Some are ridiculous, but more are sad.

For him, the reason why he chose this way is... He has no confidence in the future. He has no confidence that he can fall in love with another woman. He has no confidence that he can have children with another woman and grow old together

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In the office, Li Xinxue stared at Mei Beichen, "what do you mean, why don't you let me continue to participate in the research?"

"It's not that I won't let you, but I can finish it myself. Since you say that what you want is reputation, when I publish my paper, I will naturally add your name, and the benefits you deserve will not be less." Mei Beichen bowed his head and continued to look at the report in his hand. He didn't even bother to look at Li Xinxue.

Li Xinxue now finally understood Mei Beichen's meaning. In other words, he could give her fame and wealth, but he didn't want to have any possibility to work with her.

Li Xinxue took a deep breath. "Beichen, why did we become like this? We used to be very good. We could eat together, chat and be friends. Did junleyan say something to you yesterday? Let you do this to me?"

"It's your own behavior. Let me treat you like this." Mei Beichen said coldly.

"What did I do? I just got the diagnosis report yesterday and was eager to tell you. Even if you said you wouldn't let me reveal half a word in front of junle Yan, I've been abiding by it." Li Xinxue said.

"Really?" Mei Beichen slowly raised his head, "If you're really anxious to tell me, it's not necessary to find it at the party. You can call me when you get the report, or you can choose to call me when I came to the hospital this morning, but yesterday you chose to come to me in that way to tell me about it. Do you want Yan Yan to lose face in front of everyone? Hope Everyone can see that I Mei Beichen can easily leave her and follow you? "

He broke the calculation in Li Xinxue's heart with a word. Li Xinxue looked stiff and then said, "now, it seems that it's all my fault. Pregnancy is my fault. It's also my fault to save you that night, isn't it?"

"Save me? Are you really just trying to save me that night? What did I drink before? Do you really have no number in your heart?" Mei Beichen's voice became colder. That night, many of their doctors went to an accident site for rescue work. At the end of the rescue work, other doctors left first. He delayed some time because of treating patients. When he was ready to return to his temporary residence, only Li Xinxue and a driver were left. On the way back, he drank the drink put in the car It's just that the drink should have been drugged according to his subsequent blood test.

After that, his mind began to gradually become unconscious. The driver did not take them back to the temporary residence, but on the pretext that the water was too deep to drive forward, so they had to find a nearby hotel to stay first.

After that, his consciousness was even more blurred. All he could remember was that she entered his room and then some vague fragments. Later, even though he was hypnotized, he couldn't remember more details.