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"Xiaoning."

Liu Ming continued: "do you remember that once, you asked me if I took you as my brother. In fact, over the years, I really treat you as a brother, I know, now it's a little Goodbye, Xiaoning. Thank you for being my brother for so many years. "

With that, Liu Ming turned and left.

Lu Zhining looked at his back and closed his lips. After all, he didn't say anything to detain him. He knew that Lu Fengting would say that if Lu Fengting didn't say anything, no matter how much he said, it would be futile.

Liu Ming came to Lu Xiaoxi's door, took a deep breath and knocked on it.

"Who?"

In the bedroom, Lu Xiaoxi's voice is a little hoarse. These days, everyone has shed too many tears for manager Lin.

Lu Xiaoxi's voice hurt Liu Ming. He rolled his throat and said, "Xiaoxi, it's me."

There was a long silence in the bedroom.

Liu Ming knocked on the door again and said, "Xiaoxi, are you there?"

More than ten seconds later, Lu Xiaoxi's voice came from inside: "brother Liu Ming, I've been sleeping. I'll talk about it another day."

Lu Xiaoxi's voice is very close.

Liu Ming can tell that she has been standing against the door, and the distance between them is only one door.

She didn't sleep.

She just didn't want to see him.

Liu Ming sighed and said, "Xiaoxi, I know you don't want to see me, so I'll say a few words to you through the door."

Inside, Lu Xiaoxi did not speak. Liu Ming reached out and touched the door with his palm. His eyes were as gentle as water, and as sad as autumn: "Xiaoxi, in fact, I always like you very much. When I first entered the Lin family, you were only a few years old. At that time, you looked at me with big eyes, and your eyes were full of new things. I thought you were very cute at that time. At that time, I even had an idea: if That bastard father also left me a younger sister, so that I can be like Lu Zhining as a control sister maniac, maybe, I won't hate him so much "The first time we met, we just stayed on such a few ideas that sound outrageous. Later, I trained with manager Lin and Lu Zhining. As we grew up, manager Lin was getting older and older, so manager Lin stood by to guide us, and Lu Zhining and I trained more and more."

"At that time, you always brought fruit, mineral water and some snacks to ask us to have a rest. Every time you take food and drink to me, a pair of big eyes looking at me, let me rest for a while, my heart is always unconsciously accelerated "You are too young and still a child. I think I feel guilty about this kind of heartbeat, so every time I take something, I immediately turn my head and don't go to see you. Later, I always thought, you are just a child, why does my heartbeat change? Later, I figured out, that's because of your eyes. I grew up in a slum. Compared with the stinky environment, the people inside are the dirtiest, and your eyes are the cleanest thing I've ever seen It's a kind of cleansing that can purify the heart. "

"Do you remember that once, you came to let us have a rest. After the rest, I was beaten in the face by Lu Zhining because I was distracted. The corner of my mouth was bleeding, and you rushed directly to me. I was worried with Lu Zhining."

"Every time I get hurt in training with Lu Zhining, no matter how heavy or light my injury is, you will always stand on my side. I can see Lu Zhining's jealous face turns red and helpless."

"By the way, do you know why I was distracted that time? Because you touched your fingertips when you gave me fruit. It was only after that that that I found out that my feelings for you were not like Lu Zhining's feelings for his brother and sister, but a kind of palpitation. "

"After I found out my own idea, I was particularly afraid. I knew my purpose of coming to the Lin family. I couldn't have any emotional fetters. My ultimate goal was to save my mother. I couldn't have any hesitation!" "After that, I deliberately ignored you and didn't go to see you. I responded indifferently to your kindness and enthusiasm. I know that every time I refuse you, you will be sad. When I see your sad eyes, I feel very sad, but I have no choice. I can only pray that you will give up on me earlier when I look at your lonely back."

"The situation changed after you were kidnapped. It was the first time that I suddenly realized what kind of state I would be in if you were gone, and how painful my heart would be if you were hurt! "

"Thank God, you're back, Xiaoxi. You know, that night, when you were crying in front of the fire with Lu Zhining in your arms, I was behind. I especially wanted to go and hold you, hold Lu Zhining, and share your sorrow. But I didn't step out at that step."

"When I saw you go back to the Lin family, my heart didn't let down, but I thought about the fire again and again. If you didn't come out?"

"The strong fear made me throw away the dogma I set. I went to get close to you with all my worries." "Xiaoxi, those days have always been my happiest time, the warmth of having breakfast with you, listening to your sadness when you open your wounds, staying by your side, watching your satisfaction after you fall asleep, spending Christmas with you, seeing your happiness when you give you gifts, and looking forward to itThe happiness you feel when you jump in front of me with your horse's tail tied. These emotions are engraved in my heart bit by bit. "

"Xiaoxi, I like you. I really like you."

Two lines of tears rolled down the corner of Liu Ming's eyes: "Xiaoxi, thank you for bringing light to my gray life."

"Xiao Xi, I'm sorry. Goodbye."

With that, Liu Ming lowered his head, gave a kiss on the door, wiped away his tears, and turned to leave.

Click.

The door opened.

Lu Xiaoxi came out, looked at his back and asked in a low voice, "do you want to go?"

Liu Ming stopped.

"Well."

His voice was low and weeping.

"Why? Because of manager Lin? "

"Well."

"But he has forgiven you."

"But I can't forgive myself." Liu Ming's voice is very sad.

Manager Lin forgives him, but how can he forgive himself? He personally killed the people who loved him so much that he couldn't get through it.

"Originally, I could be cheeky to stay, but when manager Lin died, how could I live here and enjoy the life here with peace of mind."

Lu Xiaoxi lowered his head: "Oh. Since you have decided to leave, why do you come to tell me this? "

"I..."

"Why do you respond to my feelings when you decide to stick to your goals? Since I know that I will leave one day, what if I die in that fire? It's none of your business

"The first time, this time, again!" Lu Xiaoxi cried, tears dripping down his chin, fell heavily to the ground, falling into crystal residue.

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