Chapter 79

Yusheng thinks that he should go to the service department before going to the restaurant. At least he is caught by teacher pingzujing and the person is not there. He is also better to explain.

When Yusheng comes to the door of the activity room of the service department, he looks at the blank class card. Yusheng hesitated, then took a deep breath and opened the door of the classroom.

After coming in, Yusheng found that the snow of snow was the same as when he first met. He was sitting quietly in the classroom with a book.

Yusheng was a little afraid of snow, so he didn't speak. He was going to find a chair to sit down for a while, say hello to her and leave.

"Hello." Xuezhi Xuexue had to say hello to Yusheng after he sat down.

"You... Hello." Yusheng responded.

"I thought you wouldn't come. Do you like to make yourself uncomfortable? Masochistic tendency?" Xuezhi said, but her head was still staring at the book and didn't look up at Yusheng at all.

"No!" Yusheng didn't let anyone slander his hobby.

"Is that a stalker?" Snow said casually.

"Why would I say it on the premise that I like you and have a good feeling for you." after that, Yusheng looked at the snow of snow and read another sentence in his heart‘ Although it does look very beautiful. "

"Isn't there?" seeing that Yusheng had no intention to himself in his words, Xuezhi Xuexue put down his book and looked at Yusheng and asked.

"No... No." Yusheng blushed with some guilty conscience, so he thought of mocking the snow to cover up his guilty conscience. "I can't stand your narcissistic appearance of overconfidence."

"Really? I learned from you. Last time you were confident that you thought you were very good. You not only did a good job in cooking, but also looked very handsome. Except for the recent decline in grades, you were very good in all other aspects."

"Cough..." Yusheng was very embarrassed when he heard Xuezhi's words. He had to cough to cover up. Then he began to change the subject. "Why are you here as soon as I get here? Don't you have to go to activities with your friends? You shouldn't have no friends."

"You and I have only met here twice. Why can we infer that I have no friends? Don't you think this reasoning and judgment based on simple impressions is very retarded and boring?" the snow of snow was a little strange and gave me a glance.

"Tut tut... I don't judge by meeting twice. I also heard from the school that the flower of kaolin. I'm looking at your stranger. Tut tut..."

"So you just combine some rumors that you haven't personally verified. My premise is not very sufficient. It seems that there will be many unjust, false and wrong cases here if you are allowed to be a policeman."

"You are avoiding my question. So do you have any friends!" Yusheng decides not to talk nonsense to her and goes straight to the subject.

"Let me see... First define what kind of friends are..."

"OK, forget it." Yusheng interrupted her as soon as he saw that snow was going to be a long speech. "You don't have friends. Normally, it's good to have friends to say who they are, instead of talking at length like you. But..."

Then Yusheng looked at the snow and saw that it was a little uncomfortable.

"But you look very likable. How can you have no friends?"

After listening to Yusheng's words, the expression of snow turned around slightly, and then began to recall the past years.

"People like you don't understand." he stood up from his deeds. "I've been very cute since I was a child..."

"Tut......" Yusheng couldn't help but smash his mouth.

"So the boys who are close to me are basically fond of me..."

"What a love is it, make complaints about it?"

"It may be a good thing to be liked."

"Ah? What do you mean?"

"In primary school, indoor shoes were stolen and hidden for about 60 times, 50 of which were done by girls. Thanks to them, I don't bring home indoor heels and clarinets every day." when I said snow, I looked helpless and sighed.

"Ah, I'm sorry. It sounds very hard." after listening to Xuezhi xuenai's description, Yusheng felt that what he just said might be too much, so he apologized to her.

"Well, it's hard, because I'm so cute." said the snow, but showed a self mocking expression. "But there's no way, because no one is perfect. Weak and ugly will immediately crowd out others because of jealousy. It's amazing that the better people get, the harder they get. This kind of thing is too unreasonable, so I want to change the world, including people."

After hearing Xuezhi xuenai's words, Yusheng feels quite reasonable, but Yusheng has always been just an ordinary person and has been jealous of others, but he is an introvert, so he has no experience of crowding out others or others. We can only express our understanding of snow, but we can't sympathize with it.

Therefore, after hearing the explanation of snow, Yusheng can cope with it. "What a lofty ideal."

"Even so, it's much better than your attitude of eating and waiting to die. I hate your cowardly part."

Snow of snow is to the point. After pointing out the defects in Yusheng's character, he looked out of the window with some sadness.

Yusheng looks at the snow of snow, and constantly has to compare himself with her.

Yusheng deeply understands that the essence of his so-called ideal of mixed eating and waiting for death is because of his cowardice and inferiority in his character. Even if the conditions he has as a rich second generation will make people who know the truth envy and envy, for Yusheng, it is just a sudden wealth. Even with the conditions after crossing over, Yusheng's soul is still the soul of inferiority in his previous life.

From small to large, he is an ordinary person, and his academic performance can only be regarded as above the average. Even if he occasionally plays supernormal, there will still be more powerful people who abuse themselves to pieces. So I can only despise people who are worse than myself.

When the university entered the society, this feeling of inferiority became more and more intense, and their academic achievements were still acceptable, which was nothing at all. Watching others use the latest kidney machine, while they use inferior fake machines, they will not blame their parents. After all, their parents have dedicated everything just to maintain the family, but even if they don't blame their parents, they will blame everyone for their starting point. After work, I watch others get promoted and get a raise, but I am mediocre. I can only consider making money to maintain my life and repay all kinds of loans when I study. I have no leisure and energy to think about what path I should take, so as to complain that I have no ability, vision and direction, so that I can become an ant in the city.

Therefore, after being at a loss about his life, he always hopes to get rich overnight and then starts to eat and die. It's not that I didn't think about it. If I try to make myself richer after I get rich, but is my ability enough? Will you lose everything you have after becoming rich again because of your lack of ability. Even getting rich overnight is my delusion.

Therefore, the essence of Yusheng's mixed eating and waiting for death is his lack of confidence and cowardice. He is afraid that what he has now is like a dream, and suddenly he will lose it. From thrift to extravagance is easy, from extravagance to thrift is difficult.

The snow of snow is different from herself. She is a poor pseudo rich person in essence, and she is a rich person as she said.