Chapter 11 - Flashback

Don't always convince yourself that someone loves you, sometimes even love needs to be tested to find out the actual truth.

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"This is bad... Did I get caught?" thought Dexter.

He was very afraid, if his actions were exposed it would make it even more difficult for Kaili to love him.

"Feeling familiar? Maybe we've met before," said Dexter nervously.

"Ah, that's right, maybe we've met before but we didn't realize it then," said Dexter again after successfully neutralizing his feelings.

"Ah no no ... it's just that I feel that you are similar to him, especially your eyes, the look in your eyes is very similar to him, as well as your concern for me," said Kaili.

"Him.? Who is he?" asked Dexter curiously.

"Who else if not that jerk who took advantage of me, without my knowledge and pretended to be innocent," said Kaili again.

"Man? Is it your boyfriend?" asked Dexter, wanting to dig deeper.

"Tch .... he doesn't deserve to be my boyfriend, he's just a jerk who has no rules of life. And he's always so arbitrary, how could I love a man like that," said Kaili again.

Somehow hearing that inappropriate words arose a deep emotion in Dexter's heart, he was holding the glass very tightly, his eyes seemed to be ready to kill someone, whoever that had touched her wouldn't be able to run out from his grasp.

"What's the man's name?" asked Dexter coldly, his gloominess and cold aura could not be concealed and were felt by Kaili too.

But Kaili ignored the chill around her and answered Dexter;

"His name is Dexter! What a sickening narcissist! I hate him forever, he's the one who took advantage of me but he's also the one who feels the most at a loss! Do you know how much I hate him? I even want to crush his whole body by crashing a car into him. So that I can take out my irritation on him," explained Kaili again.

"Why do you hate him so much?" asked Dexter coldly.

"Why else if not because he acted arbitrarily towards me, he felt that he was great, he was very narsis. Does he think that his profession, which is only a doctor will be accepted in my family? His were dreams too shallow!" Kaili yelled at Dexter.

Hearing that, anger immediately filled Dexter's heart, his jaw tightened because he was holding back his emotions. He needed someone who could be used as a tool to throw away his pain and resentment. Someone who can be beaten to death!!

"Kaili .... how could you insult me?? Do you only look at me from my profession?? I thought you were different from the others, it turns out you are the same!! Women who are hungry for money and power!! I can not accept despicable women like you!!" thought Dexter, his face already turning red from the anger he was holding back.

"No wonder you always reject me, it turns out that you think that I deserve to get into the Goh family!! Unfortunately, your thoughts are too shallow, Miss Goh, if there is anything inappropriate to exit my heart; it is you, the one from the Goh family!!!" Dexter thought again, his anger was now rising, to the point that the glass he was holding broke because of how hard he was holding it!!

"Somehow everyone always does only wrong things to me," said Kaili, starting to cry.

"My parents always force me, do you know if in this world there is a God who is the author of destiny, then in the story of my life, my destiny has been determined by my parents and my family. I don't even have the right to defend my wishes. Only my parents had the right to decide, even that bastard Dexter is the same. He raped me and at the same time, he also insulted me! He acted as if he was the most unfortunate and at a disadvantage, he took my chastity without realizing it! Loss? I ask you, aren't we the women who will lose? If my father knew how would I explain? How will I find a man who loves me? A great man according to my father, someone big! Who will accept me if I am not pure anymore," continued Kaili crying.

"You are a woman who does not know what's good for you!!! In your mind is it the only thing running, how to find a wealthy man like your husband!!! It is wrong of me to judge you as an innocent woman!! You are no different from those despicable women out there!!!" Dexter thought to himself, really he couldn't stand it but he tried to keep listening to Kaili's chatter.

Dexter wanted to know all of Kaili's assessment of him.

"Ha ... Ha..ha .... Sorry I'm so much forthcoming when confiding into you miss. Sorry for my impudence, I hope you will keep everything I say as a secret," said Kaili, laughing.

Hearing Kaili's laughter, Dexter immediately glanced at Kaili.

"Something's wrong" he muttered and then touched Kaili's face.

"Damn this girl is drunk! How could a glass of wine make her drunk, isn't it just a wine of low alcohol? Why is this woman getting drunk so easily? Didn't she get drunk the other day because she finished 5 bottles of champagne? And, not it's only a glass!" thought Dexter, then he held Kaili closer who was already unconscious.

Afterward, when he came over to Dexter, Leo chuckled with mirth.

"You think, I don't who's doing is this!?" said Dexter coldly staring at Leo sharply.

"Hey, why are you looking at me like that? Huh?" Leo asked, still laughing as if he didn't care about Dexter's sharp gaze.

"No need to mince words, this is your doing, right? You told the waiter to come over deliberately and give her a drink that you mixed with the liquor that contains 96% alcohol. You deliberately mixed it with a little wine so that we would think it was normal wine," said Dexter accusingly.

"Your accusations are always right, Mr. Dexter," Leo replied casually.

You... How dare you still act normal like this after making a girl unconscious, don't you know this is a crime!!" said Dexter angrily.