Patter! Patter!

On the account book in his hand, tears were dripping, dizzy with the handwriting on it, and blurred his sight.

His laughter, echoing in the air, was so painful and regretful.

Why didn't he listen to her explanation? Why didn't he want to believe what she said? He kept saying that he loved her, but he was hurting her again and again.

Obviously, she has been growing up with him. Obviously, he should be the one who knows her very well.

What did he... Do?

Mei Beichen's body slowly curled up and pressed the hand ledger into his arms. Tears kept falling from his face drop by drop. At this moment, his pain was heartbreaking!

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The black Mercedes Benz stopped at the door of the hospital. Mei Beichen looked through the window towards the inpatient department of the hospital. Yan Yan is still lying in the hospital, waiting for tomorrow's operation.

The funny thing is that until today, he didn't understand how ridiculous his misunderstanding was. Everything he could have once was broken by him.

No wonder when he told Han Lin that if Han Lin was her life and everyone was happy, Han Lin would say, "if you really think so, you don't deserve her to love at all."

Yes, he doesn't deserve her to love at all.

She loves him, but in exchange for such an outcome. If tomorrow's operation is successful and she wakes up, she will not forgive him.

Even he couldn't find a reason to forgive himself.

He wanted to see her and kneel in front of her hospital bed, but he didn't have the courage at all. He was afraid that his mood would collapse completely at the moment he really saw her.

"Yan Yan, tomorrow, tomorrow I will succeed! I will make you and your children survive!" Mei Beichen said low, restarting the car, turning the steering wheel and driving away from the hospital.

Master Mei sat in the living room, waiting for his nephew's return. He naturally knows that tomorrow is the day when junleyan will have an operation, which is the key.

For the two children, as they are now, he also sighed in his heart, but it is difficult for others to intervene in emotional matters. Moreover, he knows that the most painful person after Yan Yan's accident is probably his nephew, so he hasn't said anything all the time.

When Mei Beichen finally walked into the living room, master Mei asked, "why did you come back so late? What happened?"

At the moment, Mei Beichen's hair is a little messy, his face is ugly, and his eyes are red. Therefore, master Mei can't help asking.

"Nothing." Mei Beichen said.

Master Mei looked at his nephew thoughtfully, "have you eaten dinner? If you haven't eaten yet, I'll ask the servant to heat up the reserved food."

Mei Beichen nodded slightly. Now the only thing he can do is to keep his body in the best state to successfully complete tomorrow's operation.

After a quarter of an hour or so, the servant brought the food. Mei Beichen sat at the table and ate like chewing wax.

Obviously there is no appetite, but he forces himself to eat.

Finally, after a meal, Mei Beichen got up and said to master Mei, "I'll go back to my room first."

"Are you sure of tomorrow's operation?" master Mei couldn't help asking.