Su Nan took the medicine to study, frowning and was speechless:

"Don't ask if you know it, tell me, I don't remember the doctor's name, how to take the dose?"

She doesn't know anything about it.

In the past, it was Shang Qian who divided up the medicine and put it in a small box with her. It was easy and convenient for her to take it, and she didn't have to worry about it at all.

But when it was his turn, he felt a little overwhelmed.

Shang Qian sighed helplessly, and walked over, "Let me see."

Su Nan handed it to him.

Then she went about her own business as if nothing had happened.

Shang Qian understood the instructions above, took a pen and began to write on the box.

But after memorizing it, he was worried. Fortunately, these medicines were all liquid sealed vials. He broke open the vials one by one, and divided the doses twice a day.

He remembered that there should be a packing box at home, and he couldn't find it by himself, but Su Nan had already gone to the study, and Aunt Zhao was also happily helping Shuo Shuo and Xiao Yu'er pack the toys.

He paused and could only look for it by himself.

The master bedroom has their medicine cabinet.

Fortunately, the medicine box was under the cabinet at the door of the master bedroom, so he could take it out without going into the room.

He walked over to open the door, picked up the medicine box, and was about to close the door and leave.

His gaze suddenly fell to the gray cabinet on the bedside table, on which were scattered bottles of medicine.

All English names.

He seemed to understand the therapeutic use of the pieces together.

How could he not recognize it, it was sleeping pills.

Shock instantly overwhelmed reason.

He was shocked violently, and his expression changed instantly.

A large bottle full of illegal drugs, but with her ability, it is not difficult to get it.

It is not difficult to eat it.

Other bottles and cans are medicines for depression.

He seemed to be standing in the icy snow, his whole body was about to freeze, trembling and stiff.

Even if the sky is falling apart, there is no feeling at all.

His chest rose and fell slightly, as if he was dying.

The pain in his leg was nothing, it seemed more unbearable to him than the throbbing of his heart.

She can't sleep.

She is on sleeping pills and antidepressants.

She is seeing a psychiatrist.

He thought she was doing well.

On the cruise, she was obviously fine.

But at this moment, all self-confidence was slapped on his face like a slap.

He thought he had lived in dire straits and was played by fate. He fell from the clouds and became neither human nor ghost.

But she was in the same place, and it seemed that she was not much better than her.

When his life and death were unknown, she still refused to believe that he would die.

She waited for him day after day, and couldn't sleep all night.

How scared and helpless should I be?

Su Nan, who is smart and rational at all times, seems unable to resist the teasing of fate.

How could such a bright and shining pearl be depressed?

His eye sockets were sour, as if a huge stone wanted to bend his body and spine.

He has felt powerless against fate countless times.

But this was the first time, he wanted to resist, explode, and scream.

Why hurt his Su Nan?

This was more unbearable for him than skin cramps.

Aunt Zhao came over at some point and said with a smile:

"Sir, are you going to wear this pajamas tonight? I took it for dry cleaning before, and my wife said that this pajamas is your favorite. Let me put it away."

Aunt Zhao said while holding his gray silk pajamas.

That dress, the day before they went out to play before the earthquake, he asked Aunt Zhao to take it for dry cleaning.

Like every ordinary and ordinary day.

One piece of pajamas connects all the time.

He withdrew his thoughts, stunned for a moment with a stiff face, and said in a hoarse voice:

"No, I'm not staying here tonight."

Aunt Zhao's smile froze and she froze.

Shang Qian took the medicine box and closed the door.

Looking at the living room, Su Nan sat on the bar and opened a bottle of red wine. The glass was still stained, as if he had already drunk a glass.

When Shang Qian saw this, his head seemed to be hit hard with a bang.

His complexion changed, and he remembered the medicine she was taking now.

His lips trembled slightly, his heart was blocked and he couldn't speak.

"Don't drink... Drink too much at night, it's not good for your health."

His voice was dry and hard.

She didn't dare to pierce the window paper, and didn't dare to tell him that he had seen her secret.

Sleeping pills and red wine will kill people.

She will not know.

She was playing with her own life.

Su Nan glanced at him in surprise, and smiled slightly, indifferently and perfunctorily.

It's just that at this moment, her eyes were a bit sleepy, as if his persuasion was of no avail.

She heard his conversation with Aunt Zhao.

Looking up at him: "Leave?"

Shang Qian froze slightly and nodded.

He walked over, divided the medicine into different boxes, and brought it to Su Nan:

"Twice a day, one bottle at a time."

Su Nan nodded.

Her reaction was surprisingly calm.

Just groping for the corner of the goblet, as if meditating on something.

Shang Qian was suddenly speechless.

His voice dried up, "Then I'll..."

Su Nan looked up at him: "Go and feed her, she won't take medicine if I feed her."

In fact, compared to Shang Qian, Su Nan is easier to spoil children.

It's just that Shang Qian was tolerant enough to the children on weekdays, Su Nan felt that he couldn't bear it, so he stepped forward from time to time to set things right.

Upon hearing this, Shang Qian nodded without saying anything, and took a small bottle into Shuo Shuo's toy room.

Aunt Zhao finally couldn't bear it and walked to Su Nan's side.

She was delighted when Shang Qian came back, but she was shocked that Shang Qian didn't live here.

She doesn't gossip, she just can't help caring.

"Madam, what's the matter, sir? He finally came back, why did he leave? His leg was injured, and it's inconvenient to go back and forth. Why don't you stay at home?"

Su Nan took a sip of red wine rudely, swallowed it, her lips were bright, and she smiled:

"I didn't let him go, you go ask him?"

Aunt Zhao paused, and immediately realized that something unpleasant might have happened to these two loving couples.

She sighed and went about her own business.

Talking about the children playing with toys, Shang Qian walked over with the medicine, smiled and waved.

Talk about the kid walking over obediently, smiling and hugging him:

"Daddy."

Shang Qian opened the lid: "Come on, drink it, your throat won't hurt after drinking it."

Talk about running away immediately, flattening her mouth, she might as well be in pain!

Shang Qian talked about it so hard that she got bored, she had a wrinkled smiling face, which made Shang Qian feel distressed.

But when he comes back, he can play with talk about it again, even every minute and every second is precious.

There was laughter and laughter inside, but Su Nan was very deserted outside.

She didn't even dare to think about it, and didn't rush to bother her.

I'm afraid it's a dream, I'm afraid I'll wake up from the dream.

He was even more afraid that Shang Qian would leave as soon as she entered.