Chapter 195 - Not Ready

Jiang Yingyue felt sweet when she sensed the tender and soft touch of Han Qingshan.

Without knowing it, her arms had circled his neck, and she was holding onto him as she leaned into his embrace.

Han Qingshan's arms were holding her by the waist, pressing her against his sturdy chest, and he felt complete as she was in his embrace like this.

Sensing the tremble that ran through her body when his hand caressed the slim waist, Han Qingshan was addicted. Seeing her like this, unable to control her body, he felt that he had full control over her and that she was drowning in the pleasure he was bringing her.

Jiang Yingyue was nervous when she felt the big hand touch her waist. She felt how one of the hands slipped up the spine, and although it was outside the clothes, Jiang Yingyue felt as if the hand was made from hot iron, her body was burning under his touch.

Unable to control herself, she pressed herself against Han Qingshan, trying to avoid the hand that was rummaging on her back, but when she moved, the hand followed.

Han Qingshan was looking down at the face, which was red like the crimson morning sky. Her head was fully buried in his chest, and he felt a tickle in his heart.

Hugging her to his chest, he felt so happy. It was evening, but it was not so late that they should go to sleep already, but Han Qingshan picked up Jiang Yingyue and started striding towards the bedroom.

Seeing where he was taking her, Jiang Yingyue's eyes widened in shock; her heart was beating rapidly. What was this man planning by taking her to the bedroom now?

As they reached the bedroom, Han Qingshan gently laid her on the bed and looked at the confused and furiously blushing woman beneath him.

Jiang Yingyue was very confused. She could not make herself refuse Han Qingshan, but she was nervous and slightly scared. She was not used to living as a woman, and even less used to being treated like one.

Jiang Yingyue was blushing like a little girl looking at her first crush, but she said nothing, just gently biting on her lower lip, her eyes watery but clear as they looked at Han Qingshan, waiting to see what he was planning on doing.

Seeing her expression, Han Qingshan's heart melted. He did not want to rush with her, but he truly wanted her to become his; however, from what he could see, she was not ready just yet, so all he did was bend down and place a kiss on her lips before he began undressing.

Jiang Yingyue's eyes widened in surprise, and she buried her face in the pillow. Out of sight, out of mind as they say, but the sight of his attractive upper body with the chiseled abdominal muscles was replaying under her closed eyelids.

Cursing under her breath, Jiang Yingyue started to feel like a hooligan. Why would she think about Han Qingshan's naked body?

Her cheeks were immensely red, and it felt as if steam was coming out from the top of her head, she buried her face in the pillow refusing to look up, but her behavior just made Han Qingshan chuckle.

Han Qingshan was unaware of what Jiang Yingyue was thinking, but had he known he would have been ecstatic.

He wanted Jiang Yingyue to be used to him, but she was still very shy. It was not easy to get used to being with someone of the opposite gender all the time, especially not when she had not been close to anyone for nine years.

"I am going to take a shower," the sound of Han Qingshan's voice drifted towards Jiang Yingyue, who muttered a reply with her head buried in the pillow.

It was not before she heard the door close, that she dared to look up and glance around the room to make sure that she was alone.

When she saw that Han Qingshan had indeed left, she heaved a heavy sigh of relief and sat up, holding a hand over her rapidly beating heart.

Images from their last act of intimacy emerged in her mind, thoughts of Han Qingshan being in the shower was weaved in together with it, and she felt herself becoming more and more out of control, her head shaking from time to time in an attempt at forgetting. Although she had never thought herself to be a demure lady, she still did not imagine that she was that lascivious.

Seeing that Han Qingshan had gone to take a bath, she too found a set of pajamas, and then she went to the sitting room to watch TV while waiting for the bathroom to be free.

Han Qingshan took a full half hour before he emerged from the bathroom, his body on display once more, only a towel was wrapped around his waist, drops of water was dripping down his bronze and chiseled chest.

Seeing him like this, Jiang Yingyue's eyes widened, and she gulped. He was far too handsome for his own good, even she could not wrist her eyes away from him, her entire being seemingly stunned.

Han Qingshan raised his head when he heard the dainty footsteps of Jiang Yingyue, but when she stopped in her tracks, he looked at her, only to see her stunned, staring at his body.

It was not the first time she saw him like this, but now they were a couple and had shared some intimate moments, so her thoughts were no longer as innocent.. She was truly amazed by his handsomeness and the sexiness he radiated.