Mei Beichen rubbed his forehead. He didn't know it. Just these days, even if he tried to adjust his state of mind, it's not what he can do as long as he wants.

Even when he refused Yan again and again, every time he refused, he was more afraid that she would find some clues.

"I'll deal with this emotion," Mei Beichen said. "Since the current situation is not suitable for hypnosis, let's wait a few days."

"OK," the psychologist agreed, "I can prescribe some mood relieving drugs for you, and it can make it easier for you to sleep at night."

Mei Beichen nodded without any objection. After all, he hasn't had insomnia for a day or two these days.

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When Mei Beichen returned to the apartment, junleyan was sitting on the sofa in the living room with a laptop on his knee. He was sorting out some recent photos. As soon as he came back, he immediately put the laptop on the tea table, and then got up and said, "you're back!"

"Haven't slept yet?" he looked at the time. It was already 10:30 p.m.

"I can't sleep until you come back," she replied. "By the way, are you hungry? I made some snacks and kept them warm."

Her eyes seemed to have a kind of ardent expectation, as if she liked his nod very much. He smiled, "then take out the dessert. I'm just a little hungry."

She immediately ran to the kitchen happily and took out her warm dessert.

He looked at the cakes on the plate. They didn't sell very well, but he could clearly know that she should have made them herself.

He sat at the table, picked up one with chopsticks and put it into his mouth.

She looked at him with "bright eyes", and her expression was "how's it going, isn't it delicious?".

"It tastes good," he said approvingly. She knows that she has tried many times to make such snacks with her cooking skills.

When she heard the speech, a satisfied smile appeared on her face. Then holding his cheek in one hand, he looked at him eating snacks with a smile, as if he ate it. For her, it was the happiest thing.

Mei Beichen ate snacks one mouthful at a time. Looking at the smiling man in front of him, his heart was filled with a complex emotion that even he himself could not describe.

Once, he and she agreed to confess to each other and not hide anything, no matter what.

But Li Xinxue chose to hide the matter.

Because he didn't have the courage to tell her what happened that night. Even if there were drugs in his blood, if it really... In that case, it would be tantamount to a betrayal for her.

Betrayal... I never thought that I would betray her one day.

What he didn't expect was that he was actually much more timid and afraid of losing than he thought.

Perhaps it is because it has been lost, so it has been lost and recovered that it has become more precious, so that I dare not imagine what to do in case of loss.

In his mind, he flashed the scenes he recalled when he was hypnotized today. Then Mei Beichen's face turned white, and even his hand holding chopsticks became extra hard, so that the green tendons on the back of his hand burst out.

——It's over at five o'clock today~~~