Chapter 39 - End Of Fight

Mahendra realized he is too harsh just now. Reva has low self-confidence, and she going too far for him, but still, he again blames her.

There are so many types of love, motherly love, fatherly love, a love which we have for our friends, and also for nonliving things, and it has it's own way to express it. But the love between lovers, even though we can express it verbally it is still required to show it with action.

Indeed he is thinking about her future, but what about the present? he now understand for Reva if this pleasure is important then she might already have it, she just wanted to feel secure, she just wanted to feel that he only has her in his mind.

He somewhat understands her mental state. And he feels guilty for judging her. He decided to make things clear.

"Sorry, I am just too angry. I don't mean it" He said while coming near her, and try to wipe her tears, but his hand gets slapped.

"Don't touch me, because if you touch me, I might take advantage of you" Reva said angrily.

"Hmmm, why you go to meet a doctor?" Mahendra questioned her while holding her hands and kissing them.

"That... are you spying on me?" she questioned.

"Yes, what will I do, if you leave me?" Mahendra said to relax the atmosphere.

"hmph" Reva doesn't know what to say.

"Reva, I am sorry, I don't mean it. I just don't know what to do. I don't want to waste your life. You are beautiful, smart, loving, after my death, you can again start your life with someone else"

"But I don't want, I tell you previously that I only want you, no one else"

"Hmm, it just someday I feel too pessimistic, I don't want to die, Reva, I feel scared. I don't want to leave you or this beautiful world" Mahendra this time can't help but started to cry. He is really scared. he doesn't know when he will say goodbye to this world.

Reva also started crying. After crying for a long time they both feel calm.

"Mahendra, every person on the earth is going to die, it is just some have a long life and some short, but still we need to complete it. And Life should be deep instead of long. We still have some time, we can make it our best years, only if you are willing" Reva said.

"hmmm"

"Do you know people need to struggle for food and need to do the work which they don't even want to do, people live in fear, some people see there loved one die in front of them? Some people have incurable diseases and live their entire life in hospital beds, we are more fortunate than them, then why waste our life thinking about death.

We can choose to live every day or to die every day, so why choose to die, live every day as it is a celebration of you are alive for one more day" Reva said while kissing his cheeks.

"Hmm, okay from tomorrow onwards our dream life will be starting"

"not tomorrow but form today," Reva said while kissing him. Mahendra deepen the kiss, he wanted to cross the limit but before that, they heard Neha's voice calling them for dinner.

"Time for dinner?, so early" Mahendra murmur and look towards his watch and realized it has been three hours from when they eat evening snacks.

"Let's go and eat dinner," Reva said while pulling his hand.

Today again all the food is his favorite, he again realized how fortunate he was. After eating dinner. They said good night to each other, and he pulls Reva towards his bedroom.

"Are you sure you wanted to do this, I will give you five minutes, but after that, I will not let you go" Mahendra once again asked Reva.

"I am sure," Reva said while kissing him. Mahendra deepens the kiss and started to remove her clothes, and after that, he does what he supposed to do.

The next day, Reva wake up so late. She remembers what they do and feels her face turning red again. She tries to find Mahednra but realized that he is not in the bed. She tries to wake but her back is hurting. Still, she somehow manages to sit. She found a new dress on the table near, she quickly wears it.

She wanted to take a bath, but before she can go, Mahendra comes inside with breakfast.

"Good morning baby," he said while giving her a peck on the forehead.

"Baby?" Reva questioned him, first, she is not used to this second, Mahendra also doesn't use this type of words.

"Oh I search on the internet, this type of word can make women extra happy, aren't you happy?" Mahendra questioned.

"hmmm" Reva don't know what to say on this.

"Oh, and how is my performance?" he again questioned her.

"Good," Reva said with a red face.

"only good? not excellent" He tries to tease her.

"I don't have enough experience to compare it," Reva said with anger.

"Sorry, sorry, now eat the breakfast"

"I don't even brush my teeth," Reva said going towards the bathroom, but due to the pain, she is walking slowly. Mahendra wanted to follow her in the bathroom, but she shut the door very loudly.

"By the way how is my performance?" Reva asked shyly, only showing her head from the bathroom door., she doesn't even know why she is asking this.

"...Pretty good, but need practice," Mahendra said after some thinking. Reva again shut the door very loudly. Mahendra seeing her childish act laugh loudly.

After she comes back, they both eat breakfast hurriedly. Reva inquired about children on which Mahendra tells her that Neha sends the school. Reva is grateful to her mother-in-law. Mahendra asks her what is her plan today, on which she tells him she won't have any.

"Then help me to make my bucket list," Mahendra said.

"Bucket list?" Reva questioned.

"Yes, it is the list in which we write the thing....."

"I know that, it just I never know that rich people have it too"

"What with this thinking....." Mahendra said while thinking.

"Can we make a couple's bucket list too?" Reva questioned.

"Of course" Mahendra replied, while kissing her corner of lips, Reva feels too shy, but she like this feeling very much.. And she is also very excited to write their couple bucket list, and also complete it.