Chapter 135 - 3.37

Anu gains her consciousness when Mahendra is in the washroom, but she is not able to be conscious for long, she even thought that she transmigrated again, thankfully system tells her that's not the case. 

Anu hears Mahendra's confession, it is just that, she is not able to open her eyes, but when he gets the call, she finally managed to open her eyes. She hears his words and knows that he is really sorry. 

Mahendra never speak back to his maternal grandpa, but now for her, he uses such words for him, she can't help but wanted to smile, but now she will not forgive so early, 

"Anu you wake up, let me call the doctor," Mahendra said, and before Anu can say something he runs away. 

The doctor also come quickly and check Anu's health, they tell them that she is fine now, but she still needs to take complete rest and don't stress out. 

After the doctor goes, Mahendra gives a kiss on her forehead. Anu frown, and said that she hates him. 

"But I love you," Mahendra said in a very pitiful voice, he also helps Anu to drink some water, the doctor tells him that they are sending some soup for her, as now she wakes up after so long time, it is not advisable to eat something. 

The nurse comes with soup, Mahendra tells the nurse to go and he tells Anu to open her mouth. 

"I can eat" Anu wanted to say that she can eat herself, but to be honest she is feeling weak, remembering the memory of her accident, she feels shivered. 

"Don't be scared" Mahendra tells her, he can sense her emotions, then he feeds her, Anu is too hungry that she decided to not argue with him. After eating she again falls asleep. This time Chinu and others come to visit her. 

Aniket tells Mahendra that they will stay here, and he can go back and take bath, Mahendra book a room, near the hospital, he goes there & take a bath, and then quickly do a video meeting, now he has investment, it is quite easy for him to win his business back. 

Mahendra after the video call ended, call his secretary and also bought food for him and Aniket and co. 

When he reaches the hospital, he sees the old woman and the little girl also come with flowers and fruits. Anu is also conscious and talking to them while smiling. 

The doctor comes and warns them and tells now Anu needs to rest. Anu and others obediently follows. Mahendra urges them to eat, he also eats his brunch, then he tells them to go back. Chinu and Aniket are quite unwilling, but Mahendra convinces them. 

In the night they still come, this time Anu tell them they should not worry about her, and she will call them, on which Chinu and Aniket agreed reluctantly. 

Anu doesn't speak with Mahendra in these two days, but Mahendra talk with her, first, he tells her that he takes the cheque and he is quite grateful about that, and he also gives his company shares to Anu, which surprises Anu, but she doesn't show it. 

Then he tells her that he fire Shanaya, and also talk about his future plan about get married to her, 

"I will not marry you," Anu tells him, on which Mahendra smile. He doesn't know if Anu knows about the child, but he doesn't have the heart to tell her, he understands that he needs to speak with her, otherwise, when she knows the truth from others, she will be more heartbroken. 

One week has passed and now Anu is in better health, so Mahendra decided to talk with her. 

"Anu do you know when you got in the accident you are pregnant?" Mahendra question, which surprises Anu, to be honest, she doesn't know. She has PCOS previously, it means her periods are very irregular,t so she doesn't think much when she don't ger periods form two month, but now...

"our child, .....it is no more" Mahendra looking at her face which has a big question mark tell her while shading teras, he is the reason for that, he is the reason for his child's death, and also the reason for Anu's pain. 

Anu after listening to this, can't help but start to cry, she is taking medicine to convince the child, but when she convinces, she is not able to keep it.

Mahendra repeatedly say sorry to her, Anu to be honest understand that he is not at fault, in previous days she sees his seriousness, she understands he really love her and wanted to be with her, she also loves him, after knowing that day, he is not eating breakfast with Shanaya, but with his grandpa she started to feel much better. 

The death of her infant is quite heartbreaking for her, but she understands that it is not the fault of Mahendra. 

"Doctor tells me the chances of me giving birth is quite small, also I might have the danger of death, during childbirth, now when our first child is not anymore, I don't know if I give you a child again or not, so you should think about our relationship and future," Anu said looking at Mahendra. This sentence shows that she is not blaming Mahendra, and wanted to continue being with him, which makes Mahendra happy. 

"It doesn't matter, if we have a child or not, to be honest, I am not sure if I will be a good parent, and before your brother come back, I decided to adopt Chinu, if you get agree to be in a relationship with me, for me having you in my life is all the matter, without you I desire nothing," Mahendra said looking at her eyes, Anu sees the love in his eyes and feels blessed. 

"You should think about until I get discharged, life is not easy, you might change your opinion, I giving you choice, because if you tell me to broke up again, then I might not able to survive," Anu said while looking toward Mahendra. She is not sure why is not able to remember anything, but one thing is sure she loves him. 

She loves him a lot.