Chapter 55：I Am A Bad Mother

"Feeling better now?" Andy Lu stand behind her while crossing her arm into his chest.

Upon hearing Andy's voice, she wipe her tears and nodded. Her face still wet and her nose still red.

With her raspy voice she ask. "What are you doing here?"

"I could not sleep after hearing your violin sound. It's too sad."

"Hm. It is sad. But she said this is her feeling back then. I wonder why she felt that way."

"Who is she?" Andy Lu feel curious.

"My angel." after she noticed how she replied, she chuckle a little. It's remind her of Yu Lin's answer last time.

"..."

"She was my only one best friend that I have when I was a kid."

"Is she same age as you?" he ask again. He walk to her side and sit beside her in the bench.

"No. She was a grown woman when I met her. I think she might be as same age as my mother-in-law."

"That's odd."

"Hm? Yeah. She spend her days with me for almost five to six years and after that she vanish just like that. I never met her since then." She wipe her tears that flowing down again.

Meanwhile in Hai Rin's the room, Xin Me eyes also start to redden. She remembered this music. This is the song of her best friend before she passed away 15 years ago.

That means, she is really her best friend's daughter. 'I found her Ling! I found her!' she said sadly in her heart.

In Hai Yin room, she curled up her body and cover with blanket. She start sobbing silently. She keep mumble to herself.

"I am a bad mother. I am a bad mother.."

After Hai Rin feel a bit relieve, she look at the man beside her. She smile and thank him for accompanying her.

Before she walk back to her house, he grab her hand. Andy look at her wet eyes.

"Rin, I wonder. If you were not Richard's wife and I am not his family butler, would we possibly met by any chance? Would we encounter another story between us?"

She was stunned by Andy's word. She silent for moment before she answered carefully.

"If that happen, I thinks I might treat you differently from now. Maybe we won't be like this." she smile and lift up her wrist asking him to release it.

Noticing that he still holding her hand, he quickly release her wrist gently. "sorry." he said slowly.

"It's okay. Good night Andy." she fled to her mother's room.

When she open the door, it was pitch black. Without any light from the inside. She turn on the bedside lamp and flip open the blanket that cover her mother inside.

"Mama.. What's wrong? You don't feel good?" she ask worriedly

"Rinrin. I am a bad mother. What should I do? I am a bad mother." she cried and hug Hai Rin's neck.

"Mama.. What are you talking about? You are not a bad mother. Don't think too much." she patted her mother back softly.

"But.. I made her for not taking you back. I made her suffer. I am evil! I am bad!"

"No no. Don't say something like that. I don't hate you even if you are a bad mother." she keep calming her mother emotions. Even though she didn't understand what triggered her mother to say something like that.

Hai Yin sleeping while hugging her arm. While Hai Rin was staring blankly at the ceiling. Her mind was wide awake.

Suddenly she missed Richard's arm that keep her warm every night. His soft breathe when he was asleep and his scent of body that smells refreshing.

'How long do you planned to betray on your body huh? Ms. Stupid heart? Stop pounding so hard for the wrong person. It's only leave you with a scar. Don't you afraid that you will never be recover?' she mumble in her mind until she fell asleep not long after.

For the next two days she spent her days with her mother-in-law and aunt-in-law. She bring both of them to the wet market and also she bring them to the city at night, sightseeing in this city.

Since they both are her guest, she did not plan on playing prank. She will do only if there is Lee Zhen's around because he is the one who control the household.

On the last day Xin Me remind her daughter-in-law that she need to be back 3 month earlier than Richard since the elder will announce her status and she also need to learn etiquette lesson with Mr. Chu. It is necessary for her since the guest is from the noble family and royal family around the world.

Hai Rin just nodded without giving much thought about it. As long as Andy Lu take note about it, she did not care much. She knew how reliable her butler is.

They separate at the international airport. The last four days Xin Me and Mu Ning spend at Calestical City really made her happy. It was very nice to live as an ordinary people and learn a lot of things. She thought.

In the car Hai Rin was focus on her laptop when she suddenly thought of something. She raise up her head and look at Andy beside her.

"Andy, next month before we return to Imperial City, book a hotel at Xuanwu beach. We will go holiday. A week before we return back okay?" she said with a serious tone.

"Okay." he replied instantly.

Before she turn her gaze back at her laptop, she suddenly remember that she did not have any swim suit. All of her bikini was at the mansion. She hesitantly said again.

"Could you.. Accompany me buying some bikini?"

"Uh..okay." he felt a bit awkward but he can't reject her command.

They both go to the shopping mall in the city. She pick one by one bikini at the display and show it to Andy Lu.

"What do you think? Which one look good on me?"

Andy just took a glance and turn his eyes away after that. He pointed his finger on the black swim suit that she hold.

"This one is quite okay with your skin colour." he said gently.

A few shop assistant cup her hand to their mouth giggling seeing Andy's action. In their eyes, Andy reaction looks cute.

Hai Rin looked at the bikini that Andy pointed. She put back the beige body suit that she hold in other hand.

"Wait here. I'll try it out." she said hurriedly and go to the changing room.

Trying the outfit, she looked at herself in the mirror. The design looked cute. It was lace halter neck bra. It cover her cleavage and the colour cover her size of breast. While the panties also designed as mini skirt. Its cover her hip and her v line.

It was a wise choice. Andy really know how to pick a good style for her. She was satisfied with his choice and change back to her clothes before she pay for the bikini.

After that they buy another item for their holiday on next month.