CH 3.1

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She fell in love with a man who couldn’t laugh. He said that there were not so many funny things in one’s life. He always kept his lips pursed and had a sullen face. 

His eyes hide an unspeakable and indescribable melancholy in them, and there was a small dent in his chin, which seems to be a wound left by the god of destiny maliciously. Except for patients and all medical related things, he couldn’t find any other pleasures in life. For him, life was the only word “boring”.

She thought that perhaps the reason he had become such a harsh and unapproachable man was because he had been living very hard.

According to her investigation, his mother passed away shortly after he was born. He was raised by his father, but when he was fifteen years old, his father also passed away for some reason. A distant relative adopted him, but treated him harshly. He worked part time and studied part time. 

On the basis of his own strength and merit, he was admitted to a medical school. Even if he was busy with schoolwork, he continued to work part time until he could no longer balance the two at the same time, so he applied for a student loan from a bank. 

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She had also skillfully inquired with his classmates from medical school. They all said that he was a difficult person to get along with. He was too withdrawn, always alone, and did not participate in class activities.

“The boys in our class used to hate him. Only those nymphomaniac girls would say something about admiring his talent and always trying to cling to him.”

It was a male classmate who revealed the information to her. When she mentioned Dai Xingren, he sounded very indignant. “But they all quickly recognized the reality. He is not a human at all. He is a machine. He has no feelings, no blood, no tears, and can’t even laugh. What’s the point of being with this kind of robot? Miss Mo, let me tell you…” 

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But he would only give her a headache and even damage her woman’s self-esteem.

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She should have given up long ago and wisely stayed away from him. Every time she was frustrated in his presence, she vowed she would forget about this insensitive man. But within a week, she would gather the courage to create all kinds of coincidental encounters with him again.

She couldn’t forget him. It’s not that she hasn’t tried and worked hard, but love was like a fire. Once lit, it was hard to put out until it burned one’s heart to a desperate cinder.

She hoped that she would not have to pick up those broken pieces of charcoal one day ……

Thinking of this, Mo Chuan Ya couldn’t help sighing faintly. She told herself that this would be the last time. If she still couldn’t get a friendly response from him this time, she would have to learn to be chic, wave her hand to him, and not stay clouded over it.

“Just this once.”

She raised her lips bravely, holds up her somewhat disheveled sushi rolls, and made her move with determination –

Every morning, before accompanying the attending physicians on morning rounds, Dai Xingren would first concern himself with the patients under his charge, then go back to the office to sort out the records of their condition, before officially starting his busy day. While other residents were still resting, he was already running as efficiently as a machine. His itinerary was full of one task after the other, grasping every minute and every second of his day.

But recently, he has developed a strange habit: when passing through the hospital’s curved corridor, he would always look down through the glass fence, in search of a certain graceful figure.

Whether he finds the shadow or not, complex feelings that cannot be defined would rise in his chest, occasionally locking his throat and making it difficult for him to breathe.

This was all to blame on her, Mo Chuan Ya.

Who told her to come to him so often, but always at a time when he couldn’t catch her? Sometimes when he had expected her to come, she would be late, and sometimes when he thought she would not come anymore, she would show up again.

She was really a trouble, a big trouble. There has never been any woman – no, it should be said that no one has ever confused him as her. She was the first.

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It was not right. He hadn’t wanted to be distracted by a woman who wasn’t a patient, but now he was wasting his time on her for no good reason.

And lo and behold, she appeared again at odd hours.

Dai Xingren looked downstairs, his deep gaze tracing the fluttering figure of a colourful butterfly as she pushed open the glass doors and flew into the hospital lobby, where he knew she would next fly into his office.

He knew she would come into his office to see him. This time he had to warn her not to come there again. He didn’t like his calm heart to be rippled by her.

That’s right, this time he must drive her away with a loud and stern voice – 

After making up his mind, Dai Xingren hurriedly walked back into his resident’s office with a brisk pace. Something was tugging at the corners of his mouth and the shadows in his eyes fading in the slightest glint of light.

“Hi, I’m here again.” She stood at the door waiting for him, holding a lunch box in her arms. Her beautiful smile was like a dewy rose blooming in the early morning. So fresh and lovely.

He was lost in thought for a few seconds before he noticed several resident physicians who were in the office were poking their heads in his direction in curiosity.

The rumour of a mysterious beauty admiring him has been spread within the hospital for a long time. A while ago, two male doctors who didn’t know what they were doing even had the cheek to discuss with him if he didn’t like her, could he give her to them?

She was not a thing, so what to lend?

Dai Xingren fiercely returned the curious gazes of his colleagues one by one.

“Come with me!” He yanked Mo Chuan Ya’s hand almost rudely and led her by the elevator straight up to the top floor, kicking open the security door to the roof. The two of them looked at each other in the morning light. She was smiling sweetly and it was becoming hard for him to maintain his serious expression.

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“What are you doing here again?” He glared at her hard. 

“I brought you breakfast.” She opened her lunch box and showed it to him. “You must be in a hurry to eat every day, right? The food in the hospital staff canteen is awful, so you should eat something good once in a while.”

“This is what you call good food?” He scanned the box of sushi, which was scattered all over the lunch box.

She sniffed when she heard the words and her eyes dimmed, but her smile was still wide, “I know the sushi looks bad, but this is the first time I’ve made it myself, don’t you think that’s impressive? At least try it, it tastes better than it looks, I promise.”

“Is that so?” He wasn’t convinced.

“I won’t lie to you, you can eat and see.” She picked up a piece and handed it to him. 

He hesitated and refused to open his lips.

“Let’s eat and see. This is a hospital. Even if you’re poisoned, you’ll get help right away, won’t you?” she joked.

Why was she always smiling? Was she that happy? Dai Xingren thought glumly, grabbing the sushi from her hand and shoving it into his mouth to chew.

“How is it?” She looked at him expectantly. “Is it good?”

“Not bad.” He swallowed the sushi. “At least the rice is cooked.”

“Haha.” She didn’t take his intentional mockery personally, but cheerfully exploded. “To be honest, it took me three attempts to cook this rice. The first time it was too hard, the second time it was too soft.”

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She cooked this rice alone three times? Dai Xingren stared at her in disbelief. “Have you never cooked before?”

“No.” She shook her head. “Technically, this is the first time I’ve cooked.”

The first time she has cooked for him.

Dai Xingren suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, not understanding why his heart had skipped a beat. It wasn’t as if he had never had a girl prepare lunch for him before, and also the sushi she made tasted below par, so he didn’t think it was anything to be touched by.