Chapter 1305

"Do you think I'm joking?" he looked up and stared at her with Dark Phoenix eyes.

She immediately stifled, "but Yan Yan is very healthy now. Even if... Even if your hidden disease is really inherited, she hasn't inherited it."

"Really?" he smiled low, but with a bit of self mockery, "if one day you find that Yan Yan really inherited my disease, will you... Hate me?"

Qin Si Tong was stunned. He just felt that Jun Jisheng was full of unspeakable sadness and loneliness at this moment. She thought for a moment and then said, "no, I'll just try my best to cure her disease."

Cure... But does she know that this cure... Is to find a person in the vast crowd. It took him 30 years to find her, but more Jun's family can't find their own life and can only solve themselves in pain.

"Well, can you let me go now?" Qin Si Tong said.

But Jun Jisheng's hand was still around her waist and said low, "can't you forgive me in your life? Even if I said the reason why I wanted you to kill the child, can't you forgive me?"

Qin Sitong's body stiffened, and in his ear, he only heard Jun Jisheng's voice continue to whisper, "I don't know what kind of means I used at the beginning. Maybe it was decisive, maybe it was fierce, maybe it broke your heart, so I let you refuse me again and again, but... I just don't want my blood, this pain to continue to appear in the next generation. If I want to end this blood in my life, or..."

His body trembled, as if he had to use a lot of courage to say these words, "I... Don't have confidence that I can love a child. Maybe I don't know how to treat a child with my own blood... Even before I saw Yan Yan, I didn't think that I would get along with a child like this. Because when I was young... No one would get along with me like this, so I... Never thought how lovely a child is Interesting creatures, I think... Children are just annoying... "

These words, for him, to speak out, is to expose his unbearable experience as a child to her again.

But now, he said so to her, which was undoubtedly his own inner analysis.

Even if he thought that from now on, he would only treat her as a fate and just ask her to relieve his pain, but today, when the frightened horse really wanted to hit her, he was still flustered. Without even thinking much, he put a part of his body between her and the horse, so as to alleviate the impact of some of her.

At that time, all his thoughts were to protect her! Protect her anyway.

Reluctant to let her get hurt a little... Even willing to protect her with his own life. Can he really just take her as an "antidote"? Or... Someone he can't lose in his life?

Qin Sitong listened to Jun Jisheng's words and thought of the experiences he had suffered when he was a child. Although she had never seen them with her own eyes, those fragmentary knowledge was enough for her to piece together his roughly childhood.