Chapter 226

Shen Xinbai looked at him and asked, "Why are you following me?"

"I thought Lu Jiayi was looking for you." Xiao Yan murmured.

Shen Xinbai smiled. But just as the elevator door opened, I saw Mu Jiuge hanging his head and leaning sadly against the railing next to the French window.

"Cough..." I suddenly feel that I can still have a smile at this time. It's too much.

"Why did he come to you for such a thing?" Xiao Yan pulled Shen Xinbai, who was walking towards Mu Jiuge, and suddenly realized the key to the problem.

"Sir, you misunderstood. I called President Shen," Qin Xiaoling said. "President Shen said he would call her if anything happened, so I called President Shen. It wasn't Mr. mu."

Shen Xinbai holds his forehead and feels a little headache.

What did she think Qin Xiaoling was very clever? Didn't she wake up? Or is there something wrong with your brain? This girl is really helping more and more.

"I'm his boss," Shen Xinbai explained. "He's filming in Hengdian. It's inconvenient to come back. I mean, if there's any need in life, let Xiao Qin tell me that I can arrange Secretary Pei to do it."

"For the sake of this situation, I won't investigate him this time," Xiao Yan looked at Mu Jiuge's direction and said, "you've come. If you want to stay, stay. I'll go first."

How can Xiao Yan stay here if he is not related? Isn't this bad luck for Xiao Yan? Shen Xinbai carefully sends Xiao into the elevator.

Looking back at Mu Jiuge, he saw that he was still leaning against the railing, lowering his head, and didn't know what he was thinking.

"Nine Songs", Shen Xinbai patted him gently and said, "has everything been handled? People are still in the ward, or..."

Mu Jiuge shook his head and said, "I haven't prepared anything before. You and Xiao Qin are here. I'll pick it."

Shen Xinbai feels that Mu Jiuge's current state is very worrying. How can he drive by himself?

"Let Xiao Ling stay here by himself. I'll go with you." Shen Xinbai said.

Mu Jiuge didn't say a word all the way. I didn't know what he was thinking. Shen Xinbai doesn't bother him. It's better for others to be quiet at this time.

"I always thought she would stay with me for a long time, but I didn't expect her to leave so early," Mu Jiuge whispered. "How could this happen... Is there something wrong with my life and controlling them?"

"Don't think too much," Shen Xinbai said. "You are not a person who will complain about yourself. What's more, superstition is not advisable."

"I haven't been with her well... Even though I know her illness is very serious, I always feel there's no problem. I even rushed to shoot..." Mu Jiuge said, "fortunately, I was with her at the last moment, and she was much luckier than my father..."

"Shen Xinbai, do you think there really is an underworld in this world? If there is an underworld, will mom and dad meet there? Will they forgive each other and me..."

Shen Xinbai's speed slowed down. He didn't know what to say to comfort him. He had to stop the car gradually and sit quietly with him for a while.

In his memory, Mu Jiuge always looked like a smiling face. It seemed that the word "Sadness" was insulated from him. Even when I'm sad, it's only for a while. But the more such a person, the more things hidden in his heart, the more distressing it is.

"Sobbing... Sobbing..." a choking voice came from the car.

This repressed cry hit Shen Xinbai's heart.

Just like when I learned that my father died in prison, just like when the news of my mother's death came from the prison soon after my father

In fact, she always felt that her parents were healthy and would not die. The only explanation is that they chose the end of their lives. Because I can't stand the torture in the high wall and the trampling of my dignity.

But at that time, she was not even qualified to cry. She must be strong. She can't let uncle Lu and aunt Lu worry. But how could her heart not be painful? How can you really be as strong as you show? Only in the dead of night, repressed crying.

"If you're sad, cry loudly..." Shen Xinbai patted Mu Jiuge gently.

Mu Jiuge threw herself into Shen Xinbai's arms, held her clothes tightly, and her body trembled violently. But the sound is still very small. It's like a beast used to licking wounds alone. Even with a loving veterinarian around, he can't completely reveal his pain and vulnerability.

Habit is really a terrible thing.

"In the future, I'm really the only one left in the world..." Mu Jiuge's choking cry can't stand it anymore because of the export of this sentence. The collapse is like a flood breaking the dike.

At this time, Shen Xinbai had no other way to comfort him except patting him gently.

Because he knows that, in a sense, Jiuge is really a person from today on.

"You also have those fans who like you and never give up. For example, agent Park, so you're not alone..." or think of some easy words to comfort him.

But even she herself knew that this remark was irrelevant. How can those people replace their parents? No matter how good a friend is, he can't match the sense of security that blood relationship can bring.

Mu Jiuge held her clothes tightly and buried her head in her arms, like an ostrich, completely hiding herself. In this way, I can finally cry loudly

Only by taking off the strong and beautiful mask on this face and showing outsiders, and the defense in people's hearts, can she cry so happily.

"Cry... Cry... It will feel better when you cry..." Shen Xinbai patted Mu Jiuge gently, like coaxing a angry child.

But he is not a child, so his pain will be more profound.

I don't know how long it took for mu Jiuge's choking to gradually calm down. Wiped his tears with his hand, and he looked so stubborn and strong.

As long as his face is raised, he must keep at his best. This is what the coach emphasized with them repeatedly when he was a trainee.

Live with a mask all the time. In the sun, you are a positive person and an incomparably sunny idol. No matter how painful your wound is, you can only lick it silently in the dead of night. Even sometimes, even in the dark corner in the dead of night, you don't have this opportunity. Because it's possible that a paparazzi's camera is facing you.

Shen Xinbai's clothes have been soaked by Mu Jiuge's tears. She doesn't care, but mu Jiuge is a little embarrassed.

"That... Cough... That..."

Seeing Mu Jiuge faltering, Shen Xinbai unscrewed the mineral water, handed it to him and said, "do you want to drink?"

"Oh, drink, have a drink." Mu Jiuge took it over, gudu gudu took a few drinks, and then handed it to Shen Xinbai.

Shen Xinbai was not thirsty at all, but he drank a few mouthfuls to bathe Jiuge under the steps, and then

"Oh!" when her hand tilted, the mineral water spilled on her clothes.

"Oh, no, my clothes are wet with mineral water..." Shen Xinbai took a paper towel and wiped it casually. He said, "forget it, it's not obvious anyway. It's really... It's all the blame of the car. Why are you playing such a bright light?"

"Yes, yes..." Mu Jiuge said, "really, your clothes are wet with water."

Hoo... Fortunately, it seems that Shen Xinbai didn't find that it was his tears, otherwise it's really embarrassing!

Bought a shroud and something needed for the funeral, and drove back to the hospital. Mu Jiuge changed her mother's clothes by herself. Whole process was very calm, and she didn't hear any cry. Only the last sigh of Mu Jiuge.

Seeing the nurse pushing her mother's body into the morgue, Mu Jiuge sent it to the morgue door and saw her mother's body enter the freezer.

"Mr. mu, we should go out," the nurse reminded.

Back to the ward, sitting in the empty ward, Mu Jiuge always felt that his mother was still there.

On the way, Shen Xinbai heard two nurses whispering that this was the calmest death they had ever seen.

Indeed, this is a parting without crying. Because whenever you are in front of people, the mask of Mu Jiuge will be put on automatically. He didn't mean to disguise anything, just because he formed a habit, which has flowed in his blood and is difficult to change.

Mu Jiuge sits in the ward. Shen Xinbai doesn't want to disturb him. He called Xiao Qin out and explained to Xiao Qin the precautions to get along with Mu Jiuge next. For example, don't disturb him when he is silent, and don't urge him when he doesn't eat

When I was whispering orders, I saw agent Park hurried out of the elevator. In a hurry, Korean jumped out. In a mixture of Korean and English, he hurriedly said, "how's Jiuge now? God! I didn't know about it until I saw the headlines. In the afternoon, he said that the situation was very good, and he had to let me go back first... How could this happen? How could this happen..."

"Cough..." Shen Xinbai glanced at the room and whispered, "Jiuge is still in a stable mood. You should calm down, don't make him feel noisy and don't cause discomfort in his heart."

"What? Headlines?" Shen Xinbai suddenly realized the important information in park's words.

There are no reporters in the hospital, and even if they give the doctors and nurses ten courage, they dare not sell the news. What's going on?

"By the way," agent Park finally spoke fluent Chinese, handed her his mobile phone and said, "President Shen, look, this is the new news."

Shen Xinbai picked it up and saw

The pictures above show her in the car with Mu Jiuge... Mu Jiuge is crying in her arms. But obviously, from the perspective of shooting, it is impossible to see that Mu Jiuge is crying. This kind of shooting can't shoot Mu Jiuge's trembling body and choking voice at all. It was just clearly printed that she was holding Mu Jiuge together.

In addition to the picture of this scene, there are photos of her and Mu Jiuge buying shroud together.

Combined with these photos, and then look at the following text, I feel very dazzling.