Chapter 196 - HOW TO CONFESS? II

Jillyanna didn't expect this question though. She thought that he would just express whatever his thoughts were and asked for suggestions or advice but, she didn't expect for him to ask her about confession plans.

Her confession to Travis was not planned out and Travis didn't plan anything as well, everything just came out naturally and that's where they ended up now.

"Are you planning to talk to him tomorrow?" She asked him while thinking of confession plans. She never thought of confession plans, just the escape plans from before.

"I want to talk to him. However, I am worried that he won't come. I mean, surely he's a friend to us but what if he really hates me and won't show up?"

"Uhhh I don't have any retort to that." Jillyanna found a bench to sit and comfortably sat there. "Let's say he would come tomorrow, knowing that he's mad at you, he may not want to see you. In that case, you can leave a letter in his room and express your thoughts clearly. Do you have any idea of his likes?"

"He likes me." Valkyrie shamelessly answered.

"No wonder you are friends with Travis. Birds of the same feather flock together." Jillyanna commented which confused the man in front of her but she didn't plan to clarify it with him. "Other than you, what other things he likes?"

"Oh, he likes sweets and shoes. Most of the time, he'd buy shoes and eat sweets." Valkyrie stated quickly. "He loves chocolates the most."

"Alright. Make him chocolates tonight, write a letter and leave it in his room tomorrow before they arrive. I'll ask Winter to do that." Jillyanna nodded to herself, liking her own idea. "But, let's not forget the chance that he won't come."

"Right. That's my worry." Valkyrie shrugged his shoulders looking so sad and depressed.

"If he won't show up, this is the plan. I will ask Winter of the time that Brown will come home or leave the house. Surely, she knows that because she is the one who brought them in that place. Once we know of the time, you can visit him there and bring him back to attend the celebration. Of course, you need to bring him some presents to appease him."

"I forgot to tell you." Valkyrie scratched the tip of his nose awkwardly. "Winter hates me so I don't think she'll help me."

Jillyanna blinked her eyes not just once but multiple times. It was the most important information yet he didn't say that first.

She knew how much Winter hates men. And when she hates them, no matter how much you plea, she won't change her mind.

"This is indeed difficult. Winter cares so much about Brown because she felt that they are the same. Even if I would ask her, I don't think she would agree but, I will still try." Jillyanna admitted helplessly. "Wait, didn't Travis showed you where he is now?"

"He did."

"Why don't you find him directly without informing Winter? But she might kill you if we do that." she negated her own idea. If Travis would allow, she will settle it with a quick spar. However, she might not die in Winter's hand but Travis would make sure she won't step out of the house again. She promised him not to cause anymore trouble after all.

"My problem is a difficult situation, right?" Valkyrie asked before sitting down beside her. Without him knowing, Jillyanna opened the recorder of her phone and put it in her lap upside-down.

"Why didn't you tell him about your feelings by the way? I mean, you are aware of his feelings for you. So why?"

"I was scared. I was scared that he would change his mind. I know there's something wrong with me since I was young but I hid it because of my father. I don't want to disappoint him. However, Evan came into our lives and changed everything. Dad cares for him and I don't want to taint him. You know that love for same sex is feeble right and not everyone can accept that. I don't want anyone to judge him. I don't want people to ridicule him. I don't want people to feel disgusted of him. I just want him to live a normal life."

"That's what you want but are you certain that he likes it? You shouldn't decide what's best for him. He is an adult like you. He knows the consequences that you guys will face." Jillyanna responded to him. "I really like watching you two interact. Yes, it is true that not everyone is very open to that kind of relationship. What can they do? It is your life. Live it." She added.

"You really are a good advisor." Valkyrie reached over and messed up her hair. "I am a little bit relieved."

"Are you sure that you like Evan?" Jillyanna asked once more.

"Would I even let him kiss me if I don't?" Valkyrie asked her back which made Jillyanna open her eyes wide.

"Really?" her eyes were sparkling with happiness and excitement. "When and where?"

"Why should I tell you?"

"Because I might use it as a reference for my book." Jillyanna answered shamelessly.

"No wonder you are a perfect match for Travis." He told her with a faint laughter. "He kissed me once but I kissed him many times. Don't ask the specific. He doesn't even know the times that I did it."

"Ahh!" she screamed with her hands covering her mouth to muffle her voice. "You thief. Good thing you didn't eat him."

"I won't eat him until everything's clear." Valkyrie answered her.

"We are talking about the same type of eating right?"

"We are."

"I will try my best to persuade Winter. You try your best persuade Brown when you get the chance."

"Hn. I'll search for things that he likes."

"Recall the times you secretly kissed him and give him the same number of flowers. I bet he won't expect it."

"Is this what you learned in school?"

"Nope. I always ditch my class and go somewhere and I always end up watching BL." Jillyanna stated cheerfully.

"Why didn't I know of this?"

This question and the owner of the voice made her stiffened her back. Because the bench was facing the pond, she had her back turned towards Travis and his friends. She didn't know he was already standing behind them!