Chapter 1888

"What are you afraid of?" he stared at her sharply, as if he had seen through her.

"I... I have nothing to be afraid of," she said, subconsciously trying to avoid his eyes.

His eyes grew darker, came to her, clasped her chin, forced her eyes to his eyes, "Are you afraid Han Lin is angry? Jun Leyan, you are really strange. Since Han Lin is the one who can make you feel no pain now, why do you have to make an appointment with me for a year? Is this sympathizing with me? I think it hurt me too deeply in those years, so what do you want to make up for?"

His tone was full of sarcasm, but his eyes were complex. There was an anger that even he couldn't tell.

When he saw her and Han Lin holding together like that downstairs, he just felt as if there was something in his heart that had been heavily dug out.

It turns out that the person she likes most is really not him anymore.

Originally, the person who can stop her pain has really changed.

Once said that the feelings will not change in a lifetime, really want to change, but it can also be so fast.

"Whatever you think," she said. Since some things were not explained in those years, there is no need to explain them now.

"So this full moon, is he accompanying you?" his voice turned, and his voice became soft, and his fingers gently stroked her cheek and touched it very gently.

"Yes," she said.

He bowed his head, the tip of his nose almost reached the tip of her nose, and his breath suddenly enveloped her.

"Then on the night of the full moon, will he hold your hand, just as I held your hand?" whispered, but easily raised the pictures buried in her memory.

Her face suddenly turned red and thought of the past. Once, the days with him were undoubtedly happy. No matter where he was, he would protect her.

The day of the full moon should have been painful for her, because the pain would spread all over her body and life would be worse than death. That was the day when your family regarded it as hell.

But it has become beautiful because of his existence.

In those years when he was with her, she even looked forward to the full moon every month, because on that day, she could stay with him openly and justifiably all night.

He would hold her hand all night.

Also because of this, they often make a lot of jokes.

Thinking of the once beautiful days, junleyan's heart couldn't help but feel a pain. How beautiful it was and how cruel it is now.

What should she say to him? Tell him that in the years he left, she was in pain every full moon night, and even thought about ending her life countless times.

If you end your life, the pain will be gone. But every time, she tells herself that you can't think like this. Once you think like this, you'll be too sorry for your family and friends who love her.

How could she die when they paid so much attention to her?

So she would rather live hard than bear the pain that ordinary people can't bear.