Volume 11.5 Panasonic's doubts

On April 3, near the end of spring vacation, I, Panasonic, made a decision.

"I really care. "

from the end of the school year before and after the exam to today, I have a feeling in my heart that has been pestering.

That is the existence of Ling Xiaodao's classmate Qinglong.

Recently, I really care about him. If I tell this kind of thing to others, I'm afraid I'll receive the reply that it's love, love and so on.

But definitely not.

I can make a declaration here. It's definitely not about love and affection.

But I began to have a strong vigilance towards Ayan path.

Even if you say such things to other students, they may turn their heads to ask questions.

But I'm getting an answer in my way.

In order for you to understand my mood, first of all, I must introduce to you what kind of person I am.

I was born in a fairly wealthy family. My parents were very kind to me and raised me in a free way.

I can buy whatever I want, and I've achieved the best results in school and cram school.

Parents thank their children for their excellence, and children thank their parents for their excellence. We have a very good relationship.

What's more, although it's not good to say such things myself, my appearance is also excellent.

If others know about me, I'm afraid they will envy me.

When you grow up, fall in love again, and soon marry a man with financial ability.

My life may not be the best, but it is also a very lucky life.

Moreover, with such a life, I still have a great prospect for my future life.

Although I have considered several ways, I think it's good to be an air stewardess of international aviation or to work in a large first-class enterprise.

But now that you have successfully entered this school, you have to have a bigger dream.

Study in a top university overseas, work in an embassy in the future, and then go to the United Nations And gradually we can see that way.

Smooth sailing, I have paved the road ahead, as well as never fell down in life.

However, my initial miscalculation was after entering this school, that is, only after graduating from class a can I achieve my desired enrollment and employment.

That is to say, classes below class B have no value.

Of course, I'm confident that to some extent, I will fight for the future I want by myself.

But Graduation from class B or below will be a stumbling block.

It's likely to be labeled as "a student who didn't graduate from class a".

The contrast between the advantages and disadvantages of getting is a negative factor for me to pursue stability.

The next miscalculation is not to be assigned to class A, but to class D. It means I have a very heavy burden.

But when I first started school, I didn't have much anxiety. And it was that carelessness that made my fortune run out.

In the fleeting time of a month, the number of class points is exhausted, completely reduced to the overwhelming end.

"Think about it calmly and carefully At that time, there should be a winner "

Yes. Although our starting point is in class D, the starting line is the same.

If we can understand the situation well in the first month, the class ranking will certainly rise.

Although it is the worst start, but after a year, the number of class points is also rising.

I even went to class C for a while. In the future, we can still aim at the upper class.

"No, not likely. "

even if we have realized this early, the gap between our basic abilities and those of other classes is still larger than we think, so it will be opened up sooner or later.

This year, it's just an accident. The strength of each student in our class is still far behind that of other students. As long as I don't overturn this fact, the chance that I can go to class A is almost zero.

Although I don't want to talk about it, I feel that I am also an excellent person in the whole grade.

In general, the top 10% of positions should be able to be included in the bag without any doubt. However, I didn't make a figure in class D, but I was in the middle of the game because I chose to hide my strength.

Of course, I won't hold back the class in important places, but I don't like to be too conspicuous. And the group I get on well with is full of low-level children.

Half of the students in class D accounted for 10-20% of the lower places in the academic year.

Once you play your power casually here, you will be envied by others, or extremely relied on, and then get involved in all kinds of troubles. This is what I want to avoid.

What's more, even if I seriously act for the class, the situation will not change much. Good or bad, I'm just a good person, not a genius.

What's more, I'm not the type of person who can take the lead.

It's just.

Although I don't want to enjoy my success, I also want to graduate from class A.

If I can, I want to use an easy route to guide the future to a stable direction.

Therefore, we must make the whole class work harder.

Looking at the past year, I have thought it is impossible to achieve and give up halfway.

There is a certain degree of talent.

Horie North students and pingtian students, chlota students. There are also smart students like Xingcun and Xiaomei.

But that's not enough. In fact, most of the students are dragging their feet. Against these factors, our class is still in a negative state.

If there are two or three more people who have the same strength as the talents listed now It's a real worry. ?

yes yes.

I was tortured by this idea until Aya koji suddenly appeared in front of me.

Although this is only my one-sided speculation, I guess that Aya koji and I may belong to the same type.

Always felt that at the beginning, he wanted to live his own life, only to enter the school.

I also lack the desire to be outstanding, and I don't stick to class A and class D.

Still, he has a lot of strength.

If this understanding is right.

Class D, including me, has two more cards.

In that case, depending on how active these people are, maybe we can aim at the upper class.

This kind of idea has been going on and on in my mind recently.

Why do I think he is of that type.

It's not so much the basis as the fact that there are some things that people care about so far.

At that time, students of qingjingze were catching up with students of Aya path, and the weak sense of distance.

At first, I thought it was more than I thought, but later she broke up with her classmates in Heping Tian, which made this guess become a certainty in my heart.

She is attracted by her classmates.

I think it's a kind of identity symbol light well Ze to communicate with a good man, but I chose the Aya path.

Why? Because he looks good? No, I think not only that.

In that case, it should be more convenient for her to continue to maintain the relationship with pingtian students who are equally popular.

So - is it because Aya path has enough "strength" to give up popularity?

I came to this conclusion.

In this way, all kinds of things will overlap amazingly.

There is a connection with Mr. horibai, who shows active leadership in the class, and with Mr. Hirata. It's certainly true that both sides praise Mr. Ayana. And the relationship with yizhilai seems to be very close.

Before the sports festival with horibahara student president launched a fierce one-on-one thing, now think of it is also very strange.

To add another point, sakhaliu mobilized everyone in class A to give him protection points.

Although he was finally regarded as a student who was chosen by chance for the purpose of dropping out of the school, it's too easy to explain all this by simple chance from the fact that he served as the commander tower and participated in the competition.

With so many pieces connected, no one can understand the incredible existence of Aya path.

But almost all the students didn't notice.

That's true, too, because he hardly shows off in public. Although running fast is his outstanding ability, but it is only because of this that he can be on top of the class until primary school.

High school students No, the more you grow up with adults, the more you need communication skills.

Most of the students on the throne often have outstanding ability as well as communication ability.

The lack of a completely different impression.

It's just a student who runs fast but has a weak impression. This is the impression we have on Aya path.

If you have the ability to communicate at the same time, Aya path will be in a very high position.

Although he also has something to do with his personality, he may be in the position of being the best in his class.

But it's just talk on paper, or nonsense.

For example, if students of Xuteng have good brains and high social skills, students of Xingcun have good sports abilities, and so on. This kind of topic exists in other dimensions.

Now our class needs the most priority is "learning ability", followed by "physical ability".

However, the possibility of meeting these two factors is very high.

Moreover, these two abilities may have surpassed those of students in pingtian, which is a treasure to be excavated.

Of course, it also contains my little wish.

If he is, he will become a great force to improve the class.

In fact, even if he has the same strength as me, I have no dissatisfaction.

The reason why I became so concerned about my classmates is the impact of the end of school examination.

I can't solve the problem in quick mind calculation, but Aya koji's classmates have solved it correctly.

This is one of the few timings that gives me certainty.

I want to know his unknown strength.

And if those strengths are real - there's no reason not to use them.

Whether it's learning ability or physical ability is very close to me, which I can almost be sure of.

From the fact that he has lived under the water for one year, it is impossible to win him over by ordinary means.

But I have confidence in my ability to speculate with each other, and I have confidence in psychological warfare. I still have the upper hand at this point.

Let him think that I just want to contact him because of curiosity, bring out his nature and make it cooperate.

And that would be