Feng Yuxi was stunned and put down his chopsticks. He crossed the table and held her hand. "Darling, I don't understand what you mean. If you want uncle Rong, aunt Anning and Xiaobai, I can go home with you for a few days. Maybe you want to stay for a month or two, and I'll accompany you."

But if you leave, don't say, don't say.

He couldn't have let her go, not two years ago, not even two years later!

Rong Chong'er took back her hand and shook her head absently. Her face was as haggard and pale as ever. Even if Feng Yuxi tried his best to repair her body in the past two years, it didn't work.

Pet bowed his head and said softly, "Yuxi, it took me two years to see it. It's not your fault for ah Sheng's death. Your love, whether it's guilt for ah Sheng or anything else, is impossible for us. I can't be heartless across one life. In the future, I'll try not to meet each other and live my own life."

With that, Rong Chong'er got up and went upstairs.

Behind him came the sound of a chair falling to the ground, and Feng Yuxi's repressed voice sounded——

"I can wait until your heart is clear, whether it's a year, two years or ten years, I won't let you go! I've missed you once, and I won't miss the second time!"

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Feng Yuxi didn't expect his father to come to the door.

Seeing Feng churui, he vaguely knew what the purpose of his trip was.

"Dad, sit down."

Feng churui didn't sit down, but took the lead in entering the study. Feng Yuxi followed in.

That day, the father and son talked for a long time in the study. It was the first time in 24 years that the father and son disagreed.

"Yuxi, you said you wanted to take care of pet. I'm up to you. After two years, isn't there enough time for you? Besides, pet told me that she doesn't need you to take care of her now."

Feng Yuxi's lips closed tightly. Hearing this, he raised his head and looked serious: "Dad, I'm only 24 years old now. I'm still young. I'm not in a hurry."

"Nonsense." Feng churui frowned slightly, "Yu Xi..."

"Dad!" Feng Yuxi impolitely interrupted his father and stood up, "It doesn't matter to postpone the work for a year or two. It's a big deal to be promoted later. But there is only one pet. I know clearly in my heart now that I want her. As long as she is so big, Dad, even if I'm capricious once. It's so long in my life, how painful it would be if I didn't spend the rest of my life with my pet. Dad, please indulge me again. I don't want to do it in the future Regret not catching her. "

Feng churui gently rubbed his forehead, softened his tone and revealed the truth: "But darling, I don't necessarily like you."

Feng Yuxi smiled bitterly, "it doesn't matter. I like her."

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Late at night, everything was silent.

As usual, Rong Chong'er was awakened by the nightmare. When she woke up, she was extremely depressed. She grabbed her hair with both hands and pulled hard, with a deep sob in her throat.

"Darling, don't hurt yourself!" When Feng Yuxi heard the sound, he picked up the fruit knife beside his pillow, sat by the bed, took the abnormal Rong pet in his arms, and stuffed the fruit knife into her hand.

Rong Chong'er gasped, took a knife, and rowed on him. His strength was not heavy, but it was enough to open the blood.

Feng Yuxi frowned. When she cut a few knives and stopped, he put her down, kissed her gently and coaxed her to sleep.

Rong Chong'er went to sleep again, and he treated the wound alone, just like every day and night in the past two years.

Looking at the sleeping Rong pet, he fell into meditation.

If she can't let go of ah Sheng's death in two years, and if she can't accept him in two years, he can only make her forget ah Sheng in his own way