Chapter 613

At first, he said that she didn't respond to those reasons and reasons.

But at last, Tang Xiaoran stopped the chopsticks in his hand, and a thin light flashed in his eyes. It was very bright, but it was an instant.

If he had said these words before, she would be excited and happy.

But now

Unfortunately, there is no if in life.

"I know, you still mind that I killed you in my study. That's not my intention. When that emotion emerged, I couldn't even control myself!"

"The doctor said, I have a demon. You only know that Zuo Qingrou is dead, but you don't know how she died..."

Su Zhengxiao got up and sat by the bed, facing her.

Staring at her deeply, he slowly brought Zuo Qingrou's cause of death.

Tang Xiaoran listened, his hands could not help pinching chopsticks. He never knew there was such an inside story!

It's sad that such a beautiful woman died like that!

She was so beautiful that she died pitifully!

"I always think that if I didn't send those photos to Huo's mother that day, and Huo's mother didn't go there to find Zuo Qingrou, then this tragedy wouldn't happen at all!"

"I think I killed her. I'm the culprit, so I have nightmares every night, the nightmares she looked like before her tragic death, and I can't sleep..."

He spoke slowly:

"I can't sleep until dawn until I go to a mental hospital and prescribe sleeping pills these days."

"The way she looked before she died has gone deep into the bone marrow, so those emotions burst out. I will do very terrible things."

"There's another thing you don't know. I kidnapped Shenya out of control in s city. I almost killed her in the woods on the barren mountain."

"Finally, fortunately, Huo Jingcheng arrived in time. After waking up, I called the police and was put in the prison of s city."

"He also thought of the friendship between his friends and released me from prison. These things were suppressed by him, and no one knew..."

Tang Xiaoran trembled between his fingers and suddenly remembered the night he returned to Hong Kong to stay in his apartment!

The whole body is dirty, there are scratches on the face, and black and gray, living like a beggar!

Tang Xiaoran has no words.

She lowered her eyes and continued to drink porridge.

Indeed, all she knew in her heart was the surface of things, but she didn't know the inside of things at all.

"Indeed, before I divorced you, I tried hard to integrate into your life and understand your loneliness. If you said this to me before the divorce, I would be happy and couldn't sleep for days and nights."

"I've known you for nine years and married you for eight years. How can I not be excited when you open your heart to me for the first time?"

"But it's just before. Now there's no relationship between you and me. It's no use saying this to me."

She looked up at him and said very firmly:

"I really intend to forget the past and start a new life, so you don't have to tell me these words!"

His eyebrows wrinkled, and Su Zheng's owl's eyes stared at her for a moment.

"Have you ever heard of such a saying that it's hard to recover. Whatever you said or did at the beginning has passed. I can't get it back, and I can't turn back time. How can you put those things down?"

A man's voice is calm, no anger, no strength.

Yes, nothing more than deep decadence and helplessness.

"There is nothing to put down, to forgive or not to forgive. It is a thing of the past, and I have forgotten it."

Tang Xiaoran looked pale, giving people a feeling that oil and salt did not enter.

I don't know what she just said. She listened to it and took it to her heart.

This indifferent, cool and indifferent attitude finally angered Su Zhengxiao.

However, more are helpless.

She made up her mind that if she didn't get enough food, rice, oil and salt, what could he do to her?

His chest fluctuated violently for a moment, and then stabilized. In the past, he was not a person who could control his emotions. If he was really angry, more than a dozen people couldn't resist him.

"Have you had enough breakfast? If not, I'll buy some on the street. By the way, what do you want for lunch? I can bring it to you when I come over."

The former Su Zheng owl only got angry at this time.

Where could I say such words to her with a soft look?

Tang Xiaoran's eyes drooped.

Close your eyes and when you open them again, you have recovered a clear and bright sky:

"I'll take the nurse from the canteen for me, so I won't bother you. I almost forgot to say thank you."

A alienation will easily open the distance between them again!

Su Zheng's Owl tightened his hand on his side and wanted to say something, but he didn't speak after all.

He is stifling his temper!

He left, leaving Tang Xiaoran alone in the ward.

The window of the room was opened by the nurse. The ward was in the right position to have a panoramic view of the green lawn and the sparkling lake.

Staring at the scenery outside the window, she was in a daze. Her thoughts were drifting, flowing and distracted.

A moment later, Tang Xiaoran left the ward and went to the doctor's office.

"I think the first wave of chemotherapy can be carried out. The earlier the time, the better. When you get well with your cold, start chemotherapy."

"OK."

After thinking about it, Tang Xiaoran asked, "is the success rate high?"

"Maybe it's the doctor's condition and physical recovery. Your condition is not very good. After all, it's not the initial stage of cancer," the doctor said.

Tang Xiaoran was silent.

She felt that although the doctor's words were not clear, they also implied that her situation was very bad.

"Pay attention to your body and rest. Don't catch another cold. Come to chemotherapy two days later."

The doctor told me again.

At noon, she asked the nurse to help bring one to the canteen.

Just as he was preparing to eat, uncle Liu came.

Carrying the temperature box, he said with a smile; "The young master asked me to bring it."

Tang Xiaoran said that he had cooked a meal, and he couldn't eat two by himself. Uncle Liu should eat that one.

Hearing this, uncle Liu came over with a smile.

When she didn't pay attention, she took away the lunch box in her hand, smiled and moved her chopsticks: "I didn't eat lunch at the right time, so I'm not polite to you, but the lunch sent by the young master is a nutritional meal for the patient. I'm not sick or hurt. I don't eat well. I'd better eat this."

If you let the young master know that the nutritious meal was eaten by him, you can't lose your temper.

Tang Xiaoran; “……”

In the afternoon, Su Zhengxiao went to school to pick up Jingxuan and took him to the hospital.

"From today on, will you live in your mother's side? I'll bring it to you after I pack up my clothes and things."

"Why suddenly?" Jingxuan was still gnawing at the duck's neck. His face was slightly red. He couldn't help breathing. It was so hot.

"Your mother is walking fast these days. She is still ill. I don't trust that there is no one to look after her." he said, turning the steering wheel to the left.