Chapter 315

It's more painful than when a bullet was shot into the body in the battlefield, more painful than when a bone was broken, more painful than when a dagger was stabbed into the flesh.

It's more painful than all the pain he's ever suffered.

In this life, Jian Zechuan didn't hurt so much.

Jian Zechuan has never been a person who is afraid of pain. When he was injured before, he didn't say a word when he took the bullet without anesthetics. He thought it didn't matter

But this time, he felt that he was going to be unable to carry it. Maybe people would really be hurt to death.

The pain made jianzechuan dizzy in front of his eyes and made him Almost in that moment of pain want to faint.

The pain, not for a moment, it has been, and more and more painful.

The blood color on Jian Zechuan's face is fading away, and his body is shaking. He seems to feel it. He feels that someone is holding a knife to open his heart and gouge out the deepest feelings for Xin AI!

Yes, he likes Xinai. He falls in love with the woman who has been deceiving him. When he doesn't know, she gets into his heart and grows up in the place where he has been well guarded and no one except him is allowed to enter.

When Jian Zechuan discovered it today, it was already a towering tree. He stood under the tree and looked up, but he could not see where the top of the tree was.

That feeling, in fact, is not difficult to find, but he is too stupid, he is too proud, too conceited.

I think that I can see through everything, that nothing can hide from myself, that I seem to know how love is going on, but when his love comes, I am at a loss.

Unfortunately, he found it too late and understood it too late.

Moreover, I understood it when I should not have understood it.

This bloody fact, he is not willing to admit, so when Xu chaomu said the news of Xin AI's death, Jian Zechuan was afraid, his brain could not resist, this would bring him great harm So he chose to escape.

Because he once refused to bow his head, and the result of his pride is that heaven and man are separated forever.

He always thought that he didn't think about Xinai in this year, but he really forgot her.

In fact, it's just that he uses deliberate forgetting as an excuse to escape, and that deliberate effort is false.

After all, he is the most cowardly person in his feelings, because he never dare to admit that he likes Xinai.

Xie Chenzhou said that if you meet the right person, you get married, because I don't know if you miss it, you will meet the next one.

And the right person is the one he likes.

Xie Chenzhou is right. When you meet someone you like, if you miss it, really There will be no more opportunities.

People in this life, will not always be so lucky, will not miss one, can immediately give you a second

Xinai used to say, Third Master, you are my life. Without you, I will be dead.

As a result, she really It's gone!

If at first, he could care for her a little, if he could bow his head a little, if he could Can early know, will be now this result, at the beginning, he in any case will not let go of Xin AI's hand.

But now I'm talking about this It's too late!

As Jian Zechuan sat up slowly, Mrs. Jian called out, "Zechuan Zechuan... "

"You go first..."

Jianzechuan's voice is hoarse, as if after a while, the soul is taken away.

When he finished, he got up and went upstairs. There was no one to live in for a year. There was a thin layer of dust on the stairs. After he passed, he left a series of footprints.

Once upon a time, he and Xin AI had crossed the stairs countless times and walked again. Jian Zechuan felt that every step was so difficult, and his whole body was full of energy

"Zechuan, listen to your mother. Now that things have been like this, you have to face them bravely and live on Zechuan... "

Mrs. Jane called her name. He didn't look back or stop.

Jian Zechuan pushes open the bedroom door, goes in, from inside counter trivial.

Mrs. Jane ran to the bedroom door and tried to open it. She patted the door and yelled, "Zechuan, Zechuan Come out quickly. Did mom say something wrong just now Mom apologizes to you Don't shut yourself in. Mom is worried about you... "

But there was no sound in it.

Mrs. Jane burst into tears and clapped her hands on the door. Her palms were red: "Zechuan, open the door quickly, don't scare Mommy..."

For so many years, from small to large, Mrs. Jian has never seen Jian Zechuan like he is now. She is lost and dead. It seems that at the moment of accepting Xin AI's death, his soul is also taken away.

In Jian Zechuan's eyes, no matter what he is faced with, his son is always ready. No matter what difficulties he encounters, he will never be overpowered. He will never show a worried look on his face. He will always be the expression that I can control everything. What he is cold is the kaolin flower in other people's mouth. He is not contaminated with the world.But now, the proud, confident and leisurely son locked himself in a small room.

Mrs. Jane thought of the beast healing alone.

Xinai is dead. She knows it will have an impact on her son, but she didn't expect it to be so big.

Mrs. Jane used to say that her son was too scum, but now she really would rather, if only she were a scum.

Scum, it won't be so sad.

With tears on her face, Mrs. Jane said to her in a panic: "what can I do? If Zechuan doesn't come out, you, Jane You quickly, quickly think of a way, open the door ah, I'm worried about him He can't think of it... "

Jane shook her head decisively: "no, madam, the third master will never do such a thing..."

He believed that the third master he had been following would never commit suicide.

Third master, he just It takes time to accept it.

Jane sighed and said, "madam, he It was a year since Miss Xin passed away that he learned about it. He It's too late to know He could have had a lot of opportunities... "

Yeah, it's too late.

Jian Zechuan was lying on the bed where he and Xin AI had been lying, and he was thinking about this sentence.

It's too late!

Did not see her heart early, did not protect her, did not catch up to save her, did not catch up to help her deal with the aftermath

He could have protected her, he could have saved her

But he didn't. step by step, he just missed her completely until it was irreparable.

The later he knew it, the deeper he felt guilty and remorseful. That became the crime he was carrying, and it was his forever I will never forgive you!

Even if one day, Xin AI comes to life and says to forgive him, Jian Zechuan can't forgive himself.

This is the wound in his heart that can never be healed again.

In the future, whenever you go to see it, it will always be bloody.

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