Chapter 729

Xiao yunyun hung his head down and confessed: "yes, I know my right hand can't be recovered. You don't have to think twice to try to hide it from me."

Shen Yuechuan squats down in front of Xiao yunyun and looks at her: "when did you know that?"

Xiao yunyun didn't look up and didn't want to answer Shen Yuechuan.

She is afraid, afraid these days, Shen Yuechuan's good and indulgence are just because of guilt and sympathy, not because she thinks Shen Yuechuan likes her.

She should not use her injuries to win Shen Yuechuan's company, which is insulting to her feelings.

"Yun Yun." Shen Yuechuan called Xiao yunyun, "speak."

Xiao yunyun did not speak, his eyes were astringent, and tears came to his eyes.

She lowered her head and wept silently. The big teardrops dropped on the quilt one by one. The sound was like a drummer hitting Shen Yuechuan's heart heavily.

Shen Yuechuan still can't bear to ask again after all. He raises his hand and wipes her tears, but is patted by Xiao yunyun.

He was stunned - it was the first time Xiao yunyun refused his approach.

However, it's not him. Xiao yunyun won't be hurt like this, and won't lose the qualification to take the scalpel.

Deep inside, Xiao yunyun hates him. Because of the complicated feelings, she could not blame him.

Think of here, Shen Yuechuan stiff back, across the distance looking at Xiao yunyun.

"Shen Yuechuan, I'd rather have my right hand disabled than have you pity me." Xiao Yun refused to look at Shen Yuechuan and said, "you can go."

On the first day of hospitalization, Xiao yunyun tried his best to let Shen Yuechuan stay.

Now, he even drove him away for ridiculous reasons.

Things seem to be different from what Shen Yuechuan thinks. He looks at Xiao yunyun puzzledly: "do you know what you are talking about?"

"Of course I know. I also know why you take care of me and treat me well. " Xiao yunyun looked at Shen Yuechuan in a funny way. "Isn't it because my right hand is disabled, so you sympathize with me! Shen Yuechuan, I don't want you to be kind to me because of sympathy! "

"What kind of cripple? Nonsense! " Shen Yuechuan clutched Xiao yunyun's shoulder. "Your hand still has hope for recovery. You need to cooperate with the doctor's treatment. Don't think much, let alone give up at this time."

"Dr. Zhang is one of the orthopedic authorities in China." Xiao yunyun smiled and said, "if he says there is no way, there is no hope. He asked you to seek expert consultation, just to give you a glimmer of hope and comfort. Don't be silly!"

The last sentence, rather Xiao yunyun is said to listen to their own.

She is a doctor. She knows better than ordinary people. In this world, there are many things that can't be cured even with more money. There are injuries that can never be reversed. There are too many things that can't be done.

A healthy body is like a lover who leaves. If there is no one, there will be no one. If you cheat yourself, you will not come back.

In order to be a doctor, she quarreled with Su Yunjin, studied hard in medical school, overcome all kinds of fears and discomfort, and finally put on her dream white coat, even though she was an intern on the chest card.

But even if it's just an intern, she's a step closer to her dream.

Now, what's the use of resuming her student status and internship qualification? She is no longer qualified to be a doctor.

When there is no love, she comforts herself and dreams.

Now, her dreams are out of reach.

She has nothing. She has lost everything.

Then, let's go, Shen Yuechuan. Anyway, he will never love her. In the end, he will always leave her.

It's better to take advantage of what she has lost, let her end come, let her pain enough at a time.

Shen Yuechuan clearly saw that the light in Xiao yunyun's eyes was slowly darkening, like the stars falling from the sky, not reviving.

She's giving up everything, giving up him, giving up herself.

Su Jian'an conceals Xiao yunyun's injury and is afraid of her collapse. The facts in front of her prove that Su Jian's worry is not superfluous.

Shen Yuechuan looks into Xiao yunyun's eyes and signals her to calm down: "yunyun, things are not what you think..."

"Stop talking!" Xiao yunyun pushes Shen Yuechuan away with all his strength, like a lion suddenly burst out, "Shen Yuechuan, you and Lin zhixia are fake contacts, but you dare not admit it, because you are afraid of me pestering you? You want to continue to use Lin zhixia. Maybe you can use her to prevaricate me sometime! You don't have to work hard anymore. I won't pester you anymore. I don't want your sympathy and pity. You can go now. Go!

Shen Yuechuan narrowed his eyes accidentally: "when did you know that?"

No wonder, a few days ago, Xiao yunyun dared to pester him so recklessly, questioning his and Lin zhixia's affairs, so she knew everything.

Xiao yunyun was so sad that he smiled: "lies will always be broken. How long do you think you can cheat me? Now, you don't have to worry about me pestering you. Don't worry, go back. Don't come again. Don't say that my right hand is disabled. I am paralyzed and don't need your sympathy! "Shen Yuechuan stared at Xiao yunyun: "who told you that I just sympathized with you?"

"Then why do you use Lin zhixia to cheat me? Why don't you accept me?" Xiao yunyun shouted out of control, "it's my business that I hit the green belt. It's nothing to do with you, and you don't need to be responsible for your guilt. You don't need to take care of me anymore. Go!"

Xiao yunyun is almost stubborn. He drives Shen to cross the river again and again.

If her right hand can never recover, Shen Yuechuan will blame herself for life.

However, she doesn't want Shen Yuechuan to spend his time in self reproach, let alone treat her well because of his self reproach.

Or, just be nice to her.

Or, just leave her.

She doesn't want Shen Yuechuan to bear the consequences of the accident with her. She's going to suffer for a lifetime. She doesn't want Shen Yuechuan to blame herself for her life.

Every word of Xiao yunyun is like a sharp knife inserted into Shen Yuechuan's heart. He looks at Xiao yunyun and says, "calm down, Yun Yun."

"I'm calm." Xiao yunyun cried and smiled, but smiled and cried, "Shen Yuechuan, I don't hate you or blame you, but you don't sympathize with me, otherwise I will only be more sad. How about you leave here? Don't come to see me again. We don't have to worry about it any more. I... "

Shen Yuechuan suddenly clasps Xiao yunyun into his arms and kisses her lips like a demon.

Xiao yunyun just felt the warm touch coming from his lips. After the reaction, he lost his voice and was stunned. His pupils enlarged incredulously, so he felt more clearly - Shen Yuechuan was really kissing her.

He Does he know what he's doing?

Shen Yuechuan knows what he is doing and what the consequences will be.

But he couldn't stop, he couldn't get it back.

He defends Lin zhixia and believes that Lin zhixia is not the biggest blow to Xiao yunyun, because she knows the truth and she knows that she is innocent.

But her hands couldn't be recovered, and she couldn't hold the scalpel any more, which was the biggest blow to her.

Xiao yunyun can't bear such a big blow. Shen Yuechuan can't let her face the cruelest things alone. He can't leave her at this time, even if he always hopes that Xiao yunyun can give up on his own initiative.

Shen Yuechuan is like being cast a magic spell. He tightens Xiao Yun little by little, Prys her teeth open and deepen the kiss uncontrollably.

It's a chance to get away from Xiao yunyun, but Shen Yuechuan, as he thought in his dream, tightly encircles her in his arms.

At this time, Shen Yuechuan realized that these days he indulged Xiao yunyun's nonsense, not because of guilt, but because his bottom line and defense line were collapsing.

She is just a student who has not graduated yet. She has the courage to break away from the shackles of blood, regardless of the secular eyes, and stubbornly pursue what he wants.

He clearly loves her and wants her, but why can't he have the courage of Xiao yunyun?

Why didn't he completely lose control until she stopped playing smart and kept him down, but stubbornly drove him away?

Shen Yuechuan's intellect and self-control are broken into powder. He holds Xiao yunyun's face, leaves her lips and kisses the tears on her face: "yunyun, it's not like that."

Xiao yunyun felt the temperature of Shen Yuechuan's lips. He was shocked and lost his voice. He could only ask in his heart in silence: what is that like?

Shen Yuechuan kissed Xiao yunyun's red eyes: "I admit, I really blame myself. But it's not because I sympathize with you that I stay to take care of you and treat you well. "

Xiao yunyun felt that one of his nerves was shaking. The whole person calmed down and his lips moved a few times. Finally, he found his voice: "then why do you take care of me?"

“……”

“……”

"I love you." Shen Yuechuan looked into Xiao yunyun's eyes, word for word, clear and firm, "yunyun, I love you."

“……”

The difference between like and love is as big as Xiao yunyun's surprise now.

These three words like a beam of sunlight shining into her life, the despair and stillness of her eyes finally fade away, beautiful apricot eyes like the land blown by the spring wind, blooming the fresh breath of life little by little.

If she is right, Shen Yuechuan's eyes are red.

If it's not true love, how can a man cry to express his love?

Xiao yunyun is like a stubborn person who treks through mountains and rivers alone, across thorns and high slopes, through deep water and danger, through the worst, and finally finds the person she is looking for.

She couldn't help crying, but this time it was different.

This time, I cried with joy.

Regardless of her wound, she pounced into Shen Yuechuan's arms. Shen Yuechuan bowed his head to hold her lips, absorbed her taste and swallowed her breath.

Xiao yunyun takes the initiative to open his teeth. His lips and teeth are fierce and intertwined with Shen Yuechuan. His breath is ambiguous and compatible with him.

At this moment, as long as she can feel the existence of Shen Yuechuan, she is willing to do anything.

For kissing, Xiao claims to be experienced - she has seen more than n kissing scenes on TV.She knew that kissing was not a good thing.

Shen Yuechuan is like a long-standing animal, squeezing everything from her without giving her time to breathe. Before long, she felt unable to breathe.

However, she doesn't want to push Shen Yuechuan away. Even if she suffocates, as long as she is in Shen Yuechuan's arms, she will