Chapter 434

I don't know how long it took, Yixin's fever finally subsided, and then she woke up, but her voice was dry and hoarse.

She looked at the ceiling, then looked around, and finally fixed her sight on Shen Yuyao.

Why is she here?

Yixin looked at her carefully, looked at the once elegant woman, now her thin chin was pointed, and her face was haggard and terrible, as if she had aged ten years overnight.

How could this happen?

Even if she once hated her to the bone, even if she told herself that she didn't want to be involved with her in her life, her heart at this moment seemed to be pricked by a needle, slightly painful.

Perhaps Yixin's eyes were too hot. Shen Yuyao suddenly opened her eyes and looked at Yixin for the first time.

Those black and white water eyes were looking at her, like a pool of clear spring, clear and transparent, but pulled Shen Yuyao's heart, hurt bit by bit, and then slowly spread to all parts and bones.

"Xinxin, are you awake?"

Shen Yuyao's voice is also hoarse. It seems that she is still hoarse after crying.

Yixin didn't speak. She didn't know what to say or what to say.

Between them, there are already many holes, and the rest is just a little involvement in blood relationship.

Shen Yuyao suddenly burst into tears.

"I know you don't want to see me, and I know you hate me, but Xinxin, Miss Xiao has been here for two days, and Gong Qing is too tired to hold on. I just replace them for a while, and I'll go when they come, okay? Don't be angry and don't be angry. The doctor said you can't be emotional now. It's a big deal. I'll find something to cover my face. Can you just think I'm a special nurse and a servant? "

Shen Yuyao has never been so humble in her life.

Maybe before that, she didn't believe she would be so humble in this life, but when Yixin was unconscious, she realized that no matter what in the world was not as important as her daughter.

October pregnancy, those unforgettable memories, before finding Yixin, is the only driving force to support her to live.

The moment when she sent off Yixin and the regret in the past 20 years seemed like poison, slowly soaked her heart and whipped her conscience.

That's the only person connected by blood in the world!

Yixin looks at Shen Yuyao's lowliness. Her throat seems to be blocked with a piece of cotton. It's stuffy and uncomfortable.

"I want to drink water."

She opened her mouth lightly, but for Shen Yuyao, it seemed to be the most beautiful music. Even if her voice was broken, it made her get up in a hurry, and then hurriedly poured water for her.

Her hands were trembling, and even the cup she was holding was trembling slightly.

Yixin has been looking at her, looking at her look, looking at her back, looking at her temples, I don't know when her white hair came out.

She suddenly felt that the woman had no edges and corners of her body. Instead, she was like an aging old man, striving for her last strength and asking for her forgiveness.

Yixin had thought a lot before and complained about Shen Yuyao. She felt that Shen Yuyao should die alone all her life.

But at the time of life and death, when her life was about to come to an end, she suddenly felt that resentment could not bring her any happiness.

She's dying.

In such a short time, no matter how hard Gong Qing tried, he couldn't find the right kidney source.

She will grow old bit by bit, as if the flowers withered bit by bit away from the water and sunshine.

In this world, her time is running out.

In this life, Zhang Xin gave her all her maternal love.

She Yixin doesn't regret or regret.

So

Yixin looks at Shen Yuyao holding her hand and trembling in front of her. She wants to come forward and help her up, but she is afraid of her unhappy appearance. Suddenly, her heart softens.

She sighed and whispered, "help me up. I have no strength."

Shen Yuyao was flattered.

She put the water cup on the table beside her and forgot that the bed could be shaken up. She sat up with Yixin so carefully, and then took a pillow and put it behind her.

For the first time, she felt that Yixin was so thin and her skin was so rough.

She could have been happier than anyone.

She could have been the proudest princess in Beicheng.

But as her mother, she has changed her life.

"Sorry, Xinxin, sorry."

Shen Yuyao knows how pale these three words are, but at this moment, it seems that all languages are not as good as these three words to express her apology.

She finally understood why Mr. Gong didn't punish himself.

What in this world is more cruel than your own daughter hating yourself?

Yixin looked at Shen Yuyao with tears streaming down her face, shook her head and said, "it's all over. Sit down and watch you stand. I'm tired of talking. "

Her voice is very weak. Shen Yuyao naturally doesn't dare to disagree.

She sat nervously and worried, but she didn't dare to look at Yixin, which really made Yixin uncomfortable.

"You weren't like this before. You used to be the overlord of Beicheng and the mistress of the palace family. You have attracted the attention of thousands of people. You have unlimited scenery. How can you become an old man now? "

Hearing Yixin say so about herself, Shen Yuyao is more and more ashamed.

She can't wait to find a hole to go in and never come out again.

"I know you hate me, and I know how arrogant and domineering I was at the beginning, and I did so many outrageous things. Maybe God thought I was too bad, so he let my own daughter stay with me for more than ten years, but I didn't find out. If God hadn't opened his eyes, I would have killed you now. "

Shen Yuyao really regretted it, but she didn't know whether it was too late to repent now.

Yixin has mixed feelings.

She took a sip of water, then looked up at the ceiling and whispered, "in fact, I'm very happy. Zhang Xin's mother is really kind to me. She treats me like her own daughter. Although Yifeng drinks and gambles, he occasionally takes me to the park and tells me some stories. I'm lucky. It's just that life is a little bitter. "

Yixin paused for a moment and then said, "if I were in the palace, although I could become a little princess attracting attention, I might be as arrogant and domineering as you, regardless of right and wrong. And I won't have my father's love, will I? "

Shen Yuyao was stabbed to her heart by Yixin's words. She cried even harder.

"Sorry, it's all my fault. It's my fault."

"Needless to say, I'm sorry. I'm dying. There's no point in forgiving or not forgiving."

"No, I won't let you die! Xinxin, even if I fight for my life, I won't let you die! Gong Qing has tried again. I have contacted many people to find the source of kidney. Even if it is bought at a high price on the black market, we will not hesitate. You are still young. If God really wants to punish you, punish me. I've lived enough. If I die, you can continue to live. I'm willing. "

Shen Yuyao is excited and suddenly holds Yixin's hand.

Her hands are also like China Resources in memory and warmth in memory.

I still remember when I first arrived at Gong's house at the age of five, Shen Yuyao held her hand at the first meeting.

At that moment, she thought the lady was so beautiful, kind and warm.

It was not until later years that she found out how wrong she was at first sight.

But now, that warm feeling comes again.

So this is blood family.

Whether you know it or not, you can't deny what's in your bones.

Yixin looked at their hands. If she could, would they be happy together in the next ten or even twenty years?

But does she still have so much time?

When Shen Yuyao saw Yixin looking at her hand, she suddenly realized her behavior. She thought Yixin didn't like it and quickly let her go.

"Sorry, I'm a little excited."

"I'm hungry."

Yixin suddenly opened her mouth, even with a faint smile.

For Shen Yuyao, it was like a dream.

"I'll buy it for you. No, I'll let my family do it for you. "

Shen Yuyao was about to get up, but Yixin grabbed her arm.

"Can you cook me a meal yourself? Fried rice with eggs is good. I remember you could cook fried rice with eggs. "

yes.

When she saw Gong Yan go home when she was a child, Shen Yuyao happily prepared a bowl of egg fried rice for him.

The fragrance and color are still fresh in her memory today.

Shen Yuyao suddenly burst into tears.

"OK, I'll do it. But there is no kitchen here. I'll do it in the canteen. Can you wait for me? "

"Good! I'll wait for you. "

Yixin smiled slightly. The smile took the pallor of the sick body and stabbed Shen Yuyao's chest like an ice arrow.

She hasn't cooked a meal for her daughter in her life.

Shen Yuyao hurried out.

Yixin seemed to have exhausted all her strength.

So sleepy!

She wants to sleep again.

Is your body weak like this?

She hasn't done anything harmful in her life. Why did God take her so early?

She leaned against the back of the bed and began to recall the picture of herself and Gong Qing from small to large.

Scenes, as if they had been movies, played back in my mind.

Yixin's lips slowly raised, and her whole face was shrouded in a happy smile.

She is a happy woman.

Along the way, although there were ups and downs, Yixin couldn't give up Gong Qing's heart for her and everything she did for her.

I don't know where it started, but it has come to an end.

If she really left, what would Gong Qing do?

Will you survive for the children?

Or living like a walking corpse?

But either way, Yixin felt uncomfortable.

He is such a proud man. He shouldn't be so miserable for the rest of his life.

But what can she do?

She has little chance of winning the battle with death.

Yixin's eyes were slightly hot, and a drop of crystal tears fanned and fell.

She's really sleepy.

The feeling of fatigue hit again, and Yixin slept with her neck tilted.

Although unwilling, although reluctant, but helpless.