"Sorry... Sorry..." in her ear, his voice continued, but his voice sounded more and more hoarse.

Qin Si Tong took a deep breath and didn't push away each other's arms, but said in a low way, "Jisheng..."

This name made his body suddenly tremble. How long has she not called him like this? It made him miss it so much and made him have an impulse to cry.

"The matter has passed, and I don't want to think about it again. No matter what happened in those years, I have forgiven you. I won't hate you or blame you, but..." she paused, turned around and stared at the beautiful face in front of her.

This man is the only man she has loved in her life. He let her understand what is unforgettable, but also let her understand what is painful.

Once, she felt that she loved only one person all her life, and after leaving her, she didn't set any limits for herself, but she didn't fall in love with others.

Even if she is an excellent man like Han Zixi and Shang QingHan, she will appreciate it, but she can't arouse the waves in her heart.

"Sorry, I can't fall in love with you again, because I really don't have the courage to love again." she said. In fact, these days, she is thinking about the relationship between her and him.

Maybe it's easy to be with him again. As long as she nods her head, she can be her king's wife and give her daughter a complete home. But is that really good?

There was hesitation and uneasiness in her heart.

So at the moment, she calmly said to the man in front of her, "I loved, hated, escaped and died. Everything I experienced six years ago seems to me like a lifetime. It's too tired. It's also like exhausting all my feelings in my life. Now I really don't have the courage and strength to love you again. Even if you continue to stay by my side, the final result will not be as you want 。”

Her calmness made his heart more painful.

How deep was the pain he gave her? It destroyed all her feelings for him, and it was so completely destroyed.

"No... Courage... No strength?" he murmured. Two lines of clear tears had flowed down from the Phoenix's eyes.

Qin Si Tong was dumb. His tears made her stiff, and her mind suddenly became blank.

In the past, he always said that every time she cried, he would be overwhelmed and clumsy.

But how could she not be like this? Seeing his tears, she would not know what to do. It was like that in the past and still is.

His long eyelashes, stained with tears, seemed to add a residual beauty.

"It's me that ruined everything. It's my fault. It's all my fault..." he sobbed.

She raised her hand a little stiff and couldn't help wiping his tears. She didn't want to see his tears. It would make her feel... Uncomfortable.

Fingertips, stained with his tears, gave her a burning feeling.

His hand grabbed her tearful hand, and his lips gently kissed her fingers, "don't... don't me, okay? If you're tired, let me love you, love you with all my feelings and all my strength, and love you well."