Dare not bet on her possible reaction, dare not bet on whether she will leave him because of it.

Fear... He finally understood what fear is. His father once had this feeling of fear because of fate and because of another person, but now he also has it.

"Ji Sheng, what's the matter with you?" Qin Si Tong couldn't help saying when he saw the silence of Jun Ji's growth time.

"Nothing, just do as you say." Jun Jisheng smiled, bowed his head and kissed the red mark on her wrist.

Qin Sitong only felt that the warm and soft on his wrist was the touch of his lips. The original pain seemed to disappear under his kiss.

After Qin Sitong and Jun Ji had dinner, Qin Sitong said, "by the way, when I went to the cake shop today, I met Yu Xuanyi."

Jun Jisheng raised his eyes, "is she angry with you?"

"No." Qin Sitong shook his head. "I went to the cake shop to book a birthday cake for you. Miss Yu saw it and told me that you never have a birthday."

Jun Jisheng's body suddenly stiffened, and his thin lips closed tightly.

"Jisheng, is your... Really never a birthday?" Qin Sitong asked.

He looked at her with fixed eyes. After a while, he said, "yes, I've never been a birthday." before the age of nine, no one had ever given him a birthday, but after the age of nine, he didn't want to go to his birthday.

"Why?" she asked.

"Because that day has never been a good memory for me," he said, holding her hand and walking towards the stairs.

Step by step, step by step, as he walked, he said, "Si Tong, I don't need to have any birthday, so you don't need to prepare anything for me. We spent that day as usual, okay?"

Qin Sitong bit her lips. Her birthday is a memorable day for everyone. When her father was alive, her father would give her her every year on her birthday. After her father died, no one at home cared about her birthday, but at least she would buy herself a small cake on her birthday and celebrate her birthday.

When he said this, her heart was sour, and what were his bad memories?

When they stepped on the second floor, Qin Sitong stood still and said to Jun Jisheng, "well, if you don't want to have a birthday that day, we'll just have a birthday, but I hope that from now on, your memories on that day will no longer be bad memories, but more and more good memories."

His eyes flashed.

She said, "from the beginning of this year, we will create good memories and many good memories. Then on this day, it will no longer be just bad memories."

He looked at her in a daze, as if something was pressing on his chest. It was so heavy that he couldn't breathe.

His life depends on the woman in front of him and says she wants to make a lot of memories with him.

She said she wanted him to think of bad memories no longer on that day.

"Do you really think my bad memories can be replaced by other memories?" he murmured, his voice stained with a heavy hoarseness.

She bit her lip, "I don't know what your bad memories are, but I think..."