Chapter 567

The alarm of the monitoring instrument stopped abruptly, as if to tell Su Yunjin that there was something completely over.

Su Yunjin shook her head and instinctively refused to accept the truth.

She doesn't believe that Jiang Ye just left.

Their child has just been born. Jiang Ye's spirit is getting better and better. He should be better. Listen to the child call him father and watch the child grow up.

How could he just leave?

Su Yunjin's heart is cutting like a blade, and the great pain encircles her in a narrow space. Her mouth is wide open and she cries soundlessly. As if she can't breathe, the tears flow down her full face and fall on the newly born Shen Yuechuan's face.

Shen Yuechuan, who just came to this world, seemed to feel something, moved his hands and feet, and burst into tears.

At this time, the attending doctor and several experts arrived at the ward.

After checking the eye monitoring instrument, the attending doctor knew that there was little hope. After checking it, he took off his glasses and looked heavily at the nurse: "the patient has no vital signs. Time of death: 17:44 on October 12, XXXX. "

Su Yunjin suddenly realizes that the doctor is announcing Jiang Ye's death.

She got up and clutched the doctor's hand like a driftwood: "doctor, please don't give up. Can you help Jiang ye? Maybe he can wake up as before! Our child is just born, he can't leave us like this... "

Not a very long sentence, Su Yunjin choked and said it intermittently for a long time, the tears were no image, the pleading at the bottom of the eyes was heartbreaking.

However, Jiang Ye has no vital signs, and even the most authoritative experts in the medical field are unable to return to heaven.

The attending doctor patted Su Yunjin's hand: "Miss Su, I'm sorry, Jiang Ye has gone. Save the day. "

Su Yun Jin instinctively refused to listen to this kind of words, and stubbornly shook his head: "no, doctor, there must be another way. Please rescue him as before! As long as I save him, I will give everything... "

The doctor was used to death in the hospital for a long time. However, in the face of Su Yunjin, he couldn't help being compassionate and comforted: "but the rescue is useless. Miss Su, there's an old saying in your country: death can't revive. I'm sorry that gyie left. But you have a new baby to look after. You have to be strong. "

Su Yunjin looks at the doctor imploringly, and suddenly sees the helplessness and sympathy in the doctor's eyes.

She realizes desperately that Jiang Ye has really left the world.

The man lying on the bed who is losing his temperature is not Jiang ye, but his body.

Jiang ye will never open his eyes and look at her with gentle eyes; he will never open his hands to embrace her again.

He will never say again, Yun Jin, I love you.

He has gone somewhere. That place, which she trudged all her life, could not reach.

In an instant, Su Yunjin is like being emptied of all his strength, falling on the ground and crying.

The attending doctor silently put a handkerchief on Su Yunjin's palm and told the nurse: "go to my office, open the drawer for the letters, and take the two letters inside."

The nurse quickly took the things and the attending doctor handed them to Su Yunjin: "these are the two letters Jiang Ye gave me the other day. He asked me to give them to you after he left."

Su Yunjin takes it with trembling hands and opens the letter Jiang Ye left her.

At the beginning of the letter, Jiang ye said, "Yun Jin, I don't want you to see this letter. Because when you see this letter, I must have left you. This is the last thing I want to happen. "

Su Yun Jin closes his eyes hard, but tears still come out of his eyes.

Jiang ye, just as he expected Su Yunjin to cry, went on to say:

"Yunjin, don't cry.

"In my whole life, my best luck is to meet you, but fate makes me unable to live with you forever. It's the rarest disease in the world. I'm sorry.

……

"If heaven can see the world, I will always look at you, so Yun Jin, you must be strong to live - with my share. Promise me, when my things are over, you will be happier and richer day by day. Otherwise, I can't rest assured.

"Yun Jin, I hope you are safe and successful every day without me. I hope nothing can hurt you.

"Yun Jin, this is the last time I write your name, I love you."

……

With a sound of "PATA", Su Yunjin's tears fell on the white letter paper, and a pool of water trace was spread. He held the letter in his arms and held it close to his heart. At last, he could not restrain it any more, and cried loudly.

Seeing this, other doctors and nurses left one after another. The attending doctor put his hand on Su Yunjin's shoulder: "I feel sorry, as the movie said: there are always some people in the world who can't live together forever."For a long time, Su Yunjin raised his head and raised his tear stained lips: "doctor, I'll live with him forever, just one side of the world."

The attending doctor was stunned, patted Su Yunjin on the shoulder, and then left the ward.

Since Su Yunjin said that, he has reason to believe that she will be strong in the face of Jiang Ye's death.

It turned out that the attending doctor was not wrong.

Su Yunjin suppresses the pain, calmly informs his friends about Jiang Ye's death, and holds a memorial service for Jiang Ye. Then, on a sunny day, he lets Jiang Ye sleep in the ground.

No friend does not comfort Su Yunjin, and Su Yunjin always pretends to be a strong answer: "I can support it."

"Do you need us to take care of your children?" My friend said, "Yun Jin, you have just had a baby, you are very weak, and you have been hit so hard. We are worried..."

"Don't worry." Su Yunjin interrupts his friend's words, "when Jiang Ye was in the ICU, I had expected this day. Although it's hard to accept, I have to go through it all the time. The child is my biggest spiritual support now. Let him stay with me. There will be no problem. "

Su Yunjin thinks she can bite her teeth and survive. Her friends believe and support her, but the truth is much more difficult than she imagined.

Because Su Hongyuan chose this opportunity, he constantly harassed and attacked Su Yunjin, and even used all the relationships to let the hospital and friends in the study circle urge Su Yunjin to repay the debt.

Su Yunjin not only has to accept the fact that Jiang Ye died, but also has to take care of a newborn child and face a huge debt.

What she can carry down and break down is that when the house is due, she is driven out of the apartment by the landlord, and the cash she has can't even pay the rent of the cheapest slum house.

She can only carry her children around with her friends.

Born just now, Shen Yuechuan is so sensible that people are uneasy. Except when he is hungry, he seldom cries. He sleeps all night and most of the day. When he opens his eyes occasionally, he just turns his black eyes to the ceiling.

The more he is like this, the more repressed Su Yunjin is, the more she would rather cry and make her upset than accompany her silence.

Because the more silent she was, the more desperate she felt to explode.

When he realizes that he is abnormal, Su Yunjin finds that he begins to hallucinate.

She always thinks that Jiang Ye is still alive. When she hears the sound of opening the door, she will subconsciously look up, smile and look over, and shout: "Jiang Ye."

But what I see is often friends who come back from work.

In the middle of the night, she always feels that Jiang Ye is around. Or she is crouching in Jiang Ye's arms as before.

But when he reached around, he only touched the cold air.

She always felt that Jiang ye called her and answered happily.

But in response to her, only endless emptiness.

Su Yunjin feels desperate and depressed. One day, she slaps Shen Yuechuan, who is looking at the ceiling quietly. Shen Yuechuan looks at her and cries loudly.

She woke up like a dream, crying to hold Shen Yuechuan up, but she could not coax the child.

When my friend came back from work, he saw his mother and son crying together and asked: "Yun Jin, what's the matter?"

Su Yunjin gave the child to a friend and rushed into the bathroom to wash his face with cold water.

When she looked up, she saw herself in the mirror. Her face was yellow, her hair was disordered, her pupils were lax

Where is Su Yunjin? It's a person she doesn't know.

How could su Yunjin, who used to be normal, start with a child?

Su Yunjin confessed to her friend and chatted with a psychology friend for two hours. The friend told her heavily, "Yunjin, you are suffering from depression."

To make matters worse, Su Hongyuan found Su Yunjin again at this time and asked him to go back to China to see Mr. Cui, who has always been yearning for Su Yunjin.

Su won't agree, but Su Hongyuan hears about her depression and threatens, "if you don't come back, I will apply to the court and let me raise the child."

"Why are you!" Su Yunjin is excited. "I am his real mother. You have nothing to do with him!"

"If you suffer from depression, you may end your own life at any time, more likely to end that child's life!" Su Hongyuan took full control of his appearance, "and you are penniless now! My blood relationship with that child is that of uncle and nephew. I'll use a little more relationship. Do you think the court will award me the temporary custody of the child? "

Su Yunjin believes that Su Hongyuan can do such a thing, and in order to hide the children she gave birth to from Mr. Cui, once the children fall into Su Hongyuan's hands, they don't know which one they will be sent to.

But Shen Yuechuan stayed by her side. At the same time, she was in danger. She did not know which day she would lay a heavier hand on her child or herself.When Jiang Ye leaves, Su Yunjin is not so desperate.

At that time, her life and the world she saw were all gray, and she thought of death countless times.

Finally, she decided to give up Shen Yuechuan.

Since she can't take good care of Shen Yuechuan and may endanger the child's life at any time, Su Hongyuan is also covetous to the child. It's better to gamble once. Maybe the child will have a better life.

At that time, Su Yunjin had decided to lay down Shen Yuechuan and end his life.

So, she didn't leave too many clues on Shen Yuechuan, but wrote that his birth mother was from city a and asked the kind passers-by to send the abandoned child to the orphanage.