Chapter 584

Su Yunjin thanks fate for bringing Shen Yuechuan back.

But Shen Yuechuan is willing to forgive her. What she needs to thank is not fate.

"Yue Chuan, thank you." A smile from the heart floats on Su Yunjin's face, "with your words, I can fall asleep at ease later."

Shen Yuechuan said nothing.

If he didn't get sick, maybe things would not be as they are now. He would not forgive Su Yunjin so soon.

But now, he doesn't even know how long he can live, so in this world, what are the blame and unforgivable?

What's more, Su Yunjin is the one who gives him life. She doesn't insist on bringing him to the world. Maybe he doesn't even have the chance to encounter misfortune.

"Yue Chuan, later If... " Su Yunjin's eyes glistened with tears. She choked and couldn't say a complete sentence at a time.

Shen Yuechuan knows what Su Yunjin wants to say, and agrees without thinking: "yes."

In the future, Su Yunjin wants to find him and eat with him, which is no problem, but --

"I have a condition." Shen Yuechuan went on.

As long as Shen Yuechuan no longer repels her, do not say a condition, several conditions Su Yunjin will not hesitate to agree.

"No matter what the conditions are, just mention it." Su Yunjin's voice is almost expected.

"Yun Yun told me that you didn't agree with her studying medicine." Shen Yuechuan asked, "can I know why?"

“……” Su Yunjin looked out of the window in silence and said after a while, "when your father was in hospital, we put all our hopes on the doctors, but in the end, so many doctors did not save your father's life. I don't like the profession of doctor.

"Of course, if it is only for this reason, I will not stop yunyun from learning medicine. The most important thing is that medical students have to work harder than other majors, and it's not easy to work after graduation. Yunyun is a girl, I'm afraid she can't bear it. And the current medical environment, you know, is not safe. "

"You don't have to worry about the safety of the crowd." Although Shen Yuechuan's tone is light, it is unquestionable that "after her graduation, Bo Yan will arrange her to work in Lu's private hospital. There is no safety problem at all. As for hard work I think she can stand it. "

Su Yunjin looks at Shen Yuechuan: "so, what do you want me to promise you?"

"To support yunyun in learning medicine." "It's her dream," Shen said

To help Xiao yunyun defend her dream is probably the last thing Shen Yuechuan can do for her.

Su Yunjin looked at Shen Yuechuan, who was serious, and suddenly smiled: "actually, I've already figured it out. I've never supported yunyun to study medicine, but now she's almost graduated from college. It's meaningless for me to object any more. She plans to go all the way to the dark on the way to medical school. I've seen it through. "

Shen Yuechuan didn't expect Su Yunjin to say that. He asked uncertainly, "so, won't you object to her entrance examination?"

"She still wants to take the postgraduate entrance examination?" Su Yunjin was a little surprised, but then he thought it was normal. He nodded, "now, don't say that she is going to take the postgraduate entrance examination. Even if she wants to read all the way to the postdoc, I won't stop her again."

Shen Yuechuan was relieved. At this time, he and Su Yunjin sent the dishes one by one.

"No more of that." Su Yunjin opened the bowl and chopsticks. "Have a meal."

Shen Yuechuan nodded and picked up the chopsticks.

Between mother and son, although still a little strange, but I don't know when the rigid embarrassment has gone, it's not difficult for others to think that they are mother and son.

The meal was a pleasant one.

At last, Shen Yuechuan sent Su Yunjin back to the hotel. This time, he got out of the car and opened the door for him.

Before entering the hotel, Su Yunjin looks back at Shen Yuechuan and seems to have something to say. Shen Yuechuan is not in a hurry, so he quietly waits for Su Yunjin to speak.

But in the end, Su Yunjin only said, "I'm back to the hotel, you drive carefully."

Her desire for words did not escape Shen Yuechuan's eyes. Shen Yuechuan asked directly, "do you have anything else to say to me?"

Su Yunjin didn't expect to be seen through. He was stunned. He used a smile to cover up his unnaturalness: "No. Yue Chuan Now the only thing I dare to hope for is that you can get better. If you can recover, I...... " Hesitated for a moment, Su Yunjin still didn't say what he really wanted to say, changed his way, "I'm willing to give everything."

Shen Yuechuan was unmoved and said lightly: "the situation is that I can't even give up my work completely to cure the disease. So, whether I want to or not, I have to live. Lu Shi and Bo Yan need me. I will cooperate with the doctor for recovery. But it's not your fault that I inherited this disease. You don't need to pay for it. "

Although Su Yunjin is his biological mother, they have never lived together. His health, including everything, does not need Su Yunjin to be responsible.

Shen Yuechuan is used to facing and bearing everything by himself. What's more, he is already an adult. He doesn't want to increase the sense of guilt for anyone.Su Yunjin looks at Shen Yuechuan's eyes, so much like Jiang ye, that she can see through Shen Yuechuan's idea at a glance.

On the surface, Shen Yuechuan is frivolous and unruly, but he is kind. Even if his future fate is unclear, he has not forgotten to take care of people around him.

Su Yunjin regrets for a while.

If she didn't abandon Shen Yuechuan at that time, but chose to take care of Shen Yuechuan all the time, then these years, she won't live like this, and depression won't torture her for so many years.

However, if she did not give up Shen Yuechuan, then she would not have Xiao yunyun, Shen Yuechuan and Xiao yunyun would not know each other, or even involved in emotional ties.

Maybe, in the dark, everything is doomed. And they, they deserve it.

Su Yunjin grabs the bag and looks at Shen Yuechuan and says, "no matter what, Yuechuan, I will accompany you through this difficulty as a mother this time." Owe Shen Yuechuan's company, this time, she made up for it all.

Finish saying, also no matter whether Shen Yuechuan agrees or not, Su Yunjin turns around and returns to the hotel. Shen Yuechuan sees her figure disappear behind the door of the hotel and drives back to the apartment.

The apartment is as quiet as ever, but today, Shen Yuechuan doesn't think it's empty or dark. Instead, he thinks it's full everywhere.

Last time he had this feeling, he kissed Xiao yunyun.

Fate treats everyone, maybe it's really fair. At least after the illness pesters him, Su Yunjin, a warm flame, is in his life.

At this time, Shen Yuechuan tries not to remind himself of Xiao yunyun.

Xiao yunyun is more like a joke that fate plays with him with surprise, but in the end he is disappointed.

Shen Yuechuan returned to his study and turned on the landing lamp. The shadowless warm light spread over the whole desk and covered half of the study.

He sat down and took out the letter that Lin left him.

This letter full of time traces, spanning more than 20 years, connected him with the man who gave him life.

Shen Yuechuan opened the envelope and took out a piece of yellow paper.

On the paper, some of the handwriting has faded a little, but relying on the outline, you can still accurately identify what Jiang Ye wrote.

When Jiang Ye raises his pen, he first apologizes to Shen Yuechuan:

"I'm sorry, son. I'm your father, but I can't grow up with you like the father of others.

"In fact, if you can, I really want to see you grow up day by day, teach you to read and write, send you to kindergarten, listen to which children you like better in class, and then watch you make girlfriend, get married and have children

"But I'm really sorry, little guy. Dad's body doesn't allow him to stay in the world for too long.

"Maybe you will blame me. Since you have been given life, why don't you do your duty as a father?

"I'm really irresponsible to you. So I dare not ask you to forgive me.

"When I saw this letter, you should have been an adult. I want to say to you, in the next days, please take care of your mother like a little man.

"I left the world and left your mother a big mess. I don't know what she would do. But I know that no matter how to deal with it, she will be very hard, let alone she has to take care of a new born you.

"You and your mother are the people I love most and can't let go in this world. However, I seem to favor your mother a little bit. So if you read this letter after you have the ability to live independently, I hope you can take care of your mother for me and let her live happily the rest of her life without me.

"Oh, and if you are going to fall in love, no matter what the result is, when you are together, I hope you will cherish every minute and every second you are with her, and you will not regret listening to me.

"In fact, I have a lot to tell you. I want to tell you more than 20 years of my life experience and how to live a better life in this world. If I can, I even want to arrange every step of the future for you, so that you can grow up without worry.

"But everyone's life trajectory is different. Maybe I should let you experience thousands of tastes of life.

"Well, I don't really want to admit it, because I can't write any more. I have written a long letter to your mother, which has almost exhausted my strength.

"In the end, son, I love you.

"I hope you'll have a smooth life, free from illness and pain. I hope you can meet your favorite people at the most suitable time, form your own small family, and live a happy life.

"If you can, let's be a father and son in the next life. Next time, I won't be so irresponsible. I will grow up with you. "

Looking down, there are only yellow marks on the letter paper.

The last sentence is Jiang Ye's last handwriting in the world.

Shen Yuechuan slowly folded the letter paper, and with a click, there was a cold liquid dripping onto the white desk.He touched his face, only to find that he didn't know when he was already in tears

Jiang Ye asks him to take care of Su Yunjin. He hopes that he will be smooth and profitable all his life, free from illness and pain. He wants to promise Jiang Ye.

But now it seems that he is going to let Jiang ye down