Chapter 28 - Distancing Himself From Her

After taking bath, Mahedrna quickly get ready, he needs time to think about his life and about his emotions. So he decided to quickly leave the home. But unfortunately for him Reva is quite fast she tells him to eat the breakfast.

"I will eat something in office" Mahednra said.

"It will take an hour to go there, and then you might be forgot about breakfast, and I already made it so please eat" Reva said with a little anger, she don't understand why even after knowing about his illness he don't care for his body, yesterday he drink so much and now he is avoidnign breakfast. Mahendra feels helpless and decided to eat. After eating the breakfast he leaves for office.

Even though he is drunk yesterday, due to Reva who take care of him for whole night, he is quite in good healthy today, also he already preparing for a long time for this meeting, so the meeting goes very well.

Arvind who is his partner in business congratulated him. And then he ask him who Reva is, and what those two children doing their in his home.

"Why are you asking?" Mahendra questioned him.

"Just wanted to know, because even after you vomited on her, she still take it very lightly, if I was there I might slap you" Arvind said the matter of face.

"I vomited on her?" Mahednra feels disgurested by himself. He tries to remember if Reva looks angry or disgusted by him in the morning but realized Reva act normally.

After that Arvind tells him about his condition yesterday, Mahendra can't help but feel little guilty, but there is also another feeling in his heart.

After his mom dad's divorce, he somehow started to feel like he is an unwanted child, but as time goes he started to come out of his bubble and started to grow into a very confident child, but he never acts unruly or take anyone's help, he even don't like servents surrounding him that's why he never has full-time worker with him.

He doesn't like people to see his pathetic side, but now Reva already sees him. What she thinks about him, what more she takes care of him because is she considers him friend, or because she feels pity for him or she sees her boss in him. He doesn't know the answer, but he doesn't like any idea, he wanted more than that.

But the question is he deserved to be?

Now when he only has some years to live, maybe only three or four, he really desires someone, someone who will be with him. He remembers those restless nights after he got to know about his illness. He doesn't even want to eat anything, and there is no one who will remind him. Grandpa is now very old, he has friends but they are also busy, he himself never care for anyone so what right he has.

But when he is with Reva, or with children he feels happy. Those three people are so innocent and in their happy mood that he also forgot about his illness.

He remembers children get happy with some little toys or just with their favorite food, while Reva.... that girl is happy if he smiles more. Eat more and feel good. Why his happiness affects her? because of her boss?

He understands it is due to the money he spent, also due to Reva is a good person, but most importantly he is similar to her boss. But he can't accept it. He wants that someone whom he will love accepts him completely. With all the broken parts he has, with all the bad habits he has, with all those mood swings and everything disgusting he does, he wanted to get accepted fully.

After thinking a lot he decided it is better to stay away from Reva, anyway he doesn't love her completely now, and he is going to die, she can find anyone. She is already in pain due to that person, he doesn't wnated to make her sadder in the future. Thinking this he sends his secretary home to bring his some clothes from home.

In reality, he can buy new clothes, and his other houses have extra clothes for him, but as they say, people can't able to think when they are in love. He just wanted to let Reva know that he is distancing himself from her.

Here Reva also thinks about the things which happen in recent days. To be honest, she is in this world for nearly nine months now, and things change pretty quickly. In her previous life, after her boss's death, there is nothing for which she can live. So she does the things which she thinks she needs to do. In these three years of time, she lives on those memories, maybe because he is the only person she has in her life.

But after coming here, she has Aditi and Aditya, these two little angels, are her responsibility, and she does it like her task, but these two little children give her love. Which she never gets thoroughly. Their shy words which show their love are absolutely necessary for her. In her whole life, she wanted two words of love, a hug, a family, and in this world she gets that. Not completely though.

But again then Mahendra comes into her life. She can say at first she only thinks about him because he is somewhat like her boss. But as they come closer she started to know lots of things about him. Unlike her boss who is quite ruthless, this Mahendra is quite navy and cute. He is not as successful as her boss. But the main difference is, her boss is like a god for her, whom she can adore from distance, he can solve her problem in just a few seconds. But this Mahendra...

He gives her a feeling of a friend like they are on the same level. Listening to the stories of this Mahendra from grandpa she also realizes he is very very alone, in this case, he is quite similar to her boss. Anyway, she realized that she has some feelings for him, and if he wanted then she can stay with him forever. But only if he wants.

While Reva is thinking this, she gets a visitor, it is the secretary of Mahendra, he takes Mahendra's cloth with him. Reva questioned him why he is doing this on which he replied it is Mahendra's order. Reva doesn't understand what is happening. She tries to contact Mahendra but don't able to.

And then she realized that Mahendra blocks her number.

Wow! Just wow!