63 The StepForward

Next day I was sitting in front of a Ilphyr tree in the second section with the biggest Zukr vine I have worked on till now. But my mind was completely on the bulging mounds that i enjoyed yesterday.

I couldn't help have a stupid grin on my face whenever i thought back on yesterday night. I reluctantly brought myself under control and wiped the grin off my face. I then kept my hands on the tree to start working.

I withheld the pulsing and writhing Zukr vine twined around the Ilphyr tree. My dirty mind couldn't help withheld the image of twining around another voluptous body.

I wondered why i got this excited about my sex with Sarnai yesterday. I thought back and remembered the thrill of teasing her under the moonlight with Ochi and Zhambul working a few distance away.

The pleasure of seeing her moaning forgetting herself and the excitement of doing it with somebody nearby was making a dark pit of desire swirl inside my stomach even now.

I again brought my racing thoughts under control only to notice the thorns of the Zukr vine getting dislodged at incredible speed. I was suprised and couldn't understand what happened.

Whenever i worked on large Zukr vine, it is always a struggle initially to fight against their leeching before getting to the point of dislodging its thorns. It is always an execrcise in frustration that wrung me out before.

But today I experienced the same thing happening in few moments with next to no effort from my side. I thought back on what happened and remembered this time i wasn't forcing energy inside the tree consciously, it just happened on its own.

Looking back my mind was never on sending energy at all, i just established a connection and drifted off with my lewd thoughts. Could it be the thing i was missing all along was that I shouldn't be consciously operating the energy. It couldn't be that simple right.

I cleared my mind to try again.This time I didn't try to force the energy pouring into me into the tree or try to direct it towards one of the Zukr thorns to dislodge it, I just let it do its thing.

It was a little hard to make my mind not do anything consciously at first. Then i found a trick to count numbers starting from 1 to not let my mind interfere.

It worked a bit as i saw that the energy did go inside the tree without straining me but the thorns were not dislodged as fast as i wanted.

I still felt i was missing something as i couldn't have dislodged thorns that fast with the speed the energy is seeping into the tree now. But, however i thought i couldn't figure out the missing point.

I took deep breaths to stop my worries and frustration from affecting the energy flow and went back to relaxing my mind. I haven't figured out my gift completely but something in me told me i was on the correct path.