Chapter 45

"Affect your study? You mean, blame me?" the man held the girl's arm tight for a few minutes.

"No, no, I......" Xia Zhinan shook her head and calmed down after a while. She bit her lip and asked faintly, "Lord Lu Li, what do you think is the relationship between us

"What does it matter?"

"Just... Don't you think the relationship between us is very strange?" Xia Zhinan raised his eyes, glanced at the man, bit his lips and continued: "Six years ago, you brought me back to the Yishui garden, and I took you as my life-saving benefactor. At that time, you must not know how much I thanked you for coming and saving me. I even planned to die for you. Later, you imprisoned my freedom and bound me in a small part of the water and soil of the Yishui garden. I hate it! I lost my Xia family background and my rich family Without my daughter's identity and loving parents, I have nothing left. I only have myself and my freedom, but... You deprive me of my freedom

I was really sad at that time. After all these years, you should also know how strong I am and how valuable my freedom is to me, but you... "Xia Zhinan shook his head gently, stroked the head of pregnant Kara with his palm, and then continued:

"In the five years since I left Yishui garden, I have regained my freedom. I have made a lot of friends and... Have a good time."

Hearing this, the man's breath sank and his breath became a little turbid. His hand rested tightly on his knee and pressed it hard.

"But..." Xia Zhinan paused, "Over the past five years, I still miss Yishui garden most. I don't know if I have a tendency of self abuse. I know that you are likely to bind me again when I come back, and I may lose my precious freedom and several friends I really treat each other, but I still miss it very much. I thought that the only thought I wanted to live in my life was to revenge Xia Shi, As long as I defeat Xia, I can end my life... "

"Enough!" the man interrupted, with a terrible ferocity. For Xia Zhinan, he may be able to compromise everything, except that she wants to hurt herself, which he will never allow.

"No, you listen to me." Xia Zhinan stretched out his hand and tightly shook the man's hand on his knee. Then he looked up and looked at the man's eyes quietly, as if he could penetrate his soul.

"After wandering outside for five years, I finally stopped being a frog at the bottom of the well. I saw my weight and knew how terrible and distant Xia was to me. Even if I was connected with it by flesh and blood, it is just a vicissitudes of life now. I can't fight it!

Therefore, I am like a wandering boat. I have no oars and nothing to rely on. I can only float in the wind. At that moment, I miss my days in Yishui garden very much. It seems that I can slowly understand what you do and know that you are really good to me... "

Xia Zhinan stared at himself reflected in the man's eyes, smiled and said, "you are a very contradictory person. Sometimes you are very good to me, sometimes... It makes me afraid..."

"That's why I want to ask, in your eyes, what is the relationship between us? What position can I stand to negotiate with you so that I won't touch your scales? I..."

"Be my girlfriend, be my wife, be my lifelong partner."

Xia Zhinan looked at the man's resolute expression and his eyes twinkled for a long time.

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Two days later, Xia Zhinan left Yishui garden and went back to school.

Since talking to men that morning, Xia Zhinan felt that the relationship between himself and men was even more embarrassing.

That day... He was confessing.

Xia Zhinan bit his lip, raised his chin, looked out of the window and looked at the blue sky. The whole person had already wandered eighteen thousand miles away.

She came into contact with society very early, made many heterosexual friends, and knew well about men and women, but she never really talked about a boyfriend.

In other people's eyes, she is rebellious, capricious and dissolute, just like a bad girl, but few people know that she is actually simpler and cleaner than most girls.

She is used to facing all things unfavorable to her with a tough attitude, like a hedgehog, because she has not met a person who can let her put away her thorns, and she has not found a man who can give her shoulders to rely on.

But... Would Lord Lu Li be such a person?

She doesn't know.

In her eyes, that man is high above the throne, uncertain in happiness and anger. He occasionally looks like a child, especially when he is ill. But he is the head of Lu's group. Lu is the largest group of the whole emperor and occupies the most important position in the whole country and even the world.

Who would have thought that the main driver behind such a huge group was such a young man.

He is a young man, but he shoulders such a great responsibility. His mind must be much deeper than that of ordinary people.

How can she accept his love from so early on.

It must be hard to be his other half