Chapter 390

For no reason, Chu Yunsheng was stabbed into the lock shoulder by several inexplicable people. Although he successfully fought back, and shocked the audience, he flew the helmet of the golden armor woman. However, he could not understand a word, so he was rushed out by old sun and others.

Of course, he couldn't ask if he wanted to, and his voice couldn't make any normal sound at all. However, when he saw and heard, old sun bowed to Jinjia, apologized like grandson, and immediately expressed "great thanks" to Chu Yunsheng, who was unable to speak, for the sake of "healing expenses".

Chu Yunsheng was silent for a moment. Sun's intelligence was wrong. He provoked forces that the 9 teams could not afford. He needed to apologize to protect himself. He could understand that. There was nothing to say. However, he was attacked by others for no reason until he was bleeding and injured. However, he still needs to thank the troublemaker as much as his grandson, making him feel like a ball of cotton in his chest.

He could not overturn the fact that as long as he was wearing this mask, Laosun, as the captain, always represented him.

It didn't matter. He could always do anything to survive, but after the dark came, he dodged, escaped, lewd and pretended to be dead Wait a minute. He has done everything, but he has never been so cowardly. When he was attacked, he would still like to "thank you a thousand thanks" in humiliation. Even in the battle of Huangshan, he would rather die than surrender in the face of powerful enemies like numerous stars. How ever has he ever been like this!?

However, among so many people, this group was blocked in his chest, which made him suddenly see himself from another angle for the first time since the dark age.

Immediately, he understood why he wanted to learn "numbness" and learn from other people's way of life. He needed to "learn", instead of facing all disasters and smoothing out all feelings naturally like that woman.

No matter how much he reminds himself and tells himself, he has to know himself and how much he weighs. But in his heart, there is always a trace of pride, a trace of pride brought by ancient books.

The pride was buried in his heart like a seed. From the very beginning, he separated himself from others and treated all people, whether friends, relatives, brothers, or enemies, from the perspective of "condescending" that he had never noticed.

No matter in the sunshine age or the dark age, no matter how incompetent people are, they always have a sense of "narcissism" in their hearts, and they can always find something "different" for themselves as self comfort "pride".

This thing, in the era of sunshine, is literally called "dignity"!

as like as two peas, each of them has his own self-esteem and his own pride. Even if no one else has admitted it, he will also self confirm. In the sunshine era, Chu Yunsheng has the same mentality. But since entering the dark age, this thing has undergone a wonderful change which he has never noticed.

As his strength became stronger and stronger, the awakeners who were full of talent were defeated in his hands, and the seed of self-confidence was growing deeper and deeper. When even the ice fire alien race and the God realm insect min could not defeat him, the pride hidden in his heart had actually reached the peak.

But it is not a good thing. When a person's "pride" and "self-esteem" hidden in his heart are too strong, but the reality is still cruel to let him lose his head and blood, once again lost, everything can not be saved, this kind of contrast stabbing and frustration will make people feel at a loss and suffering.

Chu Yunsheng was held on his arm by his mask man's teammates, and he became more and more unobstructed. From the beginning, this hidden pride made him think that he could keep Yu Xiaohai. As a result, he watched Yu Xiaohai disappear. Then he thought he kept his beloved family, but he watched the whole Jinling city disappear In the end, he thought he could keep the big bug like a brother, but once again he watched him commit suicide.

Every time he lost, he began to practice hard, to improve his strength, and to seek an extreme. As a result, his strength became stronger and stronger, and his pride grew more and more hidden. However, in the end, he could not keep what he thought he could keep.

When the tears have dried up, there is no place to accommodate the grief, and even the hatred has come to an end. Only because there was a trace of hidden pride and self-confidence, and ultimately still tormenting his soul, there is only a strong self-responsibility, hate his own failure!

Pride is too strong, and ability is too weak, hit the head and blood, is the root of all contradictions and pain.

He has always been aware of only one side of the contradiction, so he only concentrates on racing against the cruel world and tries every means to improve his strength and ability. However, he has never really looked back on his "pride" and "self-esteem" which are more and more divorced from reality.

This thing is like a "heart demon". The stronger the ability is, the stronger it is. It hinders him from accepting the cruel reality that he has to accept, torments his contradictory mind, and affects his every move and behavior.

The reason why the woman carrying the corpse can accept her situation numbly is that she has no ability to struggle and resist; the bow holding woman can't get rid of her desire for the bow until she dies, because her strength gives her blind pride; and he, why not!?Chu Yunsheng suddenly seemed to wake up from a nightmare.

From the first day of darkness, he fell into this nightmare. The endless cycle of the nightmare was unable to get rid of its shackles. Until just now, in the voice of the mask man's grandson's "thank you so much", all his pride and self-esteem were torn to pieces at this moment. The cage that trapped his soul was suddenly opened, and from then on, it opened Broad!!!

I've tried my best

Chu Yunsheng was relieved at the familiar shadows flying in his mind, and said "I've tried my best", which exhausted his bitterness for too long.

He has never been in prison for a long time, but has been relieved by his tears.

He allowed the masked man to pull himself away and looked at Jin Jia Ren and others. He wanted to smile. He had not really laughed for a long time. His hard mouth almost made him forget the feeling of smile.

"Dumb, can you still laugh?" The thin masked man was surprised to see Chu Yunsheng's strange smile twisted on the mask.

Chu Yunsheng did not change his smile and turned to look at him, as if to say, why can't I smile? I must laugh!

"Dumb people laugh at their life. I have to smile secretly if I change my life. If you want to kill the dumb, where can they live? She didn't even use her own weapons!

However, the mute really has you! You are the first person in the whole plant forest to be able to fly a gold helmet with one spear, except for the commander of our army, black armor and green armor. I guess it will not be long before the whole plant forest will know that you are going to be famous! Maybe the head of the army will meet you in person. " Driving the mask man of Chu Yunsheng, he said with emotion.

The thin masked man looked back and forth at Chu Yunsheng strangely and carefully. He said in a half loud voice, "don't tell me, old six, it's possible. We all underestimated the dumb. It's said that when we assigned the mute, no one wanted it. The team pushed us to team 9. Wang Datou of team 7 and Gao Laozhuang of team 10 would be sorry to die, but our sun team is still powerful."

Chu Yunsheng was stabbed a few days after he went to work. It was not without any benefit. In addition to the so-called "maintenance fee" from Jinjia woman, he established his position in the 9th team, although he didn't care about the final point.

A group of "blackmail" frustrated masons, after bandaging Chu Yunsheng randomly, immediately rushed to the next black market, a place for human exchange at the bottom of the plant forest city. Although there is not much oil and water there, there has never been any deep background.

If we insist that some people do have any backstage in this black market spot, then masked man team 9 is probably their biggest backstage.

This is the struggle line of the lowest level human beings, but it is the paradise of masked men team 9. No one dares to disobey their meaning here. They have the right to place a spy at will. However, they deprive each other of all their "property", "body" and even "life".

Chu Yunsheng thinks that they are now like "city managers" on a small street in the sunshine era, because as soon as the old sun's figure appeared on the street, he heard someone exclaim: "the masked man is coming, run!"

Then, the whole street is in a mess. The stalls are closed and the carts are pushed. The warehouse is crazy.

They turn around the corner of the street, puffing smoke out of the corner.

In the face of the numb crowd, the thin masked man caught the finger of the cigarette body and rubbed his itchy eyelids. He said faintly, "old seventeen, what are you doing in a daze? Take it! Today is the worst day for you. I'll let you choose first

He didn't use the word "rob" or "confiscate" as an official term. Instead, he used a very casual word like "take" at home!

We can see how rotten it is here?

Old seventeen refers to Chu Yunsheng. After his position in the 9th team was firmly established, the first change was to upgrade from "dumb" to "old seventeen", with Lao sun as the eldest, and the other 15 masked people lined up in sequence to Chu Yunsheng, which was the old seventeen.

Chu Yunsheng's eyes slightly swept the ragged crowd. They immediately lowered their heads to avoid Chu Yunsheng's eyes. They were afraid that Chu Yunsheng would take notice of what they were holding. They retreated timidly. The child's timid eyes showed through the cracks of the adult's thin legs and looked nervously at the masked man.

He suddenly reached out his hand to "take" the soil smoke in the hands of the skinny masked man. He leaned against the wall with his spear and took a breath. He felt the burning smoke. He didn't want to mix with anything here. He just wanted to enjoy the peace of mind after his mind broke free.

Besides, he is not so bad as to rob a group of people who are worse than him.

"Shit, I'm taking Lao Tzu!" The skinny masked man rubbed his empty fingers. He was stunned and said, "what are you grandsons looking at? What's good to see? Look for death! Men stand on the left and women on the right. Hurry up and stand for me^(to be continued, please visit www.qidian.com , more chapters, support authors, support legitimate reading! )

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