Mei Beichen lowered his eyes. "What can I do? I know my own body. It's very good. The reason why my hands... Tremble is just an emotional effect. It's nothing special."

He thought what she asked was just a trembling hand, but he didn't know that what she asked was actually the light red on the mouth of the cup that he hadn't noticed.

Jun Leyan didn't say anything. Yes, he was a doctor. He should know more about his physical condition than she did. He didn't need her to remind him.

When the nurse washed the cup, she poured water and put it on the bedside table. At the same time, she poured a glass of water for Mei Beichen.

Mei Beichen sipped the water in the cup and hung his eyes as if nothing had happened.

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A night without sleep.

When the morning sun shone through the curtains into the room, he knew that the night had passed, and his task of the night had finally come to an end.

Mei Beichen looked at Jun Le Yan, who was still sleeping, and released his hand a little.

You can't hold it anymore, because... The full moon has passed.

Reluctantly, almost forced, his hand finally completely released her hand. He stood up from his chair, but in an instant, his legs were so sour that he nearly fell down.

I think so. One night, he was afraid to wake her up. He hardly dared to move his body. His legs had already become numb.

Mei Beichen walked out of the ward step by step. As soon as she got out of the ward, the whole talent staggered against the wall.

This night, he can stop her pain, but he can't stop his own pain.

It hurts... Seeing her and her bulging abdomen, he will think of his mistake. She won't know. When she fell asleep, his hand gently pasted on his abdomen across the quilt and said sorry countless times.

She would not know that he vomited another mouthful of blood, but this time, he did not swallow the blood again, but vomited on the paper towel.

The white paper towel, stained with the spitting blood, is like a kind of irony.

She would not know that he took her hand account book with him. In the dead of night, he sat beside her, quietly looked through her hand account book, imagined that they were reconciled, imagined that they would be happy together and form a family, as written in her hand account book.

"Ha ha..." Mei Beichen smiled bitterly. His punishment is just the beginning now.

Mei Beichen ordered the nurse to go in and take care of junleyan. He walked towards his office step by step, but when he walked along the way, his hand couldn't help pressing on his stomach.

Vomiting blood is not a trivial matter. As a doctor, he certainly understands its importance. If he is not her life, then he may not care whether his life is dead or alive.

But now, he must protect his life anyway!

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Mei Beichen didn't spend much effort to know the inspection results.

"Gastric ulcer, you have to protect your stomach, or you should know what it will be like if it develops again." the doctor of Gastroenterology took the examination report and said to Mei Beichen.

"HMM." Mei Beichen replied. His stomach disease occurred in those years abroad. At that time, he sometimes drank too much wine and had irregular meals. Although he recuperated later and got better, during this period of time, because of Yan Yan's disease, he worked almost day and night. Sometimes he didn't eat much at the end of the day. No wonder he became seriously ill.