emptiness. He ridiculously and deliberately slowed down the combing speed, and slowly arranged their shadows by deceiving others.

But the information he mastered was so poor that he soon had nothing to sort out, and he did not draw any conclusions worthy of further study. However, it made him more sure of the view of his predecessors in the ancient books that there is no God in the world.

In the eyes of ordinary human beings, the five multi-functional clans are as terrible as gods, while the people in crystal clothes are blatantly pretending to be gods. In the eyes of these alien races, the shadow is the existence of God. Finally, it is the shadow's turn, and the master of the seven nails becomes God again.

In this way, the facts are so simple and clear. The so-called "gods" are all looking up to the unknown existence, and that's all. The elder may want to tell him that it is just this truth: there is no God in the world.

Then, he began to study the status of the elder and the master of the seven nails. Although there was no God, the status did exist. Otherwise, the shadow could not be frightened to crawl.

When he came to study this "topic", Chu Yunsheng was very excited, because this topic could help it delay for a long time to deal with emptiness.

The reason is that he twice felt a vast biological chain of the source of life, one was to absorb the life source of Gudao min, and the other was to eliminate the shadow.

In the two times, he did not pay attention to some details carefully. Up to now, he has enough time to spend on it, even can't get it, because he is too lonely and the space is empty.Slowly recollect, carefully recall, the memory of that time bit by bit, looking for the subtle differences again and again, the more he can not find, the more happy he is, because once found, it means that he has to face the boundless emptiness.

However, things always come to an end. After a long time, although he was very reluctant, he still found it, because it was a meaningful and continuous process, or once it stopped, he would still face all kinds of silent conversations by himself.

He found that when the two biological chains appeared, the fate of Gudao min and the shadow all corresponded to two different positions on the vast food chain.

The gap between them may be the difference in their status - this is his final conclusion and conjecture.

But the master of the ancient books and the seven nails was in that position, and he didn't know, because he couldn't swallow their life.

Later, he studied many things, such as the multidimensional space mentioned by the veiled woman. He was confused for a while, because he thought that the high-dimensional space depended on the low-dimensional space. Without three-dimensional space, there would be no fourth dimension. But now he is clearly sealed in the narrow space between the independent fourth dimension and the unknown space, but in theory, he thinks that the fourth dimension cannot exist independently ...

What's more, he is very confused. Is the place among creatures of various forces that he encounters determined by the food chain of the source of life, or by the spatial dimension of existence? The "status conclusion" just reached before has become vague and contradictory again.

However, he was not entangled. On the contrary, he was very happy. This period of confusion and contradiction, on the whole, was the most "substantial" period he had spent here, which resisted the terrifying emptiness submergence for him.

However, at the end of the day, there was really nothing to study with his current knowledge and ability, so he turned his "eyes" to the ancient books and the seven nails themselves.

In this way, it enriched for a period of time, and understood that the so-called "master's weapon" in the shadow's mouth might be the weapon of the elder and the master of seven nails, perhaps the most powerful weapon for everyone.

The reason why they are "possible" and "maybe" is that he can't test and prove, and can't get definite results, so he can only guess.

Of course, he didn't know how to make such weapons, otherwise there would be a lot of things to do immediately.

When all this has been thought over, there is no place for him to study further. Chu Yunsheng once again fell into a long state of emptiness.

At this time, if someone told him about Master Cultivation, one meditation would be countless years. He would sneer, silence, emptiness, loneliness, cold, darkness and no future, all intertwined, suffering day and night Don't say what kind of master, even the immortal, also have to damn admit counseling! Crazy, too!

This is not the loneliness and emptiness that any life can endure!

Finally one day, he couldn't bear it, and entered the fifth stage - despair!

In this last stage, he was surprisingly calm, cold and terrible. Like a cold chief surgeon, he began to dissect his life in a bloody way. He broke down all his desires, dark sides, feelings, hatred, persistence and so on mercilessly, facing the significance of life's existence, releasing and putting them down one by one

Finally, he ended the meaning of his life in solitude.

Hopeless future, deep despair, he then began to end his life - suicide!

Yes, suicide!

In order to end his life, he used a lot of methods, such as self explosion, destruction, ancient bow reflection, turbulence vortex And so on, everything he could think of, and what he could do, he tried coldly without feeling.

But all of them failed without exception. In order to die quickly, he wanted to die in front of the seven nails, but he was mercilessly blocked by the ancient books.

If it was in the first four stages, he still had a chance to die under the seven nails, but now it is too late. Before entering the fifth stage of despair, the ancient books with his cooperation, after a long time consumption, can no longer need him, can completely suppress seven nails alone, and even have spare power to prevent him from committing suicide in front of seven nails!

At this moment, Chu Yunsheng's sadness in his heart has reached a point beyond the limit. He has been deprived of the right to die!

At this moment, he realized the ultimate power of fate. If it wants to kill you, you can't live another second; if it doesn't let you die, you won't even have the right to commit suicide!

At this moment, he suddenly found that being able to commit suicide is also a kind of "happiness".

At this moment, he also laughed. In fact, he is more than just him. He is better than the elder and the master of seven nails. Otherwise, he can't escape the play of fate

But at the same time, his cold heart, cold anger, for the first time in his life, resisted to the fate and raised the flag of pathetic war - you can dominate everything in the dark, but you can't take away my final right to end my life!

He poured the source of life into the whirlpool of black gas, which was still drawing on the seven nails of automatic battle, and consumed his life one layer at a time. He sneered. One day, all the sources of life would be exhausted. At that time, who could stop him from dying? Who can? Is the heaven, is not fate!……

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After a long time, he felt that he was too old to be old any more. One step forward was the death he longed for. At this moment, his eyelids suddenly moved, and the feeling of flesh and blood suddenly poured into the unknown space, and five branches which had been silent for many years were bright one by one.

In an instant, he sighed slowly and leisurely in his consciousness

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