Qi Enron naturally recognized the meaning of his words, and could not help feeling sad.

If... If her mother's temperament was not so fierce at that time and gave Gu Jingyao an opportunity to explain, maybe not so many things would happen later.

But there has never been a case like her. How many can there be in the world?

"You are right to say that my mother suffered a lot in the years after she left you."

Gu Jingyao was shocked. He opened his mouth to stop talking.

Without waiting for him to ask, Qi Enron took the initiative to say, "after all, they are unmarried children, and my mother is only the adopted daughter of the whole family. They have a strong purpose in raising my mother. Their own son didn't win and wanted to take anything from my mother. Such a big stain on unmarried children is enough to make their wishes come to nothing. "

"I heard my mother's teacher say that when my mother was pregnant with me, she was accidentally known by the Qi family, and it seemed that she was injured because of this. Later, she gave birth to me by hiding from them. At that time, they hated me and even my mother. I wish I had never been in this world. "

Gu Jingyao's heart trembled, and he suddenly remembered what he had learned when he went to Qi Enron's foster father.

Now hearing Qi Enron say so, I feel even worse.

If... If he could be with them at that time, they would never be hurt like this.

"My mother's brother in name, that is, the family that fostered me after my mother died, has always been whispering in my ears since I was a child, saying that I am the biggest stain of their family and that I am not worthy to be born in this world. I can imagine how much gossip my mother suffered because of me. "

"Enron, I'm sorry, I..." Gu Jingyao opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but Qi Enron interrupted first.

"Before that, I always felt that my mother was able to give birth to me because she didn't give up on me. After all, no matter how bad my father was, I was also a piece of meat that fell from her. No matter what parents do, children are always innocent. But now I suddenly realize that this may be one of the reasons, but not the only one. There's another reason, maybe because she really loves you. "

Gu Jingyao's eyes suddenly shrank, and his face was full of surprise and disbelief: "Enron..."

Qi Enron raised his head to meet Gu Jingyao's eyes and said with a smile: "my mother knows how much criticism she will bring to her and how much pressure she will bear when I am born, but she is still desperate to save me. Besides, she keeps the necklace you gave her. If she didn't love you, she would have lost that necklace long ago. How could she keep it till now? "

Qi Enron said this and took a deep breath: "when I was a child, I occasionally saw her sitting there alone doing nothing, just holding that necklace for an afternoon. At the beginning, I didn't understand it, but I was always silly to disturb her. Later, I had some vague ideas. Although I didn't know what she was doing, I always felt that she didn't want to be disturbed at that time. After that, she sat for an afternoon, and I sat with her from afar for an afternoon. Later, she died. I grew up and understood a lot. I was wondering if you gave her that necklace. Every time she sat like that, she would spend an afternoon thinking about you