Chapter 1826

Only that special calm and deep breath seemed to reach each other's ears through this telephone line. Around each other's mind there are some pain.

"I'm sorry, you don't mind. Just listen to what I say, and don't take it too seriously. You can have the right to refuse me. Really, you have the right. However, just don't hurt me too much... My heart is so painful, white if Xi... My heart is really painful... "Night Fei Jue said, her eyes are slightly narrowed into a line, it seems to close, but that moment, it just can't close. Nerve a pull a pain, let him have no way to maintain normal thoughts.

Now, he really can only be so humble and low-profile, to pray for a little love, even if only a little, he will feel very satisfied, but Bai Ruoxi never said that he likes him.

Let alone love him. Besides, she didn't kiss him on her own initiative.

He had a relationship with the opposite sex is not one or two, but she did not really have a relationship with him.

I really want to, but I'm really afraid.

This kind of contradictory psychology entangles his soul from time to time, which makes him totally unable to extricate himself.

If it's really just for the sake of pure physical desire and hope, it's easy.

However, he knew that he didn't feel that way about her at all.

This is a kind of torment on the soul, as if there is no moment to stop, he does not know when this kind of torment can end?

He doesn't know if he wants Bai Ruoxi to refuse him again with very strong words. Maybe that's the way to die.

Will you give up? Maybe this heart is really dead, to die!

Night Fei Jue that a burst of desolate and deep words through the phone, listen to white if Xi's ear is not so.

Bai Ruoxi's eyebrow raised three folds directly. At that time, she felt that night Fei was the thought in her heart.

However, at that time, she thought that he was only concerned about himself. It won't go on sinking.

But now, according to his own feeling, he seems to be suffering from this hopeless relationship. And I seem to be the executioner who stabbed him and hurt him.

"Yefei Jue, don't say any more. You must be very tired. It's getting late. Go to bed early! " Bai Ruoxi said, and then she didn't plan to talk any more, because she felt something was wrong with her partner's mood. It's not good for anyone to chat like this.

"Don't hang up, Ruoxi. I came to see you today, but I didn't see your people. Did you go out with him again? And you're back in the royal gardens? Tell me, did you have a good time? " Night Fei absolutely asks a way, the vision inside takes a light you cold lustre.

However, there was a smile at the corner of his mouth, like self abuse, asking those words of self punishment.

He knows that the other party's answer will hurt his nerves, but it doesn't matter. He still wants to know everything about her, even bit by bit, and he hopes to share it with her.

"Bai Ruoxi was speechless for a while. At that moment, I didn't know what to say.

At this moment, she found that even what she said seemed to hurt each other.

But that was not the result she wanted to see, but if it continued like this, it would not be of any benefit to both of them.

"Yefei Jue, don't think so much, OK? There are many good girls in this world, and you are so excellent, you are still a big star, there must be many people chasing you. And I'm half disabled, and I'm not worth it. " Bai Ruoxi said euphemistically, and there was a faint light in her eyes.

But soon, Yefei said, "it's worth it! Bai Ruoxi, as long as you say you love me, as long as you say you like me, I can give up the whole world for you! "

"..." Bai Ruoxi couldn't say anything.

"I'm sorry, I'm too much. Forget it. You can have a rest early. I won't disturb you. Hang up. " Night Fei absolutely some despair to close eyes, that for a while, also a PA hang up the phone, nerve inside unbearable pull pain.

And Bai Ruoxi is holding a mobile phone, a beautiful face with bursts of gloom. She thought of Yefei Jue. For a moment, there was a worry in her eyes. She quickly looked up at the lily flowers that were still in full bloom at night on the windowsill.

At that time, she slightly supported her body. Then she lifted the quilt, stood up bit by bit carefully, supported the wall and walked slowly towards the window. At this time, she saw the row by row of names written on the petals of the lily, all of which were white Ruoxi.

There are no more words like Huangfu Ruoxi and Maomao on it, only Bai Ruoxi is left.

Bai Ruoxi looked at the words on the petals. At that time, there was a dark light in her eyes.

I can't help caressing the petals with one hand, and touching the name on the petals.

"What's the trouble? Knowing that it's impossible, do you want to continue? Night Fei Jue, you really love the wrong person... "Bai Ruoxi murmured to herself, looking at the white and pure lily, her eyes were a little confused. At that moment, the color of the flower was overlapped with the pale and beautiful face of Yefei Jue. It really set off a very good match. Bai Ruoxi stood by the window, looking at the night scene outside the window, and her thoughts also rose and fell slowly. At that time, I don't know how long she stood. When she looked back again, she was still looking at the lily, but now, her eyes were smiling. The people who are loved in this world are always happy. And the person who loves always has to go through some pain and tribulation. If two people don't really love each other, even if they are reluctantly combined, they won't last long. People who should understand these simple principles never understand them. Bai Ruoxi slowly and deeply smiles, then shakes her head and sighs. She doesn't stay on the windowsill for long, then slowly supports the wall and returns to her own bed. Once again fell into a dream, I do not know why this time, there are some very erratic images in the dream, gradually cast in her mind“ I love you Bai Ruoxi. I'm willing to spend all my life waiting for you. Even if you don't love me, it doesn't matter, as long as I love you. " A boy with silver hair was whispering in her ear. It was like the poison of poppy. It seemed that he wanted to clean her brain. Bai Ruoxi opened her eyes and saw the boy. At that moment, she still firmly shook her head and said with a smile, "sorry, the person I love is not you. You will meet a more suitable person." Then he turned his head and wanted to look for another man's figure. He walked for a long time, in a big forest, he looked around, and finally found the man. He was dressed in a military uniform, with the most dignified look.