Chapter 134

Yan Yiqing doesn't rush to ask Xiao Mengyao what happened. In fact, she can think of something. She doesn't force Xiao Mengyao, as long as she is willing to say that she will always be her listener, but now maybe Xiao Mengyao doesn't want to say anything. Yan Yiqing and Xiao Mengyao just clean up the room and send a text message to Rong mo, Ning HaoChen must still be looking for Xiao Mengyao under the big sun now. He can rest assured.

After receiving the text message, Rong Mo drives away. He is not so headstrong. He knows that Xiao Mengyao needs Yan Yiqing's company now. In the future, he still has many opportunities to be with Yan Yiqing. It's no less than this night, but Rong Mo laments that he may not be able to sleep well tonight, and he needs to take some medicine, If Yan Yiqing is there, Yan Yiqing is the best medicine for rongmo.

At night, Yan Yiqing and Xiao Mengyao lie on the same bed, covered with a quilt. They haven't been like this for a long time, and they feel as good as ever. Xiao Mengyao finally knows why Yanyiqing always likes to escape, because there are many things that can't be solved by bravery. She is very entangled, and she has been trapped in her own ideas.

"Why don't you ask me what happened?" Xiao Mengyao looks at Yan Yiqing. Because Yan Yiqing sees herself crying, she will ask herself what happened. But she has no problem. She just accompanies herself quietly. Then she cleans the whole house and buys new sheets and covers. Yan Yiqing is always so reasonable. Maybe it's because of her character that Rong Mo likes her so much, Yesterday, I saw rongmo and Yanyiqing propose. She was even happier than she was proposed. For her, Yanyiqing, the most important one, was finally with her favorite person.

"If you want to say it, you will say it. I'll force you." Yan Yiqing has been waiting for Xiao Mengyao to speak. She doesn't like to take the initiative to ask someone something she doesn't want to mention. Just as she hated what other people asked her at the beginning, she is waiting. When Xiao Mengyao is willing to say something to herself, she is the most loyal audience.

"Yiqing, I used to look at you and feel sad. I know you're not easy, but I never know how you feel. But now I understand. " Xiao Mengyao looks at the ceiling in a daze. In foreword, Yiqing always likes to say that the knife is not scratched on the back of other people's hands. No matter how painful you are, no one will understand how painful you are. At that time, Xiao Mengyao could not understand such words, but now she understands that there is no empathy in the world“ So love is like this. " It's bitter and astringent, and it's not delicious at all. Xiao Mengyao has never been in love since she was young, and she has never really liked a person. Yan Yiqing always said that she didn't have a complete youth, but at that time she had to be handcuffed from a small city to support her family. Every day Xiao Mengyao was studying to prove that she could get an extra score and go to the university she wanted to go to, How can we have time to think about such a thing?

"Why don't you agree?" Xiao Mengyao said so, but let Yan Yiqing some confused, clearly like that, why not together? Isn't it something that should make people happy to propose to someone they like? Why is Xiao Mengyao hiding here?

"Yi Qing, the family identity gap between Ning HaoChen and I is too big. It will be very hard to be together." She has always felt that she and Ning HaoChen are not in the same circle, no matter from family or status. Even if she agrees, what can happen? Will Ning HaoChen's mother allow her to marry a woman who has no background from a small city? It's better to see the reality earlier than to give up when the feeling gets out of hand.

"There is a big gap between me and rongmo. My family has an accident. I not only have no money, but also owe a lot of foreign debt. But I still want to be with rongmo. If you really love me, what is it?" Yan Yiqing can't understand Xiao Mengyao's idea. There is still a big gap between her and rongmo. She is not as good as Xiao Mengyao now. She depends on rongmo every day, but she still can't leave rongmo. Even if the outside world says that she is close to a rich man, Yan Yiqing won't care. Since she was a child, she didn't care what others said. Everyone can accuse her of seriously injuring her, But as long as Rong Mo loves himself, nothing matters.

"Yiqing, you don't understand. I'm different from you. Although your family is lonely now, many people still know the glory of your family. You grew up in that kind of family. You have enough superiority to make you feel that even if you are penniless now, you still have superiority. But I'm different. I grew up in a very poor family, I've accepted the gap between me and those people. The inferiority complex I developed since I was a child can't be changed. I remember I told you that I want to be equal in both love and friendship. I don't want to look up to Ning HaoChen in the future. That kind of life is really too tired. " Xiao Mengyao finished a lot of his own ideas, this is her idea, she loves Ning HaoChen, but her love is too humble.

"Why do you want to live so realistically? I'd rather choose the gap between us than the one who lost my love." Maybe Xiao Mengyao has some truth to say, but Yan Yiqing can't fully agree with it. If love has a relationship with money and family, it will become vulgar. Since love, why do you care about so many opinions? Yan Yiqing also cares and feels that she is looking up to Rong Mo, but she is willing to accept all the differences because she loves Rong mo, Also willing to look up to this Rong Mo for the rest of my life.

"Maybe you're right, but I can't convince myself to overcome the gap between us." Xiao Mengyao doesn't want to understand this truth. Last night, she kept asking herself whether the gap is important or Ning HaoChen is important. The answer is obvious. She doesn't want to deal with Ning HaoChen, but she can't persuade herself to overcome this fear. This tangle has been around Xiao Mengyao all night. She doesn't know how to talk with Ning HaoChen.

"Mengyao, you think too much. Love is a one-way street. None of us can do what we will face when we go down. This is an impulse in itself, but I can't write a script before I meet love, and then follow the script step by step. You are too cautious. If you miss the person you love, you will really regret it." Yan Yiqing said seriously, in fact, our life is a journey of adventure, none of us know who we will meet and what kind of story will happen, but we can't design everything to happen again, so why be so afraid.