Chapter 1145

She spent most of her time with Shen Chudong. Slowly, she seldom went to find Xia long.

Xia long is very upset every day. He knows that he is hopelessly fond of it for a long time. She was treated so badly at the beginning, but now I wake up.

Xia Long's heart, the fire of jealousy so non-stop rise.

He is really jealous of Shen Chudong.

But pride kept him from admitting his regret. Young teenagers are always reluctant to admit their regret, because regret is the most helpless emotion.

Xia long can't rob other people's girlfriends, but he doesn't want to see their happiness any more.

In the college entrance examination, he filled a place far away from home.

Then, he didn't see long.

It's really hard to be alone outside. Xia long knows that he doesn't have enough capital. He is a constant struggle, by a lot of people.

After graduation, Xia long was busy with starting a business, and seldom thought of long time.

After working, Xia long soon realized the unfairness of the society. What he wanted was easily available to others.

He is strong and proud and doesn't want to be left behind. So when he felt Xu Wenjing's strange feelings for himself.

He began to slowly let her fall in love with himself, because he knew that Xu Wenjing represented the whole Xu group behind.

Xia long married Xu Wenjing very smoothly, with a bright future. He is also very kind to Xu Wenjing and respects each other like a guest.

He thought everything would go on like this, and he got the wealth he wanted. Until we meet again for a long time.

At this time, I just came back from studying abroad and found that what I really like is Xia long. Break up with Shen Chudong.

In fact, Xia long has not forgotten for so many years, but he does not dare to say that he is married.

Soon long and Xia long together, long pregnant with Xia zuoyang.

After all, paper can't contain fire. Xu Wenjing soon found out. She didn't cry, she just sent someone to find out the long address.

When Xia long was away, he came to the door. To long said: "Hello, I am the wife of Xia long."

There was no reaction at all. Everything was in a daze.

Xu Wenjing takes out her and Xialong's marriage certificate from her bag. To long said: "I do not want you to be cheated, I only know today. Anyway, I won't divorce him. "

"But you are still young. You have to think about how to be a junior all your life and let your child be an illegitimate child. Or leave Xialong. I don't force them. I know Xia long doesn't love me. But I don't mind. I have a son for Xia long. Do you really think he cares so much about your baby? "

In the long time when everything did not react, Xu Wenjing gracefully turned and left.

It's almost unbelievable. That's all. The original love is false, but the belly of the child has Qian month old.

Long wanted to leave, but Xia long refused, even locked long.

He died soon after he gave birth to Xia zuoyang.

After that, Xia long sighed, "I'm sorry for the long time in my life. I was too persistent at that time. It's my fault not to let go. I've been afraid to tell you that I'm afraid you won't accept me. "

After hearing this, Xia zuoyang's eyes were wet with tears. He never knew that his mother had passed away like this. He hates it. He hates it all.

Unable to control his grief, Xia zuoyang stood up and yelled to Xia long, "it's all your fault. Why are you doing this to my mom. I didn't have a mother since I was a child. I hate you. "

Xia zuoyang finished and went out, leaving Xia long frustrated sitting on the bed. Bai Qianqian doesn't know whether to chase Xia zuoyang or stay with Xia long.

After thinking about Bai Qianqian, she went out to find Xia zuoyang. In the hospital inside turned a big circle, white Qian Qian just saw Xia zuoyang.

He was sitting on the edge of a flower bed, holding his head in his hands. Bai Qianqian did not know what to say.

So he sat beside him and accompanied him silently. Xia zuoyang's shoulders tremble slightly, but he doesn't want to let Bai Qianqian see his vulnerability.

So I didn't look up. Bai Qianqian looks at the sky in the distance. The color of the sky slowly dark down, white Qian Qian suddenly a little hate.

No matter how sad and happy the people below. God is like this, looking at the world with compassion. Pity the world by pretending to know everything.Why people always have so many helpless, why the people next to you always because of a little thing slowly broken.

I'm not afraid of misunderstandings. I'm just afraid that you'll really say what I'm short of and then hate it.

I can't argue because that's the truth. When all the facts are uncovered, it's like tearing open an old scar.

Xia zuoyang's mood slowly stabilized. He raised his head to Bai Qianqian and said, "my mother must be a very good woman, right?"

Bai Qianqian looks at Xia zuoyang, who is at a loss in the moonlight. She is very distressed and helpless.

She nodded firmly to Xia zuoyang and said, "yes, she must be a very good woman. I believe she would love you if she lived. "

Xia zuoyang seems to find a place to bear everything, he nodded his head hard. After a while of silence, he confided to Bai Qianqian.

"When I was very young, I felt that my mother didn't like me. I always thought it was my fault, because I was too naughty. But I don't want to read. I remember when I was nine. I drew a picture called "my mother to my mother."

Xia zuoyang recalled, "I thought my mother would be very happy, but she just nodded and sent me away. The next day I happened to see the painting in the trash can. Since then, I have never deliberately flattered her

Bai Qianqian gently took Xia zuoyang's hand, comforted him and said, "I believe that if my aunt is still alive, she will not regret it, because she has such a good son as you. Now that everything is over, we should rest in peace with respect. "

Xia zuoyang clenched his fist, "but I'm not reconciled! Why did my mother do this? The father who spoiled me from childhood turned out to be the cause of my mother's death. I'm in a mess now. I don't think I'm useful. "

Bai Qianqian is afraid that Xia zuoyang will fall into a misunderstanding. She looks at Xia zuoyang's eyes with her eyes and looks at him.

"Xia zuoyang, don't go to the top. Don't think so. I'm also a woman. In fact, I can imagine that your mother didn't regret it. Everything is just unpredictable, uncle, he must be very guilty for so many years, he dotes on you just want to compensate. If you hate him now, it will make him more miserable, and he is sick now, the most important thing is his health. "

Thinking of his father's love for himself since childhood, Xia zuoyang doesn't know that his father is really good to himself. In fact, mother is just a noun for herself, but father is a person who has many memories with him since childhood.

Xia zuoyang just can't accept that his mother died long ago, and it's because of the fact of his father.

So Xia zuoyang's tone was much softer, "I know, but I really can't accept it now. I feel that all the facts are so sad. I don't like it. Why is it so difficult? "

Bai Qianqian also sighed on the side. She said to Xia zuoyang, "life is like this. When you think it's the worst, something worse will happen. No one can control their own destiny, we can do is to try to accept this reality. Positive never give up, anyway, life has to go on

Xia zuoyang listened to Bai Qianqian's words and nodded without saying anything.

Indeed, nothing goes well. I have to accept this reality. Let's all come together.

Xia zuoyang thinks that he needs to be responsible now, and he is not the innocent Xia zuoyang at the beginning. He wants to stand up, not only for himself, but also for his mother.

Xia zuoyang pulls Bai Qianqian up and says to him, "let's go and go back to sleep."

Back to the exclusive room of the two in the hospital, this is their small house now.

Two people silent successively took a bath, Xia zuoyang has not spoken, Bai Qianqian also does not disturb. I know what he needs most now is quiet.

After washing, Xia zuoyang still wants to sleep on the sofa. Bai Qianqian looks at Xia zuoyang's lonely back and thinks about it.

Or to Xia zuoyang said: "Xia zuoyang, you come to bed to sleep.". It's uncomfortable for you to sleep on the sofa every day when you are so tall. "

Xia zuoyang heard a little confused, silly to white Qianqian said: "ah, you want to sleep on the sofa?"

Bai Qianqian was a little blushed by Xia zuoyang's words. She endured shyness and said to Xia zuoyang, "no, I mean you come to bed with me."

Xia zuoyang had not slowed down, after a while to understand. Turn around excited to white Qian Qian said: "you mean promise me to sleep with you."

White Qian Qian's face more red, turned a white eye to Xia Zuo Yang. Then he didn't answer and went into the room.Xia zuoyang's mood today is finally improved because of Bai Qianqian's words. Does this mean that Bai Qianqian completely agrees with himself.

Xia zuoyang can't control the black face that Bai Qianqian is made by himself. He enters the room by himself. See white Qian Qian already pull quilt to lie on the bed.

White Qian Qian see Xia zuoyang come in also ignore him, is oneself pull quilt cover head turned a body no longer see him.

Of course, all this was summed up by Xia zuoyang himself as Bai Qianqian. He climbed into bed in his pajamas.

Then lie beside Bai Qianqian and pull the quilt. White Qian Qian then turned a body, don't want to manage Xia Zuo Yang.

Xia zuoyang embraces Bai Qianqian. Bai Qianqian is covered by a sudden masculine atmosphere, a little uneasy and nervous. She wants to push Xia zuoyang away.

But Xia zuoyang, no matter how Bai Qianqian struggles, just hugs her.

Then he said to Bai Qianqian gently: "Qianqian, let me hold you. I'm really tired. I promise I won't do anything. "

Bai Qianqian heard Xia zuoyang's fragile voice and her heart softened. No longer struggling, obedient lying in the arms of Xia zuoyang.

Two people don't speak, white Qian Qian's ear is Xia Zuo Yang powerful heartbeat. Once and for all, it seems that they are always close to each other.

Xia zuoyang holds Bai Qianqian, feeling that everything is not so difficult. Two people do not speak, tacit understanding of quiet.

Today is also a tired day, Xia zuoyang and Bai Qianqian so embrace and sleep. This evening, it seems that both of them sleep very well.

The next day, Bai Qianqian wakes up from Xia zuoyang's arms. Xia zuoyang is still sleeping. White Qian Qian dare not move, afraid to disturb Xia zuoyang sleep.

White Qian Qian so quiet looking at Xia Zuo Yang Junlang's eyebrows. Xia zuoyang in deep sleep seems a little more quiet and pure.

Let white Qian Qian's mother love overflow, she gently put her head close to Xia zuoyang's chest. Listen to his reassuring heartbeat.

Before long, Xia zuoyang also woke up. As soon as I open my eyes, I see the top of Bai Qianqian's head.

All of a sudden, an indescribable sense of happiness filled my heart. What a good morning!

Because Bai Qian's eyes are closed, Xia zuoyang thinks that Bai Qian hasn't woken up yet. So gently want to kiss white Qianqian hair.

When kissing, Bai Qianqian opens her eyes, and she sees Xia zuoyang's smile, which seems to be a trick.