Chapter 1119

This is the day before the operation, the doctor talked with Zuo Zuo and Bai Qianqian and asked them to sign informed consent.

This process is guaranteed by law, and it needs to be signed before any surgery. If the operation is completed without signature, even if the operation is successful, the doctor should be responsible.

And then there's the preoperative conversation. The parents will be informed of the necessity of the operation, the operation process, the expected effect after the operation and the operation risk. With the tension of doctor-patient relationship in recent years, surgical risk has been paid more and more attention.

"Because your child's operation is caused by high fever, and the child is still young, the operation still has certain risks. But you can rest assured that we will do our best. " The doctor was wearing a white coat and said seriously. There was a nurse video next to him.

In fact, informed consent is not a doctor's disclaimer as many people think. It is only used to protect the patients and their families' right to know. If there is a medical accident during the operation, the doctor should be responsible. Now many hospitals will record and video the preoperative conversation.

In addition to talking with the surgeons, anesthesiologists also visit the ward before the operation. Usually, they want the patient and at least one close family member who knows everything about the patient to be in the ward from noon to evening the day before the operation.

By such a formation, scared zouzuo more flustered, white Qianqian's heart is also in the dark without a sense of rhythm of non-stop vibration.

At 2:30 p.m., the operation began, and the light with the word "in operation" was on at the door of the operating room. Bai Qianqian and Zuo Zuo sit on the bench at the door of the operating room. Zuo Zuo's tears are stored in his eyes. He doesn't know what he is thinking.

Bai Qianqian clenched her hands and supported her head on her knees. She lowered her head and couldn't see clearly.

The atmosphere is terrible, but it's just a few hours to wait in such an atmosphere.

"Bai Qianqian, our baby will be OK, right?" Zuozuo finally can't help but feel the pressure of her mountain in her heart. Her tears are like a torrent of water that has swept the mountain into a rout.

"It's OK, it's OK, it's bound to be OK." Bai Qianqian shakes her head and repeats like a demon, looking helpless.

Zuo Zuo looks at such white Qian Qian and covers her mouth to keep from crying. She knows that white Qian Qian now is more vulnerable than she is. Gently put your head on her back and clap it.

"Well, it will be OK. Our baby must be the luckiest. He can't have anything As time goes by, the moon is about to come out.

The moon is still far away, but behind the horizon, people think it rises from the dark abyss. A faint light inlays a lace around the top of the tree on the high slope, like the edge of a goblet. The silhouette of the tree peak reflected in the faint light seems darker every minute.

Bai Qianqian's heart, also seems to be in the sun setting, when the operating room lights dim, began to dark.

Zouzuo can't bear such pressure outside at noon, she cries, but she is afraid of bringing Bai Qianqian's emotional collapse. So Zozo just crawled on his thigh and sobbed gently.

Bai Qianqian sat on one side, they get along for so long, Bai Qianqian can be said to know Zuo very well. So even if Zuozuo tried to cover up, but Bai Qianqian still saw that Zuozuo was crying.

Strong dress of strong let white Qian Qian suddenly almost can't help. But she also doesn't want to let Zoe worry, because she knows Zoe is worried about her will secretly cry.

So Bai Qianqian suddenly stood up and said gently to Zuo Zuo, "I'll go to the toilet." There was a little shiver in the voice. But now Zuozuo doesn't care about it.

Bai Qianqian went to the toilet, her face was still calm, until she turned to lock the toilet. Bai Qianqian's emotion finally couldn't help, her tears came out all of a sudden.

Tears, sometimes, are a totally useless thing. Because it's useless except to express your sadness, it can't help you. But sometimes, you really only have tears left. Yes, all you have left is sadness.

Bai Qianqian is sobbing in the toilet.

After not knowing how long, Bai Qianqian tried to adjust her mood. Wipe the tears dry, wash hands in the outside of the place repeatedly flush his face with water, do not see the traces of crying.

Bai Qianqian even went out with a smile in front of the mirror.

On one side, Zuo Zuo noticed that Bai Qianqian had been gone for a long time. She was worried, but now she didn't have the heart to spend on others. She just wanted the baby's operation to be successful. It's like she's been waiting outside for a century.

The operation went well. Don't worry The doctor came out from the operating room and said to Zuo Zuo and Bai Qianqian, who stood up nervously after hearing the sound of opening the door.Hearing the doctor's words like the warm sun in the cold winter, Zuo Zuo's tears kept falling, and the big stone in Bai Qianqian's heart also fell.

"Where are our children now?" Zuo Zuo asked the doctor anxiously“ Now in the operating room, the nurse will send him to the ward later, and need to stay in the hospital for another week. " As the doctor explained these words, he took off his gloves and prepared to leave.

"Thank you, doctor." Zuozuo wiped the tears that still kept flowing and bowed to the doctor to thank him.

"Well, it's time for your children to come out, too. Remember to pay the hospital fees." Then the doctor left.

The child was pushed out from the operating room. His small head was wrapped with thick gauze. His smart eyes were closed now, and his face was haggard and pale.

"Miss nurse, why hasn't my baby woken up yet?" Zouzuo rushed to the cart, gently touched the baby's face, dare not force.

"Now the anesthetic effect has not passed, you need to wait for the efficacy to wake up, don't worry." A sweet looking nurse patiently explained, pacifying the restless Zozo.

"That's good, that's good." Zouzuo dull expression stroked his baby's face, repeated the three words“ Let's get out of the way, this parent. We have to send your child to the ward. " A nurse nearby urged.

"OK, OK, OK, I'll let you go right away." Zuo Zuo wiped his tears and stood up, eyes locked on the child. The nurse took the child to the ward and left. Zuozuo sat beside the hospital bed, looking at the quiet baby with closed eyes, stretched out his hand to tuck in the quilt corner for him, and his eyes didn't want to leave for a second.

"Zozo, you pay for it. I'll accompany the children." Bai Qianqian came from the door with some invoices and said to Zuo Zuo.

Zuo Zuo raised his head and looked at Bai Qianqian with crying red eyes. Then he got up and went to Bai Qianqian and took the invoice in her hand.

"OK, you take good care of the baby." Zouzo said with his head down.

"Well" after watching Zuo Zuo leave, Bai Qianqian goes to the hospital bed and sits beside the bed, holding the baby's little hand with two fingers.

"Baby, auntie, blame Auntie is useless, you are sick, Auntie can not afford to give you treatment, Auntie did not give you a good life, did not take care of you, make you sick." Bai Qianqian gently rubbed the palm of the baby's hand with her fingers, tears fell on the back of the baby's hand, "little aunt has no home, no money, let mother so hard to borrow money, so hard to take care of us."

The more Bai Qianqian said, the more choked he was. In the end, he couldn't say anything about his sore throat. Outside the door has long been back to pay for the Zuo Zuo listen to all the white Qian Qian said, tears streaming on the wall, dare not knock on the door.

When there was nothing quiet inside, she dried the tears in her eyes and knocked on the door“ Qianqian, I'm back. "

Don't want to let Bai Qianqian find that he heard what she said, don't want to let her self-esteem in their own spy under the broken disappear of a little bit also left.

Hearing the voice behind her, Bai Qianqian adjusted her mood, then looked back at the smiling Zuo Zuo and nodded“ I'm back. Come and sit here. " Bai Qianqian didn't say these words with a lot of emotion.

Zouzuo went to sit quietly beside the baby and looked at Bai Qianqian. He wanted to say something, but he didn't say it. He looked down at the baby and stroked his face. Baby, you get better quickly, you get better, we may get better.

Zuo Zuo said to the baby in his heart, his eyes full of expression.

Two weeks later.

"Your child is recovering very well and can be discharged today." The doctor today's routine examination, check the baby in Zuo Zuo's care under the recovery is very good, so to Bai Qianqian, Zuo Zuo notice.

Zouzuo held the child and laughed happily when he heard the doctor's words. Baby's recovery in recent days is almost the same as before. She loves to laugh and is lively.

In the hospital these days, she also taught him to shout "little aunt, mother", he has already begun to say dumb, although listening is not very clear, but it is enough to satisfy Zuo Zuo.

"Thank you, doctor! Thanks for the doctor's care these days... "You're welcome. What's your occupation?" The doctor said these words and turned away.

"Qianqian, the baby can be discharged!" Zuo Zuo happily turned back and said to Bai Qianqian sitting beside the hospital bed. White Qian Qian nodded, face can not see is happy or sad, did not say anything.

It's been two weeks. Bai Qianqian's words are very few these two weeks. She always looks at her baby dully a few days ago. Later, when she gets better, she looks out of the window dully.

Bai Qianqian's heart is suffering from a kind of torture, she keeps thinking whether she is wrong. People are always like this. As long as they have a little doubt, they will expand it thousands of times.Zozo was worried in his heart, but he didn't show anything on the surface.

Zuozuo doesn't worry too much. It's a happy thing that the baby can be discharged. She thinks that when she gets home, Bai Qianqian will be as good as the baby. Zuozuo got up to tidy up the baby's clothes. When everything was almost finished, he decided to go downstairs to go through the discharge procedures.

"Qianqian, I'll go down to go through the discharge procedures. You'll wait for me here."“ Well Bai Qianqian still doesn't have a lot of emotions to deal with. Zuo Zuo's face showed a worried expression. After thinking about it, he turned around and went out.

"Oh, home!" Zouzuo took the baby into the house and cried happily. Bai Qianqian looked at Zuo Zuo, not happy with her, but her expression was much more relaxed than that in the hospital. Without saying a word, she walked to the room with her luggage bag on her back.

Zuozuo put the sleeping baby into the crib, then walked to Bai Qianqian.

"Qianqian, you."“ I'll go out for a second Qianqian interrupted her, and then walked out of the door“ Bang "sound, Zuo Zuo heard the sound of the door closed, powerless fell to sit at the bedside.

These days in the hospital to take care of the baby, Zuozuo himself tired enough, had planned to wait for Bai Qianqian back in the living room, but did not wait until midnight, but fell asleep.

And Bai Qianqian is wandering outside. She walks aimlessly in the street, thinking about her baby's condition and their present situation.

Sometimes she would think, is it a new beginning for her and Zozo to leave. She hasn't heard from Cheng Liyan and Xia zuoyang for a long time. Of course, she doesn't know that they are looking for her. She is almost crazy.

Recalling two years ago, shortly after they came, Zuo Zuo kept vomiting. After going to the hospital for examination, she found that she was actually pregnant with Ying Li's baby. Zozo was reluctant to kill the baby, so he decided to give birth to him.

But they didn't plan to tell Ying Li that Bai Qianqian decided to stay and help Zuo Zuo, so the two women lived alone in a strange town.

They don't have much money on them, and they don't dare to contact their former friends too much. They are afraid that they will find that those days are really hard. Bai Qianqian feels flustered when she looks back.

At that time, two of them didn't find a job at first. Fortunately, the landlord and wife were good. They introduced Bai Qianqian to the supermarket to check in the bank. So Bai Qianqian worked in the daytime and took care of Zozo in the evening. Zozou was very sad to eat anything. The whole person lost a circle of her salary to help Zozo to mend his body, But zouzuo is getting thinner day by day.

And the body day by day, until more than six months, the doctor said that if this continues, the baby will be in danger.

At that time, they were really helpless. They didn't have any money every day, and even zouzuo's health became worse. They are not without hesitation, as long as they go back, their situation will not be so difficult. And they don't have to hide so that they can't even find decent jobs.

But even if again sad, they all support each other, tell each other: insist again! Just for a second! At last, they got through the dark days which were almost for them.

Because in any case, the two women hurt by love never want to go back and try again. Let's leave to open their distance and let time smooth their pain. every thing will be fine.