Chapter 1029

Su Jian'an can fully understand why musjue chose Xu Yuning.

As Lu Boyan said, there is only one Xu Yuning in the world.

If you give up Xu Youning, even if the child can be born smoothly, musjue will always owe Xu Youning, and the rest of his life can only be immersed in pain and self blame.

However, if he chooses Xu Youning, if Xu Youning can get better, there will be infinite possibilities for musjue's future.

As for children, they can have them again.

Su Jian'an believed that the people around him, like her, fully understood and respected his choice.

However, their understanding and respect have no effect.

Because he couldn't forgive himself for giving up the child.

After he gave up his child, even if Xu Yuning could get better, it would not be a perfect ending.

The child who can't come to this world will be the eternal regret of musjue and Xu Yuning.

This event will become a scar, which will always be branded on the hearts of musjue and Xu Youning.

Destiny gives musjue a subject full of pitfalls. Even if musjue makes a choice, even if he suffers a heartbreaking pain -

at the last moment, fate will push him into the whirlpool with a ruthless hand.

The moment when musjue decided to give up the child, he also put a shackle on himself.

From time to time, this shackle will pull him into the whirlpool, and he will not be able to break free in his whole life.

Su Jian'an can imagine what kind of torture musjue suffered, and can also guess that for a long time to come, musjue will grope forward in the dark.

It was not until Xu Youning recovered that musjue could see the sun again.

Yeah!

As long as Xu Youning gets better, so can musjue!

Su Jian'an, like a sudden realization, smiled, went to Lu Bo's words and said firmly, "everything will be better."

According to Lu Boyan's understanding of Su Jian'an, she will not say such words without reason.

"Why do you say that?"

Lu Boyan looks at Su Jian'an in his spare time, waiting for her to follow.

Su Jian'an kept calm and said in detail: "since the Viscount has made such a choice, it is the most important thing for you Ning to get better. If you Ning can get better, time will heal the wound of Si Jue. Even if his wound can't be healed, Youning will accompany him. He won't be able to endure it. "

“……”

Lu Boyan has to admit that Su Jian'an has broken the point.

When musjue chooses Xu Youning, he puts all his hopes on him alone.

If Xu Youning fails in treatment, it will be a real fatal blow to musjue.

However, if Xu Youning gets better, musjue will have a reason to live. Everything will not be too difficult for him, and his wound will not be in severe pain.

In other words, no matter what kind of test you meet, it will be easier for your favorite person to be around.

Lu Boyan's lips raised a smile, and he kissed Su Jian'an on the forehead: "sleep first, I'll go to the study."

It's too late for Su Jian'an to say anything. Lu Boyan has got up and left the room.

Needless to think, she can probably guess what Lu Boyan is going to do.

Su Jian'an thought for a moment, resolutely lifted the quilt, put on a shawl, and went to the study.

She did not guess wrong, Lu Boyan is in the study and Xu Yuning's medical team meeting.

Fang Heng also participated in the meeting. His handsome young face was displayed on the screen.

Compared with other doctors, Fang Heng is younger and has a little more self-confidence between his eyebrows and eyes. However, he has a frivolous and flirtatious demeanor that doctors should not have, which makes him look like a rich young man playing with tickets.

Looking at such Fang Heng, Su Jian'an can hardly imagine that he is a medical student graduated from a top medical school.

More difficult to imagine, less than five years after graduation, Fang Heng has become a world-renowned brain doctor and a medical talent that hospitals are scrambling for.

Fang Heng, a young and promising elite, must have his own pride.

Su Jian'an wondered how he was willing to listen to Lu Boyan's arrangement.

However, this is not the time to ask such questions.

Lu Boyan looked at the computer screen, his handsome facial features were covered with a cold, unmistakable voice: "I don't care who he finally chose, I want you to guarantee that he did not choose wrong."

By implication, he wants Xu Yuning to survive.

He asked Xu Yuning to spend the darkest period of his life with him.

Fang Heng pressed the temple hard and said, "President Lu, do you know how hard it is?"

Lu poyan glanced at Fang Heng lightly, and did not answer the question: "do you know how many times your salary is higher than the average doctor?"

“……” Fang Heng choked so hard that he could only raise his hand and surrender, "OK, we will try our best."Lu Boyan is obviously dissatisfied with the other side's constant answer, squinting his eyes: "what does it mean to try?"

Fang Heng felt the dissatisfaction in Lu Boyan's words and hurriedly explained: "I mean, we will try our best to cure Xu Youning and let her accompany Mu Xiaoqi to the end of his life!"

“……” Lu Boyan didn't go on with the topic any more. In his low voice, he added a little more solemnity, "Fang Heng, this matter is very important."

Fang Heng also knows that this matter is very important.

At the last moment, musjue chose Xu Youning, which shows that Xu Youning is more important than everything else.

If he messed up Xu Yuning, he would have killed musjue himself.

No, let musjue watch Xu Youning leave the world, it will hurt him more than killing him.

Therefore, Fang Heng not only wanted to save Xu Yuning, but also mu sijue.

Thinking of this, Fang Heng suddenly realized that he was bearing the weight of two lives on his young and handsome shoulders!

Shit, tenima's heavy!

Fang Heng looks serious. He looks at Lu Boyan and says, "I don't need you to emphasize it. I know it's very important."

After a pause, Fang Heng continued: "don't worry, even if I have to exchange half my life, I will find a way to cure Xu Yuning. After all, I'm a genius doctor. If Xu Youning died under my hand, didn't I mean to smash his own signboard? "

Fang Heng is always joking, but this time, he is serious.

Lu Boyan believes in Fang Heng, and his eyes gradually relax.

Fang Heng turned to be frivolous and casual again. Looking at Lu Boyan, he smiled, "President Lu, I also want to remind you."

“……”

Monsieur did not speak.

He is so clear about Fang Heng's style that he won't mention anything to wake up.

Fang Heng approaches the camera and looks at Lu Boyan with a smile: "I heard that you love your wife very much. It's so late. You still call us for a meeting for mu Xiaoqi's affairs. I will doubt that your true love is mu Xiaoqi. "

Lu poyan looks at Fang Heng and says, "roll."

He turned off the camera and computer and looked at Su Jian, who was standing next to him.

When Su Jian'an came in, he already knew, but he didn't want those people at the other end of the camera to find her, so he didn't talk to her.

Su Jian'an looked at the wall clock: "it's early morning, go back to sleep."

These days, in order to deal with the affairs of musjue and Xu Youning, Lu Boyan's time is not enough. When he comes home every day, his eyebrows and eyes are inevitably tired.

As soon as he touched the bed, he would fall into a deep sleep, faster than Su Jian'an, just like now.

Su Jian'an looks at Lu Boyan's tired face, caresses his brow, kisses him gently, closes his eyes, snuggles into his arms, and then falls asleep.

The next day, just as the sky was shining brightly, Su Jian'an got up quietly, put on her coat and disappeared into the room.

Having been married for so long, Lu Boyan is used to seeing Su Jian'an beside him when he wakes up. But when he opened his eyes this morning, his position was empty.

There have been cases like this, but few of them can be ignored.

Lu Boyan sat up, his voice low and hoarse in the morning: "Jian an?"

“……” If Su Jian'an is not in the room, naturally no one will respond to Lu Boyan.

Lu Po Yan frowned, and his doubts became more serious. He got up and went downstairs. He could smell a smell coming from the kitchen.

He guessed what, went to the kitchen door, and saw that Su Jianan was preparing breakfast in it.

He knocked on the door to attract Su Jian's attention.

Su Jian'an didn't need to see that it was Lu Boyan. He wiped his hand on the apron, took up a small bowl, and handed it to Lu: "try the taste."

Shortly after she woke up, she was wearing loose light colored family clothes. The whole person felt lazy and comfortable. Under the package of the morning light, she looked extraordinarily soft and beautiful.

Lu Boyan's heart moved, pushing away the bowl in Su Jian'an's hand, and his eyes fixed on her face: "wife, I don't want to try porridge."

Su Jian'an knows Lu Boyan too well. When he calls her wife, it's usually not a good thing.

She took two steps back and looked at Lu Boyan cautiously: "then What do you want to try? "

Lu Boyan suddenly holds Su Jian'an's face and looks at her deeply: "try you."

“……”

Su Jian'an is speechless.

She's not clothes or shoes. Try something!

Su Jian'an didn't have time to protest. Lu Boyan's kiss had already come down. He held her face, rolled it hard on her lips, and absorbed her taste unsatisfactorily.

Gradually, the voice of Su Jian'an's protest disappeared from her mind.

I don't know how long it took for Lu Boyan to release Su Jian'an. In his voice, he didn't know whether it was a warning or a threat: "don't run down without telling me later."This period is too special to see Su Jian'an. It's hard for him to think in a good way.

Su Jian an looks innocent: "you are still sleeping, how can I tell you?"

"You can wake me up," Lu said

“……” After su Jian'an got tangled up for a while, he still said, "I mainly think that after I wake you up, I may not be able to come down..."

Lu poyan narrowed his eyes, stared at Su Jian'an, and smiled meaningfully: "can't come down, what will you do?"