Chapter 40 - Surrendering To Him

Suddenly, Ren let me go of me, snapping me out of my depressing thoughts. He stepped back a little so that we had some space between us. Ren looked seriously at me as our eyes met while I considered my answer to his proposal.

“Why are you doing this?” I asked exasperatedly.

“Because I don’t want to take you by force…even if I know that I can,” Ren replied seriously.

“…What?” I whispered in shock.

“Do we have a deal…or not?” he repeated his question again.

His eyes were intense, and I could tell that his patient was wearing thin.

What do I do? I can’t drag Shin or anyone else into this mess. I can’t get Shin or anyone else killed because of me. This is so ridiculous. How come Ren won’t believe a thing that I say? I was very aware of how close Ren was to me. The fact that we were both naked made me feel even more exposed and vulnerable.

I sigh in defeat. I didn’t have a choice. To be perfectly honest, I never had a choice since the beginning. Perhaps ever since our fated encounter on that snowy passage where I first met Ren, my fate had been sealed.

“Deal…” I whispered softly as I hung my head low with my eyes down casted. There was nothing interesting in the water, but I didn’t know where else to look.

“I can’t hear you, Rin,” Ren teased with a smirk on his handsome face.

“We have…a deal,” I said, trying to keep my voice steady.

I closed my eyes tight as I struggled to accept my fate. In the corner of my mind, I wondered if Ren would really take me by force if I didn’t submit willingly. However, I knew that I would never find the answer to that question, so I stopped thinking about it immediately.



As soon as those words of acceptance left my lips, Ren engulfed me in a tight hug. I felt the warmth of his chest against my cheek, and I heard the beating of his heart against my ear. These sensations made reality more real than ever. I have decided to give myself over to Ren…at least, for tonight until the sun would rise.

“Don’t worry, My Lady. I’ll make you feel so good that you’ll cry out from the pleasure whole night long,” Ren said confidently before placing a soft kiss on my forehead.

My whole body shivered, and I wasn’t sure if it was from fear or excitement.

“Come here, Rin, let me taste you” Ren whispered seductively as he pulled me closer to him.

“Ahhh…Ahhh!” I cried out and moaned as his hot lips started sucking on the sensitive spot on the side of my neck before slowly sliding down to nibble on my collar bone.

Unconsciously, I ran my fingers through his silky hair and clutched his head as his mouth pleasured my chest. I cried out his name when he started licking the sensitive area around the base of my nipple with his tongue. It feels…good. I could feel my nipples hardening at the stimulation as both my peaks grew erect. Ren pinched my other nipple with his fingers, sending jolts of raw pleasure throughout my body.

“Ren…Ahhh…Ahhh!” I cried out his name and moaned loudly.

He took my nipple into his hot mouth and started sucking on it mercilessly. I felt my pussy wall clench hard as the ache in my lower abdomen intensified. He’s sucking on my nipple so fast and hard…

While I enjoyed the feel of my nipples being played with and sucked, his other hand had slowly slipped down my body and had started to cup and caress the flesh of my ass under the water. I whimpered as his exploring hand stroked my backside before squeezing it and pinching it teasingly. He’s touching me all over…

“Are you feeling it? You’re moaning so loudly now,” Ren whispered softly into my ear before blowing on it softly causing me to tremble with desire.

“Your nipples are so hard and pink. I love your body, Rin, it’s so sensitive…look how much it’s responding to my touches,” Ren continued to tease me.

I moaned loudly, unable to stop. It was the only way I knew how to deal with the intense pleasure from his touch and caresses. I felt like I was going crazy.

“Turn around, Rin,” Ren whispered lustily as he turned my body around away from him.

I felt the hardness of his body against my back as he pressed his body against mine. I felt the hardness of his manly member on my ass and knew that he was feeling it too. Ren…he’s so hard and big down there…

“Ren! Not there…Ahhhh!” I moaned wildly when I felt his fingers on my womanly opening.

“Shhhhh…just relax and enjoy yourself,” Ren coax sexily into my ear from behind.

I could feel the hardness of his chest muscles against my back as he pulled me closer to him. His arms circled around me as he caressed the opening of my love cave from the front.

“Don’t…touch…” I tried to say in between my lewd moans.

“Your entrance is so hot, wet and slippery…and it’s not just water, is it?” Ren said teasingly.

I panted faster as I felt that scary sensation of losing control over my body. I felt this way before when Ren touched and caressed me in the cave. Ren’s fingertips stroked my wet opening up and down under the water and I felt my legs growing weaker and weaker.

I squeezed my thighs together; however, Ren’s powerful hand wedged them apart again. I felt my legs being nudged apart by his knees until my love entrance was stretched wide open.

“Spread your legs, Rin…wider…wider,” Ren whispered into my ear from behind as his knee continued to wedge itself in between my thighs.

His fingers stroked and pushed against my wet and hot opening. I cried out his name when his fingers brushed against the extremely pleasurable little nub in between my legs. With each stroke of his teasing fingertips against that spot, my pussy clenched and quivered wildly.

--To be continued…