Chapter 374

After returning to the ward, Yixin still didn't wake up.

Gong Qing looked at her. No amount of guilt could fill the pain in his heart now.

The nurse came in and went out.

They used to be greedy for Gong Qing's beauty, but now Gong Qing's ice face makes all the nurses retreat.

After waiting all morning, Yixin finally woke up.

She looked blankly at the white ceiling and couldn't react.

"Yixin, are you awake? How do you feel? "

Gong Qing hurried to her.

Yixin's eyes were at a loss, and then gathered bit by bit, and those scenes appeared in her mind bit by bit.

The body seemed to regain consciousness at this time. She felt a little uncomfortable because of the pain.

"Where's hao? Where's Hao'er? "

Yixin is struggling to get up.

"Be careful, Hao'er is here."

Gong Qing wants to help Yixin up, but Yixin bypasses him.

The unconscious rejection is more unbearable than a sharp knife stabbing in the chest.

Although Gong Qing has made sufficient psychological preparations, he still can't bear it when this moment really comes.

"Hao'er!"

Yixin didn't seem to see the pain and sadness at the bottom of Gong Qing's eyes. She got out of bed. Because bit by bit was in the way, she pulled off bit by bit. Blood droplets came out of the needle and sprinkled on the white bed, which was very dazzling.

"Yixin!"

Gong Qing wanted to stop, but Yixin passed by him skillfully.

Even if it would touch the wound on her body, she didn't care.

Gong Qing looked at Yixin in front of him, as if he were a transparent person, walked past him and approached Gong Hao bit by bit.

Her tears dropped without warning, but they seemed to contain sulfuric acid and poured directly on Gong Qing's heart.

He wanted to say sorry, but it was too light for him to open his mouth.

Yixin cried silently.

She touched Gong Hao's face.

Gong Hao has a small scar on his forehead.

It is said that the injury is in the child's body and the pain is in the mother's heart.

Yixin can't say how she feels now.

She was wayward.

If you give up on Gong Qing after jumping into the sea, won't these things happen?

If he didn't trust Gong Qing, wouldn't he let his son suffer like this?

Yixin blamed herself and felt guilty, but she hated herself more.

She looked at Gong Hao and sat there like a sculpture. No matter how the blood on the back of her hand flowed, no matter how hot Gong Qing's eyes were, everything outside seemed to be automatically isolated by her.

In her eyes and heart, only Gong Hao exists.

"Hao'er, Mommy is here. Will you open your eyes and have a word with Mommy?"

"Mommy won't talk about you anymore. Mommy is not angry with you anymore. Will you get up and tell mommy a story? "

"I heard that the instructors of your military academy are very strict. Tell mommy how he trained you?"

"Gong Hao, you can't sleep anymore. Mommy is so afraid, you know? "

"Tangtang is no longer around Mommy. If you don't wake up, what do you want mommy to do? You will make Mommy feel that everything she has done is wrong. As long as you wake up, you can let mommy do anything. Shall we go to Huili city? Back to the days without him, shall we be happy? "

Yixin was talking endlessly.

There is no Gong Qing inside or outside.

It was worse than scolding Gong Qing.

"Yixin, don't do this. If you feel uncomfortable, you can beat me and scold me. Just don't ignore me, will you?"

Gong Qing has never been so neglected, but the person in front of him is Yixin. He not only can't afford to be angry, but also has more guilt.

Yixin didn't answer anything. She touched Gong Hao's finger and whispered, "Mommy, can you move for a while? When you've had enough sleep, get up and talk to Mommy, huh? "

Her hand itself was injured. Now, because of her strength, she exuded blood again and dyed the bandage red.

Gong Qing couldn't stand it anymore. He strode forward and picked up Yixin, but it attracted Yixin's punches and kicks.

"You put me down! Put me down! Ah! "

The angry Yixin opened her mouth and bit on Gong Qing's arm.

She was so depressed that her mouth was naturally merciless.

At the moment when the sharp teeth pierced the skin, Gong Qing felt relieved.

Bite, bite, if biting him can make Yixin feel comfortable, even if biting off his skin and flesh?

But the strength on his arm suddenly decreased, and then the hot tears kept dripping on Gong Qing's shoulder.

Gong Qing's heart suddenly hurts, cramping and suffocating.

"Sorry!"

Gong Qing finally said these three words, even if he was weak, but now he didn't know what else he could say to Yixin.

Yixin bit her lower lip and shook her shoulders. Tears seemed to be broken beads, falling constantly.

This is a silent complaint.

Gong Qing didn't dare to put her down. For fear that she would put her down, she didn't have the courage to get close to her anymore.

But holding Yixin like this, no matter he or Yixin, will feel uncomfortable.

He didn't give up and didn't have the heart.

When she went to the bed and put Yixin on the bed and bent down to pull the quilt, Yixin quickly curled up beside the bed. The action of preventing alienation and the self-protection posture of bending her knees and reporting her arms instantly made Gong Qinghong's eyes red.

"Tell me, what can I do to make you feel better? As long as you can say it, I can do it! "

Gong Qing's voice was hoarse, but Yixin shook her head.

"I just want Hao'er to wake up! I just want sugar back to me! "

"What about me? What about me? "

Gong Qing held back, but he heard from Yixin that she excluded herself again and again. That feeling really made him very sad.

Yixin bit her lower lip and didn't speak. Her stubborn appearance instantly stimulated Gong Qing.

He put his hands on the bed and approached Yixin.

But Yixin subconsciously retreated until she retreated to the wall. When it was no longer possible to retreat, she bowed her head and tried to ignore Gong Qing with indifference.

Gong Qing's eyes were so hot that he couldn't let his tears drop.

"Yixin, do you really don't want me? Are you really, really, not going to want me? "

Gong Qing's voice was low, but it seemed to be crying. The helplessness like a child hurt Yixin's heart.

She looked up and saw the tears on the bottom of Gong Qing's eyes. Suddenly she couldn't help crying.

"I can't afford you! I dare not take it! Gong Qing, I'm afraid. Last time it was Tangtang, this time it was Hao'er. Tell me who's next? The mother I care about most is dead, my dearest daughter is lost, and my proud son is lying here now. Where were you when the fire surrounded us? Gong Hao, I don't deny that I love you, but this love is too heavy. Isn't it enough for me to lose my mother? Is it not enough for me to lose my unborn child? Do I have to have nothing? "

Yixin shouted at the top of her lungs.

Every word and sentence was like a sharp knife stabbing Gong Qing's heart.

It was an accusation of blood and tears that he could not refute or refute.

He looked at Yixin, at the woman who had vowed to marry as a wife since childhood, imagined her original beauty and current devastation, and suddenly speechless.

His love is a cage, which imprisoned Yixin and himself.

Gong Qing suddenly evacuated.

His unique breath went away quietly, but it seemed that he had lost something important in his heart, and the pain was suffocating.

Yixin looked at Gong Qing and looked at his wronged eyes, as if heaven and earth had abandoned him. That feeling and loneliness almost softened Yixin's heart.

But her son was still lying on one side.

He's still unconscious!

At the thought of this, Yixin didn't have any courage.

"Gong Qing, please, if you really love me, let me go. I don't want anything now. I just want my son to wake up and call me Mommy. I promise I won't find any men in the future, okay? I beg you, will you save my son? "

Yixin suddenly kneels down to Gong Qing and kowtows constantly.

Gong Qing stepped back uncontrollably, and then suddenly smiled ironically.

"We are husband and wife, and you beg me? Gong Hao is my own son. Do you think he's lying here? I'm not sad? I don't have heartache? Yixin, I admit it's my negligence this time, but can you stop stimulating me like this? I can't stand it better than you! I feel heartache more than anyone, you know? "

Gong Qing didn't want to say this.

Yixin just had a miscarriage and just woke up. She shouldn't have stimulated her, but Yixin excluded him again and again, which really made Gong Qing unbearable.

He would rather Yixin scold him and beat him than beg him like this!

That will make him feel that he is not human and has no conscience!

Yixin looks at Gong Qing and suddenly stops talking.

Gong Qing opened the chatterbox and couldn't help feeling wronged any more.

"Do you think I want to see this? Do you think I don't want to give you the best protection? Do you think I'd like to see my own son lying here? I hope my unborn child will leave us before he can see the world? Isin, I don't want this to happen more than anyone. "

"Grandpa protected Shen Yuyao. I wanted to touch her, but grandpa gave me some news intentionally or unintentionally, which made me think there was some involvement between you and Shen Yuyao. I dare not do it. I am afraid that one day I will prove that there is a relationship between you, but I will hurt her. Then you will be sad and you will suffer. "

"In order to avoid Shen Yuyao's harm to you and the children, I'd rather Grandpa take sugar and sugar to the United States for medical treatment, rather you stay with song Yisheng after jumping into the sea, and rather endure the loneliness in that room every day. I just hope to return everything in the palace to Xiao Sisi in exchange for a future that no one will disturb!"

"I admit that I thought everything too well, and I admit that I was careless. You can scold me, beat me, or even kill me, but you can't say you don't want me! Yixin, I have only you and children in this world. You don't want me. You might as well kill me! Better than being alone in this world! "

Gong Qing suddenly cried. Then a man with an iron bone cried in front of Yixin.