Chapter 182 - Love

"What are you thinking?" Veer look at Reva who is thinking something so seriously and questions. 

"Nothing..." Reva come out of her thought and said. There are many thoughts and also questions in her mind, but she had no one to answer. 

"Let me guess you are thinking if Mahendra even feels anything for you or not?" Veer questions. 

"How....how you know that?" Reva feels too surprised. She is really thinking this. 

"Your face shows your every thought," Veer said with a chuckle. 

"Then what do you think?" Reva questions. 

"I think he feels for you, the way he looks at you, the way he cares about you, I think he has feeling for you, but he is a little stupid regarding feeling, so it might take some time for him to consider his feeling," Veer said after a thought. He remember how disturbed Mahendra looks when they are talking about Reva. But to be honest he also doesn't understand what Mahendra exactly feels about Reva. 

"hmmm" Reva doesn't know what to say. In all reincarnation, all those versions of her boss, are deeply in love with her, and they are interested in her, but this time she is not sure. 

"Why do you like him so much?" Veer questions. 

"For many reasons, it is a long story," Reva said with a smile. 

"I have time," Veer said. And sit near her.

"hmm, I still remember how we first met, it is the function of our college, that time I am in the 12th standard. Boss come for the function. He is just too handsome..." 

"So you fall for his beauty" Veer can't help but said. 

"First let me tell you full story na," Reva said while pouting. 

"Okay, okay, then what happens?" Veer questions. 

"That day he give us a lecture and tells her to study hard. The way he speaks is fascinating.

After the function, I am waiting at the bus stop. That time an accident occurs there, it is boss who help those peoples. He send the husband and wife in his car to the hospital and stand near the bus stop. I can't help but look towards him, he might see my gaze and look towards me, and give me a cute smile, and that day I fall for him" Reva is now in her memories, living that moment again. 

"That so cliche" Veer can't help but say. 

"Hmm, you don't want to know the reaming story?" Reva can't help but question. 

"Oh sorry go ahead," Veer said. 

"After that, I work hard, people say you can crush on someone for only six months, after the six months, if you still have a crush on him, then it is true love. I also have a crush on him for all the three years of my degree, I work hard in my college, and get good marks, While I am studying I also started to gather more information about the boss. I got to know that his company is the one that runs our orphanage. Then...."

"You...are you an orphan?" Veer can't help but question. He doesn't know much about Reva. He never try to know more about her, not only about her but about anyone. 

"Yes, now if you disturb me again, I will not tell you," Reva said. 

"Okay," Veer said and then he acts like he is zipping his mouth. 

"that's good, okay then I somehow convince the head of our orphanage, that I wanted to join the company and repay the favor boss and his company is doing on me, and with his help, I join the company.

After joining the company I also learn more about the boss, like how intelligent, smart, and cunning he is, about his achievement, and also about his kindness. I work super hard and become Raj's assistant. While working with him so close I fall for him more" Reva take a pause, after taking a deep breath she continued. 

"To be honest it doesn't matter much to me if boss loves me or not because, at the end of the day, he makes me a better person, he never tells me to love him, I am lucky that he still allows me to love him. To be honest, while loving him, I also fall for who I become" Reva said with a big smile. She can't help but once again realize why she can fight so far. The reason is love. 

"Hmm, but don't you feel at loss, because he is not loving you?" Veer can't help but question. 

"Loving him is my choice, not loving me is his. to be honest, I have my reasons to fall for him, but he doesn't have anything for which he will like me, he might meet many women who are far better choice than me," Reva said in a very soft voice. 

"I don't understand you, why do you like that brat, you might get heartbroken" Veer can't help but say. 

"You know what, many people don't even get the person they completely fall for, many people stay in relationships which don't even make them happy, many people don't want to see their partner face, still need to stay in the relationship, it is more heartbreaking. I still get chance to love someone and do you know, boss can do anything with me, but he chose to not do,

He never love me, but he always respect me, he always shows care towards me, he always tries to help me, he helps me to become a better person. He is not only my boss but a mentor too. He is like my idol, so I don't think I will be heartbroken, indeed I will feel sad, but that's all. I am quite happy that he allow me to love him" Reva replied. 

Reva's this answer brings some memories back to Veer's mind. He also love someone, he loves so much that it become quite difficult for him to leave that person.

But in the end that person is the one who left him.