Chapter 256

When we had dinner, we didn't mention Song Yu. As long as we didn't mention it, we could at least maintain the superficial harmony and the joy of seeing each other for a long time.

Deng Tingting is just like before, just a cheerful and optimistic little girl.

To be honest, now I see her, I always feel that I have done something sorry for her, which can not bring her happiness, but only leave her pain and regret.

I have to say that Bai Shu's chef is really good. Every dish just catches our appetite and makes us want to eat more.

"The meeting will start tomorrow. If you go down today, go to the company and get familiar with the current business situation." Bai Shu said to me.

I nodded, "OK, I also brought some information from the branch office. I don't know if I can use it."

"The kids just let them stay at home and the baby sitter will come. Don't worry." Bai Shu looked at his son and Yan Yan and said to me.

"I have nothing to worry about with you," I said with a smile. "Yan Yan, my mother has something to do in the afternoon. You play with Brother Yun, do you know?"

Yan Yan didn't even think about it and agreed, "Mom, you can go, Brother Yun will accompany me."

This little girl, now has a handsome brother Yun, no matter where I go.

"By the way, I may have to go to the tax office this afternoon to deal with something. How about you go with Tingting first? Let her tell you the general situation first Bai Shu said to me.

"No problem," I replied, "after all, Tingting used to be my capable man."

"White elder sister you rest assured go, I won't get late elder sister to lose." Deng Tingting said mischievously.

After cleaning up the table, I moved separately. Deng Tingting drove over, and I was happy to have a special car to pick him up.

There is still a distance between the head office and the apartment, and the road is also a little blocked, so we naturally chatted.

Chatting and chatting will naturally involve Song Yu's topic.

I haven't contacted for a long time. I really don't know what Deng Tingting thinks now. If she has been immersed in the sadness of Song Yu's death, it will affect her later life.

"Sister Chi, I've always wanted to tell you something." Deng Tingting also spoke to me. She put one hand on the steering wheel and looked guilty.

I looked at her and listened to her next words.

"I always feel sorry for Song Yu," Deng Tingting said in a low voice. "He's been dead for more than a month, and I haven't even seen him once."

What a kind girl she is, she still blames herself. Looking at Deng Tingting, who still does not forget her original intention, the negative emotion I imagined in my heart about talking to her disappeared in an instant.

"Tingting, I always think we should have a good talk." I look at my watch, because I started early, and it's still early to go to work in the afternoon“ Let's find a place to sit down. "

Deng Tingting took a look at me, then turned two steering wheels, and after driving for a while, she parked her car beside a street park.

The two of us got out of the car, walked along the path of the park for a distance, and then chose a water willow, sat down.

"Tingting, you don't have to blame yourself at all." I looked at the shimmering and even dazzling surface of the lake and said to her gently, "you have done enough for Song Yu. If you want to say that you owe him, he should owe you."

My words let Deng Tingting Leng for a while, and then her face relieved expression, "he does not owe me."

I looked at her, the girl's side face in the light of the water is particularly soft.

"Maybe you think I've been wishful thinking all the time, so you think I'm pathetic." Deng Tingting said.

Maybe she's right.

"I just blame myself," I looked into the distance. "I always thought it was a wrong thing for you two to meet. If it hadn't been for my original decision, you wouldn't have experienced such a thing."

Deng Tingting laughed, "sister Chi, I always believe in a saying that no matter what kind of experience, it is the wealth of life. If I hadn't met him, I don't think I would have cherished the people and things in front of me as much as I do now. "

I focused on Deng Tingting again. I didn't expect her to have such an optimistic idea.

"He doesn't owe me anything at all," Deng continued. "He won't accept me. He certainly doesn't want to drag me down. He knows his health and doesn't want me to be a widow."

I was surprised at Deng Tingting's judgment. Did Song Yu say such a thing to her?

Looking at my expression, Deng Tingting embarrassed smile, "sister Chi, do you think I'm very cheeky, regardless of other people's real ideas, and then fantasize here?" She lowered her head, her hair slipped down and covered her face. Just now, her cheerful voice became low. "Sister Chi, don't expose me, just think I'm making up a story, because if not, I really

At this point, she choked a little.

Because of the mood swings, her body also slightly trembles.

It turns out that Song Yu didn't say those kind words to her.

"Tingting," I reached over her shoulder, "listen to me."

Deng Tingting raised her head again, I saw her red eyes, and tears on her face, such a girl, people can't help but feel pity.

"Do you know what Xiaoyu said to me when he woke up?" I whispered.

Breeze blowing, blowing on the head of the willow friction, make a subtle sound.

"He said that if he had a next life, he would fall in love with you." I looked into Deng Tingting's eyes and said to her.

My words seem to open the gate in someone's heart, and Deng Tingting's tears gush out. Surprised, she covered her mouth.

She looked at me with her eyes wide open, completely ignoring the tears that kept coming out of her eyes.

I took out my handkerchief and gave it to her. "Really, I didn't lie to you."

"As you said just now, he knows his own situation is very bad, in order not to drag you down, so he has not accepted you, not because you are not lovely, but because he can't love." My nose a sour, eyes also filled with tears, "because once together, he suddenly went, the harm to you will be deeper."

Listen to me, Deng Tingting cried out.

"Song Yu, you're such an asshole. I don't need you to think so much about me. You refused to accept me when you were alive. You didn't let me know until you died. What's that

Deng Tingting constantly complained about the person who had gone away, crying loudly.

I watch over the emotional woman, waiting for her to vent.

Sometimes complaining is a kind of relief.

Deng Tingting cried for a long time, and I accompanied her quietly.

When she calmed down, the expression on her face was different from before.

"Sister Chi, why do you want to tell me this?" She asked me in a dull voice.

"Nothing," I said, looking at the floating water. "I just think I should tell you, or you'll blame him, and you'll never forget him."

"So I can't forget him any more?" Deng Tingting said.

"Sometimes, to say love is to let go." I smile at her, "I'm sure you can understand."

"A good one says love is to let go." Deng Tingting repeated my words, "I will slowly understand, until the day of release."

"Tingting," I hesitated for a long time, and finally decided to ask the question in my heart, "do you hate me?"

Do you hate me for letting you meet? Do you hate me for dominating Song Yu?

Deng Tingting Leng next, the voice is gentle, the vision is sincere, "has not."

"Thank you." I leaned over and hugged Deng Tingting.

"Elder sister Chi, you are so beautiful. How can I hate you?" Deng Tingting put her chin on my shoulder and sniffed.

I let her go. "Maybe I think too much."

After wiping her tears, Deng Tingting got up and stretched her body. "Today is the most harvest day in my life!" Although her voice was nasal“ Let's go back. There are a lot of things waiting for us to do

I also stand up, yes, life is not only sadness and indulgence in the present and the past, but also poetry and distance.

When I came to the former company after a long absence, I was surprised to find that it has changed so much, but from the point of view of decoration, it is no inferior to sk.

General manager Xie specially welcomed me, he is still radiant, holding my hand, full of enthusiasm.

"We're late. I haven't seen you for a long time." He said with a smile.

"Mr. Xie, you are more and more handsome." I laugh, too.

This man and Bai Shu hold up the sky of the company together, but on the surface, he will never be associated with the fierce decisive role in the shopping mall.

"Where," Mr. Xie laughed, "but it's you who married into a rich family. How can you lose weight?"

"Young grandmothers from rich families also need to pay attention to their figure." I said in a joking tone. Unlike Bai Shu, this man is not suitable for being too intimate.

We had a good conversation. After a friendly exchange, President Xie asked Deng Tingting to take me to the small meeting room and tell me the details of tomorrow's meeting.

There are many familiar faces in the company, I said hello to them one by one, and then walked into the small meeting room.

"Sister Chi, let me tell you a little bit." Deng Tingting gave me a copy of the document in her hand. "In fact, this meeting is mainly about the kick-off meeting of the company's plan to expand its business scope. You can see it by looking at the information."

Looking at the information in front of me, not only the head office, but also the branch offices are listed in the plan. There are many more areas that have not been involved before.

"It's a spectacular project!" I can't help sighing.

"Yes, the bosses are so good," Deng Tingting sat down beside me. "It's good for the company to develop well, but it's hard for US soldiers again."

Deng Tingting is right. Once the business scope and field cooperation are expanded, it is equivalent to that the existing personnel should accept more work on the premise of doing the basic work well, and the pressure will certainly not be small.

"Young man, it's good to spell some." I said to her with a smile.

"It's right to say that," Deng Tingting said weakly, lying on the table. "It's just too tired to eat."

"Especially your late elder sister, you are still the leader of the company, and you will be very tired later." Deng Tingting looked at me anxiously.