Chapter 988

"At that time, there was both gratitude and hatred. The woman I loved most turned her head to another embrace for her broken body. At that time, when I was saved and woke up, I really wanted to die." Kong Fu said bitterly, "Maybe I was seriously ill at the beginning, so I always immersed myself in my feelings and ignored a lot. Now think about it, I'm really sorry for Lingyin. She paid too much for me, but I didn't even dare to appear at her funeral when she died." Even for so many years, he didn't even dare to go to Luocheng. He knew that Lingyin was finally buried in Luocheng, but he never set foot in Luocheng once and never put incense on Lingyin's grave once.

"But when Jisheng's mother left his father, you can stand up, or... Find her. Have you ever found her? Or really, as Jisheng said, you don't want to destroy your new life at that time, so you ignore everything?"

"You're always right. I was... Because I had a new life at that time and didn't want to be involved in the previous things. It was my selfishness that hurt ringtone. Or... In fact, at that time, I still had that kind of distorted hatred in my heart. I hated ringtone for falling in love with junsinian, and for junsinian's power and power and winning love with a knife!" Kong Fu murmured, these words accumulated in the bottom of his heart over the years, but he didn't expect to say them to a younger generation.

Qin Si Tong was stunned and realized the mood of Kong Fu at that time. I'm afraid it's not just selfish, but also the hatred and despair of Kong Fu's original love.

That's why Kong Fu didn't want to appear and wanted to completely cut off everything in the past.

Just... "Jisheng's mother really loves Jisheng's father?" Qin Sitong asked.

"It's true." Kong Fu lowered his eyes and said, "At that time, Lingyin thought I was asleep and said it in front of my hospital bed. She said that she fell in love with junsinian, but she didn't know how to speak to me. She felt that she was sorry for me. At first, she just wanted to cure my disease, but for me at that time, Lingyin's words were equivalent to putting me into a desperate situation. I didn't even know my disease, even if I didn't know it If it's really cured, what else can be left? "

At that time, he had no healthy body, no wealth, and the only thing he had was love. But when he heard the bell that he loved Juns year, he didn't even have the only love.

Qin Sitong's heart was filled with sadness. Jisheng's mother really loved Jisheng's father, but the two people who clearly loved each other did not come together in the end.

Maybe only when they die, the ashes are next to the ashes, can they really be together.

If Zhao Lingyin didn't commit suicide, if she had waited until Jun Sinian found her and explained everything to her, would they be happy now, and the jun family wouldn't be left alone.

"It's my fault. Everything is my fault." after a long time, Kong Fu sighed, "you heard all that yesterday, and I won't hide it from you. I'll leave Chengcheng and her mother. Maybe I'll live in a small city far away from J city. Don't tell me about it. Chengcheng is pregnant and can't be stimulated."