Chapter 733

Gu Qian was in the room, feeling here and looking there. He was very curious.

Lu Yucheng lives here. It's different from Lu Yucheng's villa or apartment. It has a lot of the flavor of Lu Yucheng before. Even there is a picture of him when he was in the army on the table.

Gu Qian takes it up and looks at it. There are not only Lu Yucheng, but also LAN Tingyu, even the driver Xiao Li, and Jiang Jingan, who had dinner together before and has an indescribable relationship with Qin Siyu.

LAN Tingyu is more stupid than he is now. Xiao Li is honest and honest.

Jiang Jingan looks cool.

But Lu Yucheng is already a man with firm eyes.

Gu Qian felt the photo and looked at it. The more he looked at it, the more he felt that Lu Yucheng was the most handsome.

She couldn't help muttering, "why is it so beautiful? Oh, how beautiful

Gu said that he felt a little crazy.

She looked at it for a while and put the frame down.

Next to the photo frame, Gu Qian saw a pile of sundries.

There are mobile phone chargers, small Swiss Army knives and pen holders. Although they are all sundries, they are placed neatly.

There's even a notebook.

Half leaning by the bed, waiting for Lu Yucheng to come back. It's really boring, so I picked up my notebook and turned a page.

She was stunned.

This is not a normal Notepad.

Inside is a neat diary.

Vigorous and powerful handwriting, even written in pen.

Gu Qian knows the handwriting. She once saw Lu Yucheng write in his office.

Lu Yucheng's handwriting is very beautiful.

From the font inside, you can see that there is a good education.

Gu Qian couldn't restrain his curiosity. He opened his diary and looked back.

"Rain, exercise, bathing only a minute, whistle, a group of people running out with a bubble, fuck!"

Look at the date. It should be in the army.

Gu Qian couldn't help laughing.

Lu Yucheng had such a lovely time.

I would swear for such trifles as taking a bath.

Gu Xiang imagines the froth of Yu Cheng, and the more he wants to laugh, the more he laughs.

She couldn't help looking down.

"The stupid fork of the second team was killed. What a drag! Can't we have a little heart in the exercise? "

"There are two places in the special forces, but it's boring."

"Say I'm too young to understand? Even if you become the king of soldiers, it's useless? What did you send me here for? Just to practice me? You're sick

In Lu Yucheng's words, there was a feeling of being generous.

He said before that when he grew up in the capital compound, he would fight with gangsters outside.

Gu Qian had never met Lu Yucheng, who was young and frivolous, but in his diary, he showed it with a few words.

Gu Qian suddenly felt that Lu Yucheng was very cute.

She looked and laughed.

But soon she couldn't laugh.

"It has been confirmed that I will take part in plan X. Ting Yu has not been selected. Their family won't let me go. In fact, the old man won't let me go either. But I must go. After all, it's a big deal. It is said that those who took part in it would die. I don't know if I can come back alive. But it doesn't matter if you die. Anyway, there's nothing to worry about. "

Gu Qian suddenly felt a thump in his heart.

She quickly turned back, but there was a big blank behind.

There was a panic in her heart.

Even if she knew that Lu Yucheng was still alive, he was downstairs, talking to LAN Ruohong and arguing with Lu Zhixiang and his son, she was still very frightened.

She can't rest assured without seeing a result.

She flipped, and suddenly she saw a page that said——

"Not dead, discharged."

There are only five words, but they are very strong. This time, I didn't use an old-fashioned pen. I probably took a signature pen with me, but I had a lot of strength and cut several pieces of paper.

Gu Qian felt that his heart seemed to be out of breath and his eyes were sore.

Why do you see reluctance and even despair in these five words.

Gu Qian suddenly gets up and prepares to go downstairs to find Lu Yucheng.

Now, only when she meets Lu Yucheng can she feel at ease.

But as soon as she got up, the mobile phone in her bag rang.

A little strange and a little familiar voice.

Gu shallow Leng a moment, or open the bag.

The old mobile phone I used to get from smooshaw had no electricity. It just gave out the sound of automatic shutdown.

Gu Qian thought about it, picked up the charger from the desk and charged the mobile phone.

It happens to work.

She pressed the power button again.

She had an old-fashioned mobile phone when she was a child. She was quite familiar with the operation.

The phone turned on, but it wasn't the page she remembered.

Gu Qian is confused when suddenly a dialog box pops up.

Please input a password.

Gu shallow thought for a moment, in the pop-up password page, input Lu Yucheng commonly used password.

090504。

Open the phone, jump directly to the settings page, and pop up a prompt.

There is not enough memory. Do you want to delete it

Gu shallow scared a jump, hasten to order No.

Although Lu Yucheng's mobile phone was an old one, it was the latest model at that time and had a large memory.

What did he save?

Gu Qian turns out the folder and looks at it one by one.

Some are videos, some are word documents, and some are MP3 audio formats.

Gu Qian casually opened a document, which is also a diary.

At this time, Lu Yucheng no longer used diary records, began to use documents.

"Everyone's dead. I'm the only one left, walking dead."

Gu Qian looked at the date. It was not long after Lu Yucheng had just retired from the army.

She continued to look.

"It's meaningless. I don't know where it is. Doctors say it's post-war psychological syndrome. I don't think so

"He said I need to be in love. I'm not interested in women, and of course, I'm not interested in men."

"There are people smoking drugs in the bar. I really want to kill them. I don't think there's anything wrong with the money given to them by my family, even if it's wasted to death. But why should I smoke drugs? Do you know how many people died? Those who died at the front line are dead for nothing

"No one from the Lu family is allowed to smoke! I have warned Lu Haoran that he can be a dandy. I keep him, but if he dares to stick poison, I will break his legs for his father! "

"Big brother died because of this. If he doesn't have a long memory, I'll drive him out of the Lu family! Now, Lu Jia, I has the final say. "

"Big brother is very kind to me. I'm afraid only big brother is kind to me at home. Pity, pity. I can't avenge my elder brother myself. I hate myself. "

Here between the lines are full of remorse, regret, Gu shallow bursts of heartache.

LAN Ruohong once said that when Lu Yucheng just retired from the army, he was in a bad mood every day and often depended on alcohol for a long time.

It was only later that things got better.

As she watched, she turned on an audio.

"The doctor said that if you don't want to write, recording is OK. Let's record it. It's more convenient.

They say I need women, I don't. Women are a kind of strange creatures. Self righteous, see men will jump on. You still want to give me medication? It's disgusting

I'm not stupid. That's what my sister-in-law did to my brother. I don't like any woman... "

Gu shallow see here, bite lip, speechless.

Lu Yucheng used to hate women so much. Why did he take a fancy to her?

However, Lu Yucheng's words were soon beaten in the face.

Gu Qian looked at all the documents in chronological order.

From eight years ago, Lu Yucheng did not have the habit of keeping a diary and recording.

Only video.

Gu shallow point opened a video, video inside, is she carrying a schoolbag from the school gate, and Shu Wei hand in hand to buy milk tea.

The camera is facing her all the time. It seems that she is shooting from a car until the shooting is finished. She and Shu Wei get on the car and leave together.

end.

Most of the videos are like this. There is no voice of Lu Yucheng, only the voice of her and Shu Wei, or other people who appear in the camera together.

Gu Qian is almost pulling to see, too much, can't see.

She looked at the time of the document and found it six or seven years ago.

Six or seven years ago, there were very few videos, and they were documented again.

"She doesn't belong to me anymore..."

Only a word, on the screen, the cursor behind, still flashing.

Gu shallow heart suddenly a pain.

There was no cut paper, no ink, but the sadness of the full screen came.

Fangfangzheng's Songti characters are not handwritten. They can't show emotion. Even punctuation marks are used in a regular way. There are no exaggerated exclamation marks. Some of them are just endless regret ellipsis.

But I feel even more heartache than seeing Lu Yucheng's handwriting.

She looked at the time, just when he was with smooshaw.

Gu Qian's heartache is severe.

Even if Lu Yucheng's secret love, she already knew.

However, facing Lu Yucheng's sadness, he still felt breathless.

Gu Qian looks at the screen and tears drop down.

Her hand on the keyboard, touched the space bar, just opened the audio, in order to play down.

"I met her on May 4, 2009. She's so beautiful. I don't know why I remember the date so clearly, probably because she looks so good. "

"Why are there people in the world who laugh so well? Still a woman! Her name is shallow. It's a nice name... "

"No woman, she's just a little girl. I'm just looking at it. If I see her happy, I'm happy. "

"Am I a pervert? No, I'm just looking. She can't do anything. She's still young... "

"Damn it, I can't control it. Even dream of her, she will think I am so disgusting

Lu Yucheng's voice was rarely confused, but his happiness could not be covered up.

There are, of course, voices of anxiety and sadness.

"I'm not good, I'm ugly, even disfigured... I don't deserve it, my shallowness..."

"Sneak into her room and sit and see her. Tonight, she didn't cry. Thank goodness, I've already applied medicine on her feet. I hope she can get better... My shallowness... "

"My shallow, so good, so good-looking, so sensible, why? My shallow... "

"I'm going to take care of my injury as soon as possible. My shallowness will wait for me for another year. One year later, when you grow up and I take care of you, I can pursue you..."

"Mo Xiao is not talking to his mother secretly. It seems that he mentioned some woman. Does he have a girl he likes? It has nothing to do with me, but why did mom come to find a nurse for me after he left? You said you could play cello? I don't need it. I can play cello when I'm shallow.... "

"To go abroad to recuperate and transplant skin, my shallowness, wait for me for three months..."

"Three months, repeatedly, has been bad, the doctor can not say why..."

"I don't know if my shallowness will have nightmares. I really want to accompany her..."

"The doctor said that there was chronic poison in the skin medicine, and there was only one woman playing cello around. It was she who delayed my return home! "

When Gu Qian heard this, he was shocked.

What did Bai Yimei do to Lu Yucheng?

Lu Yucheng also said before that she didn't plan to go abroad that long, but after more than a year's dallying, she came back with Mo Xiao.

So there was the tear jerking document.

"It never belongs to me. After that, it doesn't belong to me at all..."

"Should I grab it? I don't think he is any better than me... "

"Come on, she's very happy. Mo Xiao is a good child, too..."

"He's a thief. He stole my shallowness. You want to give me another one! "

"I like cello? Joke! I like people who play cello... "

Gu Qian listened to these words, covered his mouth and sobbed.

In an audio, there will be the sound of exhaling, the sound of wine glass collision, the sound of throat swallowing.

For many nights, Lu Yucheng drank and smoked like this.

Through the recording to tell their own heart of depression.

From the recording, Gu Qian knows that Lu Yucheng is ill and has a serious mental illness, which needs to be maintained by drugs.

She could even hear Lu Yucheng shaking with a medicine bottle.

Gu Qian felt uncomfortable.

She closed the computer and was not going to listen any more.

She sprang up and sat down again.

Waiting for Lu Yucheng to come back.