Chapter 207

"Ning HaoChen, are Yan Yiqing and I really much worse than that?" Xiao Mengyao's mind has been hovering this question since she came out of the Ning family. Why can Ning HaoChen's parents agree with Yan Yiqing, but can't accept herself? What's the difference between herself and Yanyiqing? She has always been with Yanyiqing. In fact, she has her own selfish heart. She feels that she has no distance with Yanyiqing. Because Yan Yiqing and herself are the same and have nothing. Although they have Rong Mo, they are not the same. At least they are a starting line in economy. But what Ning HaoChen's mother said just now makes Xiao Mengyao doubt herself. So what she means is that even if Yan Yiqing has no money, she is still different from herself?

"What are you thinking? You are different from Yan Yiqing, do you understand? I grew up with Yan Yiqing, but the relationship between two people can't be measured by time. I have always been a friend to Yan Yiqing, so you can't have other ideas. If you want to measure the relationship by time, how much time will we waste? " Ning HaoChen is flustered to hear Xiao Mengyao say that. He and Yan Yiqing have never had a relationship. From childhood to the whole world, we all know that Yan Yiqing likes rongmo, and naturally we don't have that idea. After the period of ignorance, we won't have the feeling of heartbeat. Xiao Mengyao should understand Yan Yiqing, and really shouldn't misunderstand. His mother's idea can't represent his idea.

"I know, I know you are me in your heart, I just want to say that I really have a lot of gap with her?" She should let her know that Ning HaoChen loves herself and that Yan Yiqing and Ning HaoChen will not have anything, but she just wants to ask whether there is a lot of difference between herself and Yan Yiqing. This difference makes Xiao Mengyao feel uncomfortable.

"No, you're not bad at all. Well, don't think about it. Don't break up with me because of this, OK? You have to have a little faith in me Ning HaoChen is really afraid of Xiao Mengyao who has no confidence. Now he suddenly breaks up with himself, so he is careful. But Xiao Mengyao really wants to have a little confidence in himself. He can deal with all things. Even if other things are not as good as Rong Mo, he is absolutely the same as Rong Mo in this matter.

"I know. I won't break up with you. I said I would marry you in my life." Xiao Mengyao has never thought of breaking up with Ning HaoChen. After such a life and death parting, she completely thinks clearly that there is nothing in the world that can separate two people except life and death. At that moment, Xiao Mengyao suddenly felt that she should cherish everything in front of her eyes. Who knows which comes first, tomorrow or accident? She was never a sensible person, but she wanted to be selfish about love once.

"Well, I'm ok. You can go home to see your parents. I'll go back too. I feel sleepy after a while." Xiao Mengyao and Ning HaoChen said with a smile, now Ning HaoChen's parents must be very unhappy, just oneself and Ning HaoChen this farce has been enough to make them upset, now Ning HaoChen or go back to see better. As for oneself, he need not worry, this time won't say to separate with Ning HaoChen easily. Ning HaoChen looks at Xiao Mengyao. He is relieved that he really should go back and have a look.

Xiao Mengyao looks at Ning HaoChen's back and feels relaxed. She really should go back to sleep now. It's not the relationship with Ning HaoChen that bothers her now, but the relationship with Yan Yiqing. She knows that Yan Yiqing is good to herself from the bottom of her heart, but Ning HaoChen's mother's words just hurt her so much that she doesn't know how to get along with Yan Yiqing. It seems that there is a wall in her heart. Xiao Mengyao doesn't know how to cross it or how to face it.

In the following week, Yanyiqing didn't meet Xiao Mengyao, and she didn't answer the phone call to Xiao Mengyao. As a result, Yanyiqing didn't have the heart to do anything else for a week. Rongmo always said that Yanyiqing thought too much, but Yanyiqing knew Xiao Mengyao's character too well. If it wasn't for something, she wouldn't ignore herself for so long, So a week later, Yan Yiqing still can't help calling Ning HaoChen. Ning HaoChen has no choice but to say everything. He doesn't want this kind of thing to happen and doesn't want to sacrifice the friendship between the two girls because of himself.

"I'm sorry, Yiqing. It's all my fault." Ning HaoChen is very sorry. He thought Xiao Mengyao was not right that day, but he didn't think so much about it. At that time, he was afraid that Xiao Mengyao would break up with him. But he thought about it carefully these two days, but he didn't think what he was worried about was true.

"HaoChen, I don't blame you for this. Well, leave it alone. I'll deal with it." Yan Yiqing knows that Ning HaoChen can't control this. The friendship between the two women is fragile. Especially at their age, they will encounter too many things, which is different from when they were at school. So Yan Yiqing doesn't blame Ning HaoChen. After thinking about it, she decides to go to Xiao Mengyao. No matter what she decides, she has the right to know, I also accept it.

When Xiao Mengyao comes home, she sees Yan Yiqing standing at the door. She has not answered Yan Yiqing's phone for so many days, and her character should be found. She doesn't want to contact Yan Yiqing, but she hasn't thought about it completely during this period of time. To be exact, she can't get over the barrier in her heart.

"Come in and say it." Xiao Mengyao looks at Yan Yiqing. Now that she's here, she's going to face it. These days, she also knows that it's not a good way to escape. Those who should come will come and always face it. Xiao Mengyao and Yan Yiqing cherish this relationship, but she also hopes Yan Yiqing can understand her own difficulties.

"Finally willing to see me?" Yan Yiqing sits on the sofa and looks at Xiao Mengyao, "is there anything we can't talk about? It has to be like this? " Yan Yiqing is really aggrieved and angry. What she is angry about is, why can't two people solve the happy knot face to face? Why do you have to escape like this? Is it really not important for Xiao Mengyao? The thought of this makes Yan Yiqing very sad. Xiao Mengyao is the only friend she has left over these years.

"What do you want me to say? Why does Ning HaoChen's mother like you and don't like me? Or can't I just be the difference between us? I said that there are differences between us, but I always tell myself that I can ignore these, because our starting point is the same now. But Yan Yiqing, now I finally feel that there is a difference, that is, there is a difference. I can't change or cheat myself. " Xiao Mengyao is also very angry with Chao Yanyiqing. The gap between them is like a barrier in Xiao Mengyao's heart. It's something she can't ignore.