Only then did Lin an realize how sensitive her movements were just now, and now sitting on the sofa, she didn't feel much. It seems that there is no fracture

Embarrassed, she licked the corner of her mouth in embarrassment: "I'm not afraid."

Ji Cheng Yan's eyes were soft. He wrapped the ice bag he had just taken out with a towel, and then gently put it on her forehead.

Lin can't help but shrink back. He immediately grasped her shoulder and didn't let her move: "cold compress for swelling. Isn't there another meeting tomorrow? "

Lin an nodded, originally thought it would be very painful, but did not expect the cold compress feeling is good, so he sat quietly and asked him to give himself cold compress: "do you have enough life experience now?"

"I've been learning." He said faintly.

Lin an was a little strange. He didn't understand what he meant by online, so he asked him, "what are you learning now?"

"Learn how to take care of you and your children." Ji Chengyan took a deep look at him, and then replied, "what you said to me before, I have seriously considered. So I've been learning to change myself these two years. "

Lin an was silent, and didn't know how to answer him.

"I have seriously reflected on myself. I was not good enough before. You want to leave me is also should, so I really promise you, has not come to disturb you He sighed, his hand moving very gently.

"In fact, I didn't want you to disturb me at that time, mainly because I wanted to be alone." Lin an an also has some helplessness, regarding two people present condition, really does not know what should say.

"I know, but the main reason is that I broke your heart." Ji Cheng Yan couldn't help laughing sarcastically and recalled what he had done: "two years ago, if I were you, I wouldn't be with myself."

Now he remembered that he had done all kinds of things to him. Sometimes he really felt incredible that he could do so many hateful things.

In the past two years, he has been forcing himself to make changes. He wanted to show her a completely different self.

"There's something I can't tell you. In fact, the reason why I left you is not mainly the things I experienced two years ago. In fact, the main reason is that I have a knot that I didn't untie. " Lin an sighs.

In fact, there is no way to tell him these things. Do you really tell him that you came back from crossing? Tell him that he has actually lived a lifetime, this is just his second. Tell him that the things he experienced two years ago have already been experienced in the last time. That's why he can face them calmly and resent him deeply.

Because of the shadow he left for himself last time, he is not willing to accept him easily.

Can I really tell him that?

In fact, he could not believe these words, let alone let him believe them. When he recalled those things in his last life, she doubted that she was thinking too much. She just had a dream.

Sometimes I can't help but wonder if I have schizophrenia.