Chapter 1410 first come first served

Pei Cheng is desperate.

When he looks at sjongzhi, he will think of himself. At that time, Rowling used up all her means. She used to please and cry.

If you are in a hurry, you will never find him again, but in a few days you can't help yourself to join in.

At that time, he was upset.

Apart from annoyance, there is no sense of happiness. Being liked, he has a little burden, but nothing else.

He didn't know that Irene had experienced such pain.

Until now.

On the other hand, he understood Rowling. All that she suffered in those years has now been added to Pei Cheng.

And what's even more desperate is that he knows exactly what he thinks.

Unrequited love is like your sweetheart is deaf and dumb. She can't see you being delayed by the wind, the sword, the beauty you have prepared carefully, or appreciate your kindness. She can't hear you crying and shouting like blood.

All you have is in vain.

You can't blame her because she can't see or hear. Her heart is a stone door. It fits perfectly. You can't shake it.

"Is that doctor Si?" Asked Rowling, gritting her teeth.

When she first arrived at the hospital, she asked Pei Cheng about all kinds of things. I heard that he didn't have a girlfriend. She was so happy, but someone said that he and a female doctor were very compatible.

At that time, she was furious. She didn't hear anyone else's words, so she knew to spread rumors that she was Dr. Pei's girlfriend and was engaged to him.

The rumor exploded in a flash.

Pei Cheng also knew, only repeatedly warned her once.

This kind of warning, which she has heard from time to time in the past years, doesn't care at all.

Pei Cheng, however, has exhausted all the means to refuse her, and has nothing to do with her.

"Do you like her?" "You fell in love with that little girl, didn't you?" asked Rowling

Pei Cheng slightly pursed his lower lip.

"Pei Cheng, how can you do this? If someone comes into your heart, it should be me. I've been lining up for nine years since I was 16! " Irene's tears rolled down.

She seemed to be knocked down in a flash.

Pei Cheng hands her a handkerchief.

"Irene, I'd like to choose you if I could come first and then." Pei Cheng's voice is a little hoarse and his speech is very slow. It seems that he will exhaust his strength.

If he could choose by himself, he would not have to suffer like this.

At that time, he was 26 years old in Nanjing. He didn't talk about love. He was obsessed with medicine. Women are pink skeletons. Suddenly one day, he saw the girl in the crowd.

Her appearance was in line with his expectation, as if she had imagined her future partner for countless times in her mind. Seeing this, she felt something was wrong, and seeing that, she was not very satisfied. At last, she suddenly saw her, as if the line in her heart had been alive all of a sudden.

He suddenly opened up. I liked it.

Her appearance was right in his death spot, which immediately made his inner fantasy real.

Love is a very mysterious and mysterious thing, but he did remember her and engraved her shadow in his heart when he first saw siqiongzhi.

Later slowly contact, found her aloofness, her indifference, the shadow in the heart of precipitation down, dare not float up.

It's like wine making. The more precipitation, the more rich it is. Because in the process of airtight, the shadow ferments.

So, the heart has been drunk into a group, not under the control of other rationality, will think of her, to pay attention to her, after she refused, she was very embarrassed, fled her.

Originally, I planned to go out for half a month, but after five days, I couldn't stand it. I still wanted to come back and test her reaction again.

That day, he talked with her and ran over them in his heart one by one. He felt as if he was wrong. If he told her again, would he get a different answer?

Irene's coming back.

After Pei Cheng moved out of Nanjing, he didn't inform Luo Ailin.

She had only recently heard from him, and she made up an excuse and ran to him.

It's only five days since I've seen you, and I've changed my mind. She was a little embarrassed that day. Pei Cheng mistakenly thought that she was loose. It was just his misunderstanding.

She recovered as if nothing had happened.

Pei Cheng thought: it's not different. Even if he can speak clearly, he can't get a satisfactory answer.

"Irene, when you were very kind to me, I didn't care about it, so I was very sad. I went to the teacher and he said I didn't have empathy.

It's a flaw, he says, that you're not born to resonate with other people's feelings. I used to think of myself like this until I met her. " Pei Chengdao.

His empathy is really poor.

Love in the "tangled up" does not work for him at all, because when he is not moved, the influence of outsiders on him is almost zero.

It's rare for someone to do so.

When Rowling chased him, he didn't deliberately suppress himself. He had no touch. It was natural.

Until he met Jack.

The walls of his heart collapsed and all the barriers disappeared.

"Do you believe in retribution?" Pei Cheng asked, "I believe this is my retribution."

He fell in love with a girl worse than his empathy.

Siqiongzhi refuses to pick up others. It seems that he has a feud with others. If he is weak, he will poke at others. He has no feelings.

"I am the one you hurt! If there is retribution, it should be retribution! " Rowling choked.

She can't help it any more. She jumps up and hugs Pei Cheng.

Pei Cheng quickly braked and pulled over the car.

He was helpless and pushed her.

Eileen was so tied up that she didn't want to let go. She cried: "you are like a wooden man. You have finally cultivated a heart. Now that you have a heart, you can install others or me in your heart! "

She said in a pleading voice, "put me in, will you? Please. "

Pei sighed. This time, he used his strength to take her off himself.

He got out of the car himself.

The tall green dragon tree on the side of the street fell into a strong shade. Standing in the shadow, he lit a cigarette in silence.

Rowling didn't follow.

She sat in the car, letting tears wet her cheeks. The agony of begging for nothing, tormented her for so many years, she always thought that she was copper and iron.

But the one who can't get it himself falls in love with others, and he can't get it.

I don't know why, Irene is so upset.

In this world, probably only she knows his heart, so she loves him and takes pity on him.

Her full of anger, now also with tears slowly flow away. This is the shrine in her heart. After such a long time, she has already lost the significance of whether she can get him or not.

Pei Cheng usually doesn't smoke. This pack of cigarettes was left in his car last time.

Thinking of Pei Jie, Pei Cheng is in a trance again.

"Pei Cheng." I don't know when she got out of the car. "Kiss me. Just for a moment, I won't pester you again. I've been waiting for nine years, and I'll make a full stop. "

Pei Cheng doesn't know when she got close.

He raised his eyes, looked at her quietly, and finally shook his head: "the power of the end is in your heart, not by my kiss. I'm sorry, Irene. I can't give you anything. " Rowling raised her hand and slapped him heavily.