Chapter 97

"My mother is a hard-working person, and she has always taught me to be a hard-working and down-to-earth person. She is a fashion designer, but she is not very talented, and her sensitivity to the fashion industry is not particularly high. As a result, she is under great pressure while trying to achieve herself."

"She didn't love my father much, and marrying him was just family. My mother was born noble, and my father was a celebrity. They married me for several years."

"In fact, when I was very young, I knew my mother didn't love my father. I watched my mother alone in the room, looking at a photo or some letters crying. But I didn't understand anything, and I didn't know what my mother was sad. I was very good! My mother seemed to love my father too! She made so many beautiful clothes for him and me, She is always so gentle and amiable and smiling to me, but... She committed suicide. "

"Depression."

Hua En narrated very calmly, like the wind across the calm lake, rippling, but that's all.

Xia Zhinan sipped his mouth and didn't know how to comfort.

Her mother Ning Ning also loved her very much, but also died of illness prematurely. It turned out that her experience was so similar to that of Hua En.

"After my mother left, I went to tidy up my mother's belongings and secretly left my mother's favorite clothes, as well as the letters and photos she often looked through. On that photo, there was a mother of 15 or 16 years old and a young man of 17 or 18 years old. They snuggled together and looked very sweet and warm. I knew at that time that my mother actually had people she liked But she still married me and my father. She must be very unhappy. "

"At that time, I was too young to understand the feeling of loving someone or living with him without loving someone. Of course, I don't know much now. However, I feel very sad when I think of the scene of her hiding in her room and crying secretly when my mother was still alive."

"Sad for no reason."

"Later, I went to look for the man in the picture, but I didn't find him. He was Chinese. In the letter, my mother called him brother Xiao. I don't know whether his surname is Xiao or Xiao. The world is too big. I don't know why he separated from my mother, or whether he still misses my mother. I don't know if my mother died, or even if he is still alive."

"Zhinan, I don't want to marry someone I don't like." Hua En suddenly looked up at Xia Zhinan.

Xia Zhinan was stunned. She didn't expect Hua En's topic to change so quickly, and she didn't understand what she said.

"If you don't want to... Don't marry!"

Xia Zhinan took it for granted.

"But..." Hua En was embarrassed.

"No, but!" Xia Zhinan heavily put the apple tray on the table, and the porcelain bowl and glass hit each other with a crisp and harsh sound.

"What society is now! Ideas can't be so pedantic and stupid! People can't be so cowardly and incompetent! Women are not men's accessories, and they are equal! To put it old and common, a modern family's industry won't be inherited and run by a woman under unnecessary circumstances. Men are superior to women to some extent! Since they are Men's responsibility, then why should they use women's life as a bargaining chip on the negotiation table? If they want to support their family and their own career, everything depends on themselves! "

"So ah! No, but we are a person, an independent individual and a living life! We have the right to decide our own life and death and our own marriage. No matter what the reason is, we just let ourselves live well. Whether the other party is your father, your brother, your husband or your boyfriend! We don't be the virgin, and we don't help the public Sheng! "

Xia Zhinan's passionate words fell, and he saw Hua En stunned in situ.

"So, Hua En, you don't have to be obedient because of some stronger factors than you. You can act according to your own heart, make friends you like, be what you want to be, and marry the people you love. You are a good girl, you honor your tenderness, but this is also your weakness. Your kindness has become a shackle of your hands and feet, which is not easy Do you know if it's necessary? "

"Hmm..." Hua En bit his lip and made a single sound.

Xia Zhinan didn't speak any more. He continued to poke an apple and eat it.

Suddenly thirsty, she picked up the water cup and prepared to drink. The water had just entered the mouth. She sat on the other side of the sofa and stared at her. Hua En suddenly opened his mouth——

"Zhinan, I suddenly want to marry you."

"Ah poof!!! Cough! Cough!" Xia Zhinan choked his face red, and then mechanically turned his head to look at Hua En.

"I'm just kidding, hahaha!"

The house was full of girls' innocent laughter.

……

Early the next morning, Xia Zhinan went to Yanqing's house first and took all the clothes made for the competition to Yanqing.

Yanqing appreciated and couldn't put it down. He praised Xia Zhinan and Hua En for a while before letting Xia Zhinan and Hua En go shopping.

Listening to Yanqing, yanyushan left the imperial capital and went to state M. I heard that she didn't know what kind of crazy she had smoked. Suddenly she wanted to go out and continue her further study.

Yanqing sighed and turned wearily back to the house.

Xia Zhinan vaguely felt that Yanqing knew the reason why his son left.

She didn't say much, because she completely regarded Yan Yushan as her mentor and friend, and had no other feelings at all.

The feeling that she really wanted to know and love, which she had never had for all men before, but now she has, but only for Lord Lu Li.

She slowly recognized her heart and knew what kind of emotion love was.

And this kind of feeling, only Lord Lu Li can give her.

No one else can.

Hua En walked in front. Seeing Xia Zhinan walking very slowly, he turned his head and bounced back to the girl.

"Zhinan... What are you thinking?! when shopping with me, you can only think of me! You can't think of other men!" Hua enjiao said angrily.

Xia Zhinan smiled. "I still want my boyfriend to do?"

"Xia Zhinan! Hum." Hua En simply pouted.

"Well, let's go, let's go."

They entered the lover's lane and walked along the shade.

The autumn wind was a little cool and rolled up the fallen leaves on the ground. It was a little bleak. Xia Zhinan thought of the scene of pressing the road with Lord Lu Li last time.

He was angry with her "theory of no love" and "theory of gradual love". Later, he said that he had a large number of women to serve, imprisoned her in Yishui garden, and vented his anger on her in a disguised form.

Now continue to think about it, only to find that men are really naive!

It's nothing like the man she met at the beginning and fought hard.

Maybe Lord Lu Li didn't know how rational he liked girls before, but how emotional he likes girls now.

So that in front of the girl, he can forget his age of 28 and his identity as president of Lu's group, and then be willing to be her big boy, sometimes naive and sometimes intimate contradiction.