Chapter 828

"Xiaoxi's mother has been abroad for many years and has a life of her own. I can't force her to come back. I always thought she was very good. I didn't know that she had such a big operation until Lao Xu told me about her situation..."

When it comes to Lu Fangqi, song Yuanqing looks soft and sorry. But he can't make up for it, just as he couldn't give Lu Fangqi the life he wanted. Maybe in his life, he is doomed to owe her.

After listening to the past, Georges Sheng has some understanding of Lu Fangqi. He loves song Xi very much. He opens his thin lips and says in a soft voice, "Xi'er is a man with a hard tongue and a soft heart. He says he doesn't want to, but he cares all the time."

Otherwise, Lu Fangqi will not lose control. She must miss her mother very much.

Song Yuanqing's eyes were more guilty. He looked down slightly and sighed: "Xiaoxi's mother is a very good person. It's because I didn't do well enough. I have to bear most of the responsibility when we separated. I thought that doubling my love for Xiaoxi can make up for her missing part of maternal love. But in these years, she always had a knot in her heart, no matter me or her mother, I don't want to see her unhappy... Zhisheng, now you are also the closest person to Xiaoxi. Her mother has come back. You can find a chance to let them meet and solve the misunderstanding of that year. "

Besides song Yuanqing and Lu Fangqi, the third person who loves song Xi most in the world is him. When they first got together, he mentioned her mother. Song Xi's reaction was very cold. At that time, he just held the posture of a spectator. At this time, although he could not feel the same feelings, he could feel her pain.

Song Xi is alone at home. After crying enough, he closes his photo album and tells himself not to think about it any more. No matter Lu Fangqi who is abroad or the familiar woman he meets today, they never recognize her, do they?

Since she doesn't recognize it, she won't think about it any more. Just because song Yuanqing had an accident and Lu Fangqi didn't show up, she will never forgive her.

Song Xi lies down to sleep. However, when she closes her eyes, her mind is full of the familiar face. She holds the corner of the quilt and tries to bear the sour nose. She talks about it again and again. She doesn't want to. She doesn't want to. Lu Fangqi is not a good mother. Why should she think of someone who never thinks of her?

For too many years, Song Xi has been so uncomfortable that she represses her missing heart. She has to tear open the scar and let the old pain rush to refresh her missing. Day after day, until she is numb, until she deceives herself and thinks she really doesn't want to.

It's hard to fall asleep. Song Xi doesn't know that Georges Sheng will come home suddenly, so there is a paper towel to wipe his tears beside him. The pillow is also wet. When Georges Sheng comes to her, his heart is very soft, and it's easy to feel painful.

She raised her hand and gently pulled away her broken hair, which was glued to her cheek by tears. Once upon a time, Song Xi was very sleepy and would not wake up at all. At this time, he moved a little, and she immediately opened her eyes, with red blood and sudden loss.

"It's me." George Sheng said quickly.

Song Xi stares at his face, a few seconds later returns to God, soft Nuo voice way: "how did you come back?"

George Sheng reached for her face and whispered back, "I'm afraid you'll cry at home alone."

Song Xi muttered, "what am I crying for..."

Her mouth is so hard, even if her eyes are red, she won't admit it.

George Sheng sat by the bed, looked at her and said, "I just went to the hospital."

Song Xi did not respond, "why go to the hospital?"

"Go to see the kids who were robbed today," Georgeson said

Song Xi asked, "how is he?"

"A little bit of skin trauma," Georgeson said With that, he looked at Song Xi's change of expression.

Song Xi looked down and said in a light voice, "that's good."

He saw that she wanted to say something else, but after waiting for a few seconds, he didn't say it. Georges Sheng took the initiative and said, "Xi'er."

"Well?"

"I have something to tell you."

Song Xi lay on his side, his eyelids lifted and he looked at George Sheng, "what's the matter?"

George Sheng put his hand into the quilt, took her hand and said, "the child who was robbed today is Xu Le, the son of Xu Shunping."

Song Xi slightly swollen eyes a stare, obviously surprised.

George Sheng looked at her, opened his lips and said in a soft voice, "besides, Xu Le's mother's surname is Lu, Lu Fangqi... She's also your mother."

Song Xi looks at George Sheng without blinking. Her face doesn't change and her body doesn't move. She's trying to turn the rough waves into calm waves on the surface. She doesn't want people to see how much she cares, even in front of George Sheng.

George Sheng shook Song Xi's hand slightly and said in a low voice, "Xi'er, your mother has had brain surgery. She doesn't come back for you, she just doesn't remember..."

Song Xi can hear a voice, is in his ear said: calm down, don't cry, must not cry.

But the tears did not rush up. He soon could not see Georges' face. Georges took out a paper towel to help her wipe her tears. He said that he had met song Yuanqing and told her about Lu Fangqi's experience in recent years.

"I came back with aunt Lu's diary and video."

George Sheng didn't ask Song Xi if she wanted to see it, because it turned out that she had always been a tough hearted child, just like she was 11 or 12 years old, and her impression of Lu Fangqi was also stubborn at that time, because at that time, there was not only the pain of parting, but also the endless happy memories.

He put the bag beside the bed, touched Song Xi's head and said gently, "I'll make something for you. I'll go downstairs for dinner later."

George Sheng gets up to leave and helps her close the door. Song Xi raises her hand to wipe away her tears and takes out the diary and DV machine in the bag.

Open the diary, the first line of the first page: my favorite daughter, Xiaoxi

Tears make Song Xi can't see the words clearly. The blurred face in his memory and the woman he met in the restaurant today finally overlap. His appearance and voice seem to have not changed.

Song Xi was crying and staring. From the first line of the first page to the last word of the last page, she couldn't read it for several times and cried aloud. As a teenager, she also secretly hid in her room and cried under the quilt. She has not changed in the past and now, and the same thing remains Lu Fangqi. Lu Fangqi's love for her has never changed.

After reading a thick diary, Song Xi turns on the old DV machine, which is full of Lu Fangqi's recorded words. At that time, she was still young and looked like Song Xi's memory. Facing the DV camera, Lu Fangqi said, "Xiao Xi, I've explained to your Uncle Xu. If the operation fails, maybe this is the only thing I can leave you. Mom loves you very much, I really love you very much. I hope I can be your example. Even if I only teach you one thing in my life, no matter who you fall in love with or marry in the future, my mother hopes you can be happy all the time. If you are not happy, don't be hard for yourself. Life is very long. We hope everything will be as good as you want and accept all the disappointments“

"I am not a good mother, there is no way to give you a complete childhood, but you will always grow up, there will be a day to get married, mother wishes you carefree, even in the face of ups and downs, but also have the courage not to fear everything, and, I love you, I am afraid I will forget you, if one day my mother really does not remember you, you must remember to come back to my mother..."